don't i know better?

you finally broke my heart
do it again
i know i was asking for it
and i am again

you finally left my life
i'm impressed, i'm impressed
dragged me through the mud and stained my dress

you never want to see me again
but i'm still your dog and i follow your scent
you know i'm scared of the world (break me again)
oh no you're making it worse 
(but i said) why's it always everything on your terms? (like you said..)

left for dead
side of the road with a rose in my hand
vines wrapped around my legs
pale pink babydoll dress

left for dead
hollow eyes, that's what you like right?
nothing left to do here but beg

you snow me in
and ice me out
but i'm still your doll
and i wait on the shelf (real stuff, despite myself)

you know i was scared that you'd do this
oh no you're making me lose it
oh i can't let this go unpunished

if you don't think i can be cold and unfeeling honey
then you've got another thing coming!
i'll be the reason you drink today
as i crawl back to you out of the drain
oh, wanna show off, i'm insane..

eft for dead
side of the road with a rose in my hand
vines wrapped around my legs
pale pink babydoll dress

left for dead
hollow eyes, that's what you like right?
nothing left to do here but beg and sing it

left for dead
side of the road with my heart in my hands
there's thorns in my wrists 
and cheap red wine on my lips

left for dead
hollow eyes, that's what you like now
nothing left to do here but bleed out!

that's the way you want it
and don't i know it
but i'm still your doll

that's the way you want it
and don't i know better
but i'm still your doll baby ah

Left for Dead

abandoned places from my dreams
faded plastic color schemes
with a hint of neon so i can see in the dark

buried in collective consciousness
these liminal spaces have a certain essence
these pictures are haunted with the ghosts of the past that we can't stop searching for in mirror images 

now does it give your heart a twist
does it make you feel like you don't even exist?
well i don't
i don't
i don't exist

i don't
i don't
i don't exist

years of running in these halls
fluorescent bulbs buzz a lifeless song
i haven't seen the sun since my past life 

(the backrooms)
the backrooms of reality
is it naive sometimes i think maybe you could find me in this endless maze
we could walk out together or at least share this pain

does it give your nerves a jolt?
does it make you feel like girl it's all your fault?
well it's not
it's not 
it's not at all

it's not
it's not
it's not at all

abandoned playland ball pit
a vacant mall at 3 am
hotel with no one in it
pool with no one swimming

empty arcade still in tact
classroom lights off, chairs all stacked
i didn't slide down a rainbow to get in
you'd never guess the hell and a half it's been

well i don't
i don't
i don't exist

well i don't
i don't
i don't exist

i don't
i don't
i don't exist

i don't
i don't 
i don't exist

Left for Dead

Lake Roswell

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