october day one <3 happy 2 years

keep our future <3

internet lovers <3 bound to freefall

lyrics: 

i wanna know how to leave
but you don't know how to speak
i don't know how to grieve
this isn't a game to me

fuck it, I'll sit here waiting on this carousel
gonna premeditate it if i'm facing hell
you know i've been so patient but i hate myself
if nothing is fuckin changing I'll escape this hell

fuck it, I'll sit here waiting on this carousel
brain took a fuckin vacation, i could hang myself
i'll be late to hell

you wanna see how far this bleeds?
if you want, take all my dreams
drain it dry, steal everything 
but you won't get what you want from me
you can see, i can barely breathe
dying lungs say they love you
if you want, take everything 
the poison flower's too pretty to kill

i'm watching you wilt
til i can't anymore
and i can't still my hands

restless deathwish

i know she sees
but she's as blind as can be
so does she think of me when
she doesn't know she's dreaming

this round's on me
i'll take your disease
it's freezin
i've never seen this season
she never sees me bleedin

i wanna know how to leave
but you don't know how to speak
i don't know how to grieve
this isn't a game to me

sit here waiting on this carousel
premeditate it if i'm facing hell
know i've been so patient but i hate myself
if nothing is fuckin changing I'll escape this hell

CAROUSEL

Tripe

kantstopslurring-
so fucked up
degenerate loser
shes bipolar 
but i dont wanna lose her
liquor drinker
a fucking alcoholic
wont rot in hell
cause im a fucking fakecel

so fucked up
degenerate loser
shes bipolar 
but i dont wanna lose her
liquor drinker
a fucking alcoholic
coke sniffer 
shes a fucking drug addict

drug addict with no life
i js want to kill her or overdose
i tried to tell her to lower the dose
but she doesnt care

l8call-
im an incel
that hates women
with my girlfriend
swear shes different
im no poser
i hate women
except her
she gives me attention

wanna be like fbf
want all women just to fucking die
except my girlfriend
she likes all my shitty music
tell her i make shitty poems x3
so she still fucking likes me

i hate women
i hate them
except her x2
i hate women
i hate them
except her x2

heid1sop3do #unp1ugg3d #gee #mixx w/plugg5tar Lambo

L8CALL