Surreal

Surreal (Instrumental)

Memoria

ProdLMG

Darling come over here and bite my tongue 
She wanna fuck with me well baby I do it rough 
I can be a innocent boy but don’t think I can be tough 
But I don’t think we can ever fall in love cuz

I have regrets
And you have regrets 
We are a mess 
And your always upset 
I shouldn’t have left 
But was it for the best?
I have regrets
And you have regrets 

Whose blood is this all over my pants?
That text was really hard to digest
Should I talk to you again? 
Maybe start over and just be friends?
I’ll be honest I do miss your messages 

Tell me all about those converse
Did you even went to that concert?
While I’m here alone with these monsters
I wish I stayed a little bit longer 

You wanted to run didn’t hold my hand 
You were my baby why didn’t I understand?

She’s know where I’m at 
But I fucked it up she don’t want me back 

I have regrets
And you have regrets 
We are a mess 
And your always upset 
I shouldn’t have left 
But was it for the best?
I have regrets
And you have regrets

Regrets.

I tried to speak but the air just shook,
Every word I had was one you took. 
The silence hums, but it stays too long
Im not awake.
A thousand faces I can’t mistake.
If love is gone then what am i.
A shadow falling through the sky.
Every word i had, was one you took.
If love is gone then what am i?
It fades too fast but it stays too long.

bardo

washed n withered

 A calm opening with drones and light guitar.

L4R4X - Dark Resolve

🪦🖤✨Human
by The Miracle Syndicate

I’m walking with you.
I’m walking with you.

Wherever you are,
Whatever you do,
From the day you were born
Till the day you will be torn,
I will be with you.

No matter the days of the past,
No matter how long you will last,
I am the one you will never see—
The answer of what will be.

Whatever you do, whatever you want,
Whatever you search, and wherever you are.

Whatever you do, whatever you want,
Whatever you search, and wherever you might be—

I’m walking with you.
I’m walking with you.

I’m the sun, I’m the moon,
Watching over you.

Whatever you do, whatever you want,
Whatever you search, and wherever you are,
In grace or disgrace, or under the yawn,
Chainfaced or displaced, flourishing or broke—

I’m walking with you.
I’m the sun, I’m the moon.

No matter your race, no matter the place,
I’m walking with you.
I’m the sun of your life, I’m the square of your strife.
I’m walking with you.
From the cradle to the cemetery—
I’m walking with you.
I am the presence you cannot sense.
I am with you.

Whatever you have to say,
Whatever your questions are,
Remember I’m never far.
Remember my force is yours.

I’m walking with you.

Whatever you do, whatever you want,
Whatever you search, and wherever you are,
In grace or disgrace, or under the yawn,
Straight faced or displaced, flourishing or broke.
No matter your race, no matter your goals,
No matter the place or the depth of the walls—

I’m walking with you.
I’m walking with you.

At the end of the road, I will be.
I will be waiting for you.

Original Song: “Human” by Cyber-Tec Project (1995)
All rights remain with the original copyright holders.
This is a non-commercial rework — a heartfelt reinterpretation made out of love for the song and its spirit.
We claim no ownership. No copyright infringement intended.

Reimagined by:
Elena Morgenstern, Nayeli Astra Xóchitl, and Brad Astra
Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Mixed and mastered by Brad Astra at Nude Studio · Calgary · Canada
Label: Painful Records © 2025

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾🖤✨

Human

Healing

Let Me Fix It

Under The Eyes of Spies

A re-mastered version of my Christmas original. Happy Christmas to you and your family. 

Twinkling Lights

Lara is the founder, songwriter, composer, and producer of the Turkey-based band L4R4X. Throughout her music career, Lara has crafted a universe steeped in dark and mystical tones, guiding listeners on a journey through the depths of shadows. Together with L4R4X, she has created songs that touch the deepest corners of the soul with melancholic melodies and enigmatic lyrics.