The first single from the new album "Monkey Suit"! To be in the music video, check this link: http://www.billyrowan.co.uk/star-in-the-official-video-for-last-chance-to-dance/

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Last Chance To Dance

I wrote this song following the riots that took place across the UK in 2011. It was a response to the way in which our Government and media chose to demonise the young people involved, looking for an easy scapegoat, rather than looking at the social conditions and inequality that led us to that point.

Our Streets

Don't Buy It

I would kill myself with kindness
I would shoot myself a smile
I would go drown myself in positive affirmations for a while.

I would just hang myself a Phish poster,
Though most days I'm still closer to just drugging up and dying but despite this I'm still trying 

To stay on this burning hellscape
Of a rock hurtling through space
Putting off my trip to Switzerland
Where this finally will all end

And I've been here far too long, singing the same damned song
It's getting worse each day, I'm not sure I can be strong

(Chorus)

It's right to die, but wrong to try.
The failure rates are far too high. 
We're all drugged up trying to get by
With our middle fingers towards the sky

We didn't ask to be brought into this dying world broken as ghosts.
But of this waste of flesh and cash, I'll make the most-

-Day's I'm just looking to the sunset when I can drug myself and not get shitty glares, in my wheelchair. This close to pulling out my hair.

And if I do one thing it proves to them that I could've done it all,
Even if it lands me in a blind dazed crawl.

No matter how many times I lose my motor function and wind up seizing up on the pavement seeing black until my flare-up goes away.

I'm still doubting my senses and mounting expenses wondering if it's worth it to stay another day

If I can make it to next year where I'll be headed is unclear, 
I'm rapidly declining lately, needing more just to sedate me. 

Is it really a net positive to stay here? Is the causative result clear and beneficial to this world?

Or am I merely killing time living on someone else's dime, you can say that Suicide is selfish all you want but what the hell's this then.

If I didn't feel the need to organize my thoughts for those I'll leave behind I'd have been gone so long ago.

It's right to die, but wrong to try 
I won't let my death go awry.
If I'm getting out I'm doing it right.
Give me 12 grand, and let me say goodnight

Right to Die, Wrong to Try

Right To Die

Cumstain on the Sofa (ft. Jack Bird)

i've never called a hotline in my life
but i've wanted to die quite a few times
you say i do this to myself
i say go to hell

you hang up and i cry myself to sleep
morning comes and i pretend we're happy as can be
you go off and slowly forget me

if i have to spend one more day waiting for something to happen
i'm gonna die
parts of me are scared for my health
and parts of me are ready to say goodbye

i don't mean to worry you but i'm running out of time
and i don't mean to worry you but i don't know how to just be alive

come hold me like you used to
you hate me but i still need you

i guess i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry

i love you
i love you
i love you
i'm sorry

i hate me
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me

you make me
hate me
hate me
hate me
you make me
hate me
hate me
hate me

god, god
god
god?
god, god
god
if you're out there set me free
if you're out there leave me be

give me back the one i need
give me back the one i need
make me feel something besides apathy

i need you to save me

last resort

EVERYDAY 6:10:19

songs i made in my bedroom. this is my space.

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Sarsaparilla

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Newer tracks go here, for now at least. soundcloud.com/thehippiecripple

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