feat. me

last song i made before i got put into foster care i just remembered about it

minakami recorded on a phone lololol ]

[roxu]
ur so fkn cute, ya ur so fkn pretty
when im not with u, my life is very shitty
im stuck with u like forever
got my heart on lock, cuz ur so fkn clever

unlocked my heart like hidden treasure
i need u so bad, ur the fkn cure
castin spells on my heart like a fairy
ur so sweet like a strawberry!!!

[minakami]
im feeling so lucky
"please dont fucking leave me"
im really not too sure, girl, ur just way too good for me

tell me, will u wait til i settle all my problems?
when im with u, baby, i think i can stop them

i dont really see
why u want me
look into my eyes, tell me that im not ugly

hold my hands and kiss my cheek
i'll smile and say that ur so sweet
im really so in love with u, my strawberry

strawberry (feat. minakami) *prod. atomic inc*

my lyrics:  Is it just for now?
Don’t let it be just for now
What do you want from me?
Just give me a sign
Just for now, Just for now
Why can’t it be right now?
Just for now, what about me?
He doesn’t want you but I want you 
You don’t want me, what do you want?
What are we?, Is this just for now?
Tell me now
Oh yeah 
Tell me now, are you ready?
I thought our love was just for now but my eyes weren’t seeing clearly 
You had me looking like a fool, which wasn’t cool

minakami lyrics:  i think something is burning
sorry, thats the smell of my heart
cant you tell that im hurting?
cant you tell we’re falling apart?

you dont know how i look at you
admire you from afar
i tell you that i love you
you know i reach for the stars

just for now
our love is six feet under the ground
just for now
i love you, i dont even know how

just for now, just for now
can you tell me if youre bored of me now?

Is it just for now? w/ minakami

My lyrics:  tears in my fucking eyes

tears in my fucking eyes 
you wanted me to fucking cry
Tears in my fucking eyes, vision blurred like the skies
Feelin' heavy with the cries, but I rise, no surprise,
In the mirror see the lies, while my soul seeks the highs,
Still I fight, never ties, through the lows and the sighs
tears in my fucking eyes 
whenever you tell me fucking lies 
 Eyes misty, caught in this emotional disguise 
Heart heavy like the world got me paralyzed 
F*** the pain, but these tears never lie
Lost in the struggle, can't deny, I try
Chasing dreams while I'm wiping tears, no surprise,
what is gonna happen to us?
F*** the doubt, see the fire in these eyes
Life's a gamble, but I can't roll snake eyes
come on baby, don’t put my name in the death note 
you wanted me to fucking cry 
please don’t tell me to die 
I wanna survive 
wanna survive 


Minakami lyrics:  ur so hard to tolerate
made up an act, all u make me feel is hate
back off, i dont wanna fucking date u
fucking date u, u know that i hate u

(black magic, do u wanna see me dead?)
(on the floor, leaking red, feeling hexed)
(all i feel when ur around is fucking dread)
(say “kill me now” when i see u sent a text)

ur so hard to tolerate
made up an act, all u make me feel is hate
back off, i dont wanna fucking date u
fucking date u, u know that i hate u

black magic, do u wanna see me dead?
on the floor, leaking red, feeling hexed
all i feel when ur around is fucking dread
say “kill me now” when i see u sent a text

What is gonna happen to us feat @minakami

prod and mix by @drainisst

vocals:
@drainisst
@killminakami
@kimuxerka

drainist:
pop a xan i feel the power 
with my hoe she sniffin powder 
sippin dirty sippin chowder
lost soul boyz we getting louder 
got that tool on me that Mauser 
troll yo ass u feelin sour 
she gon fuck me just for flowers
fuck her ass we go for hours

minakami:
i got way too many blades on my waist
and i can tell ur such a whore
girl that beauties a waste
and when i stab her
ima love that fucking look on her face

ima love that fucking look on her face

dont talk, yeah, we’re keeping it quiet tonight
and no, this aint no game of chess
but i wanna be ur knight
got this bad bitch on my dick
i just wanna make her cry, yah
yah yah, yah yah, yah yah

drainist:
pop a xan i feel the power 
with my hoe she sniffin powder 
sippin dirty sippin chowder
lost soul boyz we getting louder 
got that tool on me that Mauser 
troll yo ass u feelin sour 
she gon fuck me just for flowers
fuck her ass we go for hours

kimu xerka:
im too kind so i gotta pay the price twice,
hella nice spending the night high as a broken kite.

all i need is my shadow 
n the holy heaven sky
no time for ice,
no time for ice

i end my days with 
a bleeding handshake
It takes me one sawski take

but as a dead snake ill be tamed 
but as a dead snake ill be tamed

drainist:
pop a xan i feel the power 
with my hoe she sniffin powder 
sippin dirty sippin chowder
lost soul boyz we getting louder 
got that tool on me that Mauser 
troll yo ass u feelin sour 
she gon fuck me just for flowers
fuck her ass we go for hours

pop a xan i feel the power 
with my hoe she sniffin powder 
sippin dirty sippin chowder
lost soul boyz we getting louder 
got that tool on me that Mauser 
troll yo ass u feelin sour 
she gon fuck me just for flowers
fuck her ass we go for hours

sum power

I’m on Spotify now and the link is on my SoundCloud bio 
Sc is my archive account 
Also I’m on YouTube too, YouTube music

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3rNDSheIJPHT3s5r9UTMMx?si=VBeTL5HTQ2mkRRocM-yi7A

Is it just for now? w/ minakami

Lawliet ✱