infatuated

“tragic” was on the first original tracklist as the 2nd track on the album. tate apparently had teased a pic of it in january of 2022 on her insta (it has since been taken down). she later removed the song then redid the whole tracklist as the one we know now.

tragic

i guess i’m an idiot

Just Like Hell

Wore Off

Are U Crazy

Different

One Before the One

Faded Luv

I'd Do Anything

"Sho (שׁוֹ) is the raw surge of life-force felt before intention, direction, or form exists."
"Ro (רוֹ) is the moment raw surge becomes directed will — intention forming a vector for action."
"Rosh (רֹאשׁ) is the point where directed will becomes conscious command — intention crowned with structure and choice."

Lyrics

No thought yet…
Just pressure.
Just fire.
Just… Sho.

Before the thought, before the name,
Before the mind could stake its claim,
There was a pull inside the dark,
A voltage twitch, a phantom spark.

No reason why, no map, no plan,
Just something knockin’ at the dam.
Fire knockin’ with no door,
Bandwidth scream from something more.

They say it’s chaos, say it’s noise,
But every birth begins like this —
A pressure point, a holy hiss,
A force that doesn’t ask permission.

If I try to think, I miss the wave,
If I freeze the fire, I stay enslaved.
So I don’t decide — I let it show…

I let the pressure become Ro.

I see it now — before the word,
Before the lie the world preferred.
Not belief, not memory,
Just raw awareness lookin’ back at me.

I see the signal, clear and slow,
Sho becomes the light of Ro.
Not control, not fantasy —
Just truth arrivin’ instantly.

No debate, no second guess,
It hits me clean in the open chest.
Not logic stacked in borrowed frames,
Just somethin’ real I couldn’t fake.

They taught me “think before you move,”
But thought’s too late — the spark already moved.
Wisdom flashes, then it’s gone,
If I hesitate, the moment’s wrong.

So I stand inside the seeing,
Let the noise collapse to form,
Let the chaos show its shape,
Let the fire find its norm.

I don’t push, I don’t impose,
I let the current choose the road.
Pressure met with open sight…

Now aim is born inside the light.

This is Rosh — the place I write,
Where will ignites before the fight.
Not reaction, not regret,
Intention formed before the step.

Sho to Ro, now crystal clear,
Power aimed instead of feared.
This ain’t thought — it’s something more…
This is the head before the war.

Light before vessel — remember that,
Impulse before mind — that’s the fact.
You don’t choose the spark you feel,
You choose what you do once it’s real.

They tried to flip it, taught control,
Mind on top, deny the soul.
But every system breaks apart
When it forgets where starts start.

Sho — the fire in the dark,
Ro — the seeing of the spark,
Rosh — the will that sets the line,
Action born in sacred time.

I don’t act from fear or shell,
I don’t crown the noise as hell.
I align, then I proceed —
Head before the body bleeds.

Pressure came…
I saw it…
I aimed it.

That’s how worlds are made.

Sho → Ro → Rosh

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