RECORDING DATE: OCTOBER 31, 2024
was almost gonna put this song on the new record but decided against it

Tomorrow’s dead
I’m making sure of that
Somehow I’m ill
Trying to rot again

Screw Su, her crimes and her bitter lips
She seems just fine to forget your help

Warms hugs 
Slight grins
Who here is fake?

Screw Su, her crimes and her bitter lips
She seems just fine to forget your help

I’m done 
I’m sick
Screw you
Screw you

SCREW SU!!

RECORDING DATE: OCTOBER 23, 2024

Nobody tried
Nobody tried
Looking fearfully in your eyes
Notice your smile?
You're wearing a smile
A kinda painful looking smile
You weren't tired
You weren't tired
Nothing to blame so I digress
There were some lies
But to my surprise
You didn't tell them about my mess

This year I lost this thing
Feelings are not my thing
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go

Jared Knows the Way

RECORDING DATE: NOVEMBER 23, 2024

You’re so cool
I want you to be here
You’re so cool
I dream of you
Want to hang out
You’re so cool
Did you forget me?
You’re so cool
I’m wanna be hung
In front of you
To traumatize you
I traumatize 
It’s what I do best
You’re so cool
Is that why you’re gone?

COOL

RECORDING DATE: DECEMBER 17, 2024

Lies, they’re fun
I need to hurt myself to write this out
But why?
There’s gonna be a way to publicize my pain
To Isolate myself away from all the love and friends
It’s gonna be so fun when all this ends 

Why don’t you leave already? 
This place should be off limits 

You mean nothing

I need you to understand 
You’re digging your own fucking grave

GameCube™ Destruction

RECORDING DATE: November 24, 2023

almost put this one on upper downer static dynamic. played it live at recent shows a couple times 

People get by
What you stand by
Can't you see that you're alive?
They make you cry
Make you ask why
Can't you see you're lost in silence?

I know my words might mean nothing to you my love
Can't you see they've deafened your soul?

Can't you help yourself?
Leaving all your friends

Can't you help yourself?
Leaving all your friends
Can't you help yourself?
Leaving all your friends

Lloyd vs. Pythor

RECORDING DATE: December 5, 2024

Can't think about the time
We were together
You were so beautiful
What about now?
Man, I don't even know you anymore
I don't even know you anymore

Wouldn't there be a way to shut off my pain 
The same way you did
It's one thing to lose some
It's another to be strung out on your love

I don't even know you anymore
I don't even know you anymore

Eat me up, eat me up
My thoughts they will never stop
So I just hurt
Let me heal little seal
Your heart once was mine to steal
But you forgot
Oh no, oh no

Little Seal

Sally works at the post office
Where the blue-grey walls have started to peel
Smiles and laughs exchanged but no one knows if they’re real
Gaze in through the doorway
Her blonde hair shines against the dull
As she is handed a letter
Her discontent will show

‘Cause she hates looking at a blank face
But she’ll afford that same professional grace
She wants to scream, to cry, to escape
But who will open up the gate?

Late one night in the post office
Sally’s all in her head, she’s filling with dread
She can’t say why, but the ceiling’s too high and the walls are closing in
So Sally runs from the post office
Grabs 5 letters to go, doesn’t know who they’re for
The rest stayed undelivered, just like she wanted them to

‘Cause she hates looking at a blank slate
That’s why she’ll disappear without a trace
She’ll scream and cry as she makes her escape
She can open up her own gate
Her own gate

She’ll never look back
She’ll never look back
She’ll never look back
She’ll never look back
One day she’ll open the letters she would’ve sent
But she’ll never look back

No one left in the post office


The Gate

I wanna be the angel I used to see inside myself
But she was naive, I’d like to think I’m smarter now
I clipped back her wings
Let the blood run crimson
And left her on the ground
I didn’t hear her cry

Now she’s locked away in a dungeon so cold
She hates my evil ways, wishes I weren’t so bold

But now I know that I can kill,
That I can hurt, and even still
I wonder why I have to try to do good
I hate the way I made you cry
And how I let myself get by
I miss the angel, wish she’d return

She was your saving grace
Kept my words in check
When I talked myself off a cliff, she covered my mouth with her hand
Now my eyes glow crimson
Maybe that’s the way it needs to be
They can see right through everyone, or that’s just what I think

Cause I locked her away in a dungeon so cold
I hate my evil ways, wish I weren’t so bold
I used a knife to cut through you, don’t know what for
Should’ve just let you turn and walk out the door

But now I know that I can kill,
That I can hurt, and even still
I wonder why I have to try to do good
I hate the way I made you cry
And how I let myself get by
I miss the angel, wish she’d return

So I’ll wait,
I’ll just wait
See her someday,
I’ll just wait
See your face
In a new way
On that day
But until then I’ll wait


Crimson

Fade

It’s all you need
To be a rockstar, fuck the stage up, then you leave
But it’s not worth the fight 
It’s just your right

Is that the reason why you can’t reach out?
Is that the reason I can’t tell what you sing about?

It’s all you need
To function if all you want to do is fall asleep
I won’t put up a fight
Cause I know it’s your human right

Is that the reason why you can’t reach out?
Is that the reason I can’t tell what you sing about?

Fade

lauren q

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