White walls...
No sound...
No exits...
Just me now.

I woke up in silence with plastic bands,
No laces, no belt, no one holding my hand.
They said “you’re safe now,”
Yeah? Safe from what?
From the world outside or the war I’ve got?

Numb to the bone, stare at the floor,
Counting cracks like they’re keeping score.
Nurses smile like it’s just routine,
But I see ghosts in the in-between.

I’m not violent, I’m just done,
But they still lock the fucking sun.
Med drip slow like leaking trust -
Tell me, doc, how’s that supposed to “adjust”?

White walls, no sound - just my thoughts on repeat.
They say I’m safe now…
But I still can’t breathe.
No sharp things, no calls, no keys -
Just four-point holds and cold IVs.

Tell me, how the fuck is this “healing”?
When I feel less human and more like the ceiling.

Talk in circles, sedate the pain,
But no one asks why it’s there in my brain.
They chart my tears, measure my sleep,
Label me broken so they don’t have to weep.

God forbid I scream or crack,
They’ll up the dose and send me back.
This ain't peace - it’s boxed-up shame,
A prison wrapped in a clinical name.

You ever been too fucked to fake it...
But too lucid to die?
Ever stared at your hands
And wondered if they’re even yours?
This place don’t fix shit - it just makes it quieter.
And quiet don’t mean healed.
Quiet just means trapped.

White walls, no sound - just my thoughts on repeat.
They say I’m safe now…
But I still can’t breathe.
I count the tiles, I lose the days,
They feed me pills and take my name.

And when I say, “I want to leave…”
They say, “That’s not what better means.”

This isn’t healing…
It’s just… silence.
And I’m fucking drowning in it.

Quiet Room

Produced by HKFIFTYONE
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Lyrics;
[Verse 1: HKFiftyOne]
Yeah I'm barebones in a coffeehouse aye,
Running through my thoughts as I think about what to say,
She the type of girl to grind & make her own way
Don't know if she even noticed me the other day
I'm in the coffeehouse just thinking too much about my past,
Another rainy day is going by it's going fast,
This girl don't have no name but I'm just too afraid to ask
I ain't scared of nothing flex my bape but I don't hear back,
She so pretty she don't know it she a star yeah,
She not impressed when I go skrt off in my car yeah,
I try to grind and make my way into her heart yeah, I'm still juggin' on the west end like I was a heartthrob ,
Tryna get her attention with all this shit I bought,
Got a fendi got a bape got some polo socks,
Other females in this town yeah they give me top,
I get every girl except the one I want,

[Hook: HKFiftyOne & 6obby]
Kill me slowly yeah,
I never asked for,
All the hurt you caused,
While I'm dead on the floor,
You don't know what you're doing to me



[Verse 2: 6obby]
And I'm working my hardest and counting and this guap,
Time is money so I went and coped a Gucci watch,
I ain't really feelin all this shit I'm missing you,
Smoke a little and I always end up texting you,
You don't really care about me or what I do, 
I'm tryna make this work but you don't see my point of view.
And all these words I talk you always say it isn't true, 
I just say fuck it I don't know what to do,
Go and waste a couple stacks on designer shoes, 
 Go and smoke a bunch of dope it's a constant loop
Chillin' in some vintage smoking in the fucking coupe,
Im working so hard and it don't mean shit to you,
Hopping to conclusions like a kangaroo 
But honestly this shit was so over due,
And fuck all this sadness cuz I'm just through with you 
Said fuck all this sadness cuz I'm just through with you
You don't really care that im sad yeah,
You just wanna help my count my bands yeah
You don't really care that im sad yeah,
You just wanna help my count my bands yeah.

[HKFiftyOne & 6obby]
Kill me slowly yeah,
I never asked for,
All the hurt you caused,
While I'm dead on the floor,
You don't know what you're doing to me

rainyday w/ HKFiftyOne

wish i wish i wish 

produced by @aries_ix

WUNDERWORLD

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GENIE

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//どこにいますか//

i'm finally getting over this dreadful cold & back into the swing of things. it's still guardin season. i love you guys <3

lyrics
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been eight weeks since you left and broke my heart 
said that i should talk about it well where do i start?
lemme light the spliff, i've been floating in the dark
some would call me insecure & some would call it art

i'm a fucking mess a pessimistic little cunt
you're a hypocrite if you don't think that imma stunt 
never wanna talk so i'll just roll another blunt
feelin' like the prophecy when i'm up in the cut

and i guess i'll be okay if i just try a little harder
you're the wind beneath my sails & the crack inside my armor 
i'm awake cause i fake sleep head against the mortar
imma bake like a cake when i smoke another quarter

fuck love imma soil it
prolly boil it
pickin' at it while i'm sitting on the toilet
like acid tablets imma foil it
can't talk too much don't wanna spoil it

times up guess ya clocked out
girl you really hit me with a knock out
i rather lock lips with my bike mount
kiss up on a blunt i'm a kite now
sky high never climb down
imma stay for it like i'm grime now 
something isn't right imma find out
i'm only gonna change if i sign out

follow tothegood

knockout (prod. by tothegood)

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

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//安定したあなたの呼吸//

i can't begin to thank you guys enough for everything we've accomplished, even just this year alone. i never imagined i would reach this point, but i am incredibly grateful of it & i promise it's only up from here. i'm sorry for a lack of releases lately, but i've kept busy with touring & meeting all of you beautiful people & i can't wait to do it again with these tours comin' up next year. i love you guys.

merry christmas <3

lyrics
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now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

i've been livin' my life to the fullest
anxiety comes but it won't sit 
got tossed in the bag but it won't zip
cause i killed my mind all in one hit
blast to the past & i feel it
the days we put stars on our ceilings
the tape on my hearts always peeling
and i do not find that appealing
so maybe i
contemplate strategize ways to ease my mind
sit awake and i bake all through the night
touch base with your face being close to mine
and maybe you
can't sleep cause your dreams never seem to soothe
so you spark in the dark tryna make your move
touch me & i fall but i play it cool

(lost in your embrace and i'm longing for your taste love
said we'd runaway but you hardly ever say much)

now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

snowflakes

shattered:
anime bitches 
they come and giving me kisses
we smoking joints out the pack
and she wanna come be my misses
i'm like 
oh
oh
oh
baby 
no
no
no
shawty look
i got all this time just to
glow glow glow
baby look at the tv
adventure time playing repeat
you looking cute like you marceline
gotta ask to be my queen
like uh uh
oh my god
i've been falling for your eyes
shawty why you gotta lie
said you'd never say goodbye
but here's to you
in my bed
smoking indica instead
wanna cuddle and kiss you till your cheeks they be turning red uh 

scuba dive in the pussy
yeah you know you my energy
like baby go
uh 
uh
your love my remedy
shawty a melody
baby you stuck in my head
melody 
drinking hennesy
shawty look at me cuz she gon sever me
shawty fuck me like a pornstar
yeah baby i whip foreign cars
whip foreign cars
yeah im going hard
got givenchy
all these cuties on me
racks on racks on racks im living lavish
16 years old but i fuck a bad bitch
like a savage
yeah im spitting mad shit
she got the package
i take her to a palace
and yo friend hate me 
but its okay baby
im still
shining in the dark like im in full hd
our eyes glow from the smoke
i just hope that you don't go
and i just hope that you don't know
how much i love all these hoes

anime bitches 
they come and giving me kisses
we smoking joints out the pack
and she wanna come be my misses
i'm like 
oh
oh
oh
baby 
no
no
no
shawty look
i got all this time just to
glow glow glow
baby look at the tv
adventure time playing repeat
you looking cute like you marceline
gotta ask to be my queen
like uh uh
oh my god
i've been falling for your eyes
shawty why you gotta lie
said you'd never say goodbye
but here's to you
in my bed
smoking indica instead
wanna cuddle and kiss you till your cheeks they be turning red uh

keshore:
anime bitches, 2d titties
all on my time line
but nothing distracts me from the feeling
u give me all night 
rubbing yo back into the bed
my dick on full drive
watching you moan
into my hear
yo legs are wrapped tight
but ik you know
that’s it’s been a minute
when i get home
you that i’m all up in it
so hang tight
realize 
i’m more then just geek
i’m your ride
take to the moon
where we spend
our days and weeks
sterilize 
whip it down
clean slate
from the fire
we to argumentive
and i’m sorry
your sorry
can you spend your days wit me
before our lives are finished

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finn & marceline ft. keshore (origami)

hi hopefully this doesnt make him mad

#dropwaytoodeep

aries- way too deep (reprod/loop)

Aries - DEADMAN WUNDERLAND ORIGINAL VERSION (demo)

demo

Aries - DEADMAN WUNDERLAND ORIGINAL VERSION (demo)

stare at all the pictures on the wall
crack that whippet then I fall
fade to bliss then stand up tall
might take another trip out to the mall
blow that cash on Saint Laurent
spark that joint then lay dormant like
wake up from my slumber
then I stumble out the door
each day it blends it never it ends, I stopped keeping that score
my ego pleading nose is bleeding I just need some more
that glass I'm gonna pour till my body hit the floor
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I don't really know how to get back
I just lose control and I go mad
present is the only thing that matters that don't mean to get so fucked up you cannot see the shatters in the glass
time is moving fast
your actions in the present shape your future fuck the past
I write out on computers all these letters just to last
now just take a look at me I'm rapping so damn fast

Woah
I know
I cannot fuck with 9-5
this music shit best fly up high
in that space ship
20,000 miles in the sky
lets just face it 
I don't really wanna fucking  try
light that blunt, hit yes I'm thinking that I'm going blind
in this maze bitch and you gotta find that golden line
find your place quick, just before you run out of your time

just rewind that
and you'll find that
every fucking second wasted of your time man
every single kiss and every single touch man
it's all temporary.
back in February
had a thought about just running from this sanctuary
had that knife against my jugular
thought about it, kinda hurts
ultimately I don't know what stopped me but I'm glad I'm cursed

I don't really know how to get back
I just lose control and I go mad
present is the only thing that matters that don't mean to get so fucked up you cannot see the shatters in the glass
time is moving fast
your actions in the present shape your future fuck the past
I write out on computers all these letters just to last
now just take a look at me I'm rapping so damn fast

fuck that shit I gotta hit slow
ya'll be missing every note
I be on another time frame
flip the fucking beat onto it's toes
when I'm feeling blue I know
pink can help me write some more flame

lost inside my mental and I know
I've been losing all control
and these flows just help to numb pain
yes i'm sure you know just how it goes 
gotta fill the void in full
and Ignore all of the time waste

Losing Control II [prod. pink]

man in the mirror feat. pomsky [prod. nicasso]

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just posting what has already been released

Aries - DEADMAN WUNDERLAND ORIGINAL VERSION (demo)

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