produced by Lovesick + David Soul + Peter Iskander

hate & luv

Obsession w/ Kili

lyrics::

aiite so boom
thinking out loud
i gotta get shit off my chest
cause whatd i do to deseve this
im talking bout
showin mad love
and giving my people nun but the best
then turn round get stab inna mi chest yo
every time mi put mi trust inna dem dawg
dem let me down and show mi why dem a satan
stay to miself because mi know seh mi safer
just load mi gun and roll mi weed and stack up mi paper

oh why mek mi ask yuh why
oh whyd i have to cry those nights
when you were posed to be by my side
but instead you chose to plot demise on my life
demon in disguise

now i dont trust no one
and i walk one plus none
cause im the only one who i know will not switch up
my gun it wi liff up if yuh diss pull di trigga
i wont miss im a hitta

why oh why oh why
whyd i have to cry oh why oh why
(now my heart turned cold)
why oh why oh why
whyd i have to cry oh why oh why
(now i dont trust no one)

i won’t let you change me
i still have love in me
i want to stay happy
so please dont fucking try me
stay out the way
and smoke my weed
but still i ask
oh why
whyd i have to cry

i would rather walk by myself
on a lonely road straight to hell
wipe my own tears
they wont notice
mind on the money
and im not losing focus
i swear
dem people nuh care
dem laugh if yuh fail
silent when time dem fi cheer
nuh frighten fi people
frighten ova miself
put trust in the highest
so mi nuh have nuh fear

𐙚ᴊʀᴅxɴʟᴇɪɢʜ - did i really have to cry tho demo (prod. lowtyde)

SHINE THROUGH

Inner Silence for a Second..


Ive been given two things
why’d I doubt em? 
when i stopped to look around
it always felt profound
when i stopped the thinkin
i always felt aloud
stop the world a second  
interrupted by a sound

can I tune it out? 
will you tune it out?

Willows with me 
withered 
inna silence for 
a second 
sleeping felt a shiver 
but i know that im protected
Enter Dreaming in a broad day
i know that I’m protected 

I looked at a wall 
for so long that
it started to change
when you stop talkin
it all rearrange 
its in your mind 
but its not in your brain 
im in its brain 
and i think I can! 

im not insane 
but i link like I am 
with something 
outside, but in here
yet again 
you know what im sayin 
Girl, you dig what i am?

the the flow might painful 
skip right to the end 

Death might be painful 
Skip right to the end...