some days one love
on the palm of your hand
you know i want
to be a better man

cigarettes help me
to cross the sea
of sadness and numb
that our life really is

answer me
you know i a wanna be
answer me
you know i a wanna be free

a smell comes out
from under my bed
is it you under there?
shouldve warned me then

im feeling bad
cause i dont got any food
at least i have you
so that is more than good

Somedays

I've been thinking about you lately 
About how much you fucking hate me
And how you said I could never amount to anything
I think the fact that you were right
Is the thing that's keeping me up all night
But despite all of that you're not the worst that I've ever seen

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to shut up

All the things I've done that seem to make you run away
Things you can't be bothered to say
And you never seem to notice all the things I do
It's like I don't exist and neither do you

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to give a fuck


Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands
Rethink your life and your process 
Every failure doesn’t sting any less
Break down when it doesn’t come easily 
Give up when you turn twenty-three
Hear truths that hit too close to home
Get scared to go out on your own 
Love it when you get stuck in place 
With that empty look that’s on your face
Hasn’t happened yet it never will
You never had those kind of skills 
Why can’t you just realize the fact 
That this will be your final act
Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands

No More Spiders

Bad takes only-goodbye(negative xp cover)

school pooper

dandersoncore

i'm too trusting
i'm too paranoid
burned by loyalties
drowned in tragedies
gimme ur sympathy
gimme all ur simp money
i'm losing it like larson
but i'll do it and u'll stop laughing
i'm losing it like larson
get on the ground
bomb threat
i've got a gun now

i'm a schizo piece of shit
abused bc i deserve it
i'll still have my revenge yet
hate me but u ain't seen nothing yet

losing it like larson
listen i'm a rockstar
losing it like larson
look at me bc i'm a fucking monster

larson-mode

Just some filler. Thank you

It's so sad when things don't go your way
It's a shame when you're the one to blame
Still, it doesn't change the way I feel today
Or how I'll say, goodbye to you, goodbye
What a waste of time, you're a waste of space
It's so hard for me to even face
You're no good, but I feel you should come here to stay
But you're far away
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
It's so sad when things don't go your way
It's a shame when you're the one to blame
Still, it doesn't change the way I feel today
Or how I'll say, goodbye to you, goodbye
What a waste of time
You're a waste of space
It's so hard for me to even face
You're no good, but I feel you should come here to stay
But you're far away
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you
Don't you know that it'll hurt me so to say goodbye to you

ripped from here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xH7UgSGMaEE&ab_channel=CK

Goodbye (Negative XP Cover)

i was ambiguous, i know
i thought you'd get it
now i feel empty as fuck
im lying in bed
there's no sadness in my face
but i can smell it

i wish i could ask you for help

five days i felt like five months
took to kill me
there are some clouds on my brain
made with your tears
i had a talk with "my you"
but now she hates me

i wish i could ask you for help

ambiguous

I am scum
literal trash
im not human
im less than that

i see no point
in living my life
i hate this world
i wanna die

ill blow your head off
paint the walls red
ill slit your throat
ill make sure you fuckers are dead

at my breaking point
im going insane
nothing to lose
and nothing to gain

paint the walls red

#lofi  #sadcore #chill #alternative
#bossanova #slowcore #nightcore #triphop #introvert

night and sundial（小沢健二 cover） / 夜と日時計

If you’ve ever wanted to hear Liar by Hard Christ but worse, this is the cover for you

liar (hard christ cover)

Reupload account 
I don’t feel like living. Even on good days I’m sad

https://on.soundcloud.com/fwa34aZJAl2ExwaJT8
My other reupload account

Bad takes only-goodbye(negative xp cover)

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