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"Album Dead Inside to zbiór psychodelicznych utworów, które napisałam i nagrałam w GarageBandzie na iPhonie między kwietniem a majem 2025. To szybkie, eksperymentalne, postclubowe kompozycje, w których wykorzystałam moje polsko i anglojęzyczne wiersze, odwołując się do różnych muzycznych stylów. Od Emo Macareny (na podstawie wiersza, który napisałam w trakcie ataku paniki w samochodzie na autostradzie, opowiadającego o lęku przez jazdą autem), przez pogodne kawałki electro: Overthinker (o kompleksach), Two Worlds (o byciu biseksualną) i najspokojniejszego Tak Jest; przez szybkie Teenagers 25 (które skomponowałam wkręcona w UK hard house) i Overdose czerpiące z drum & bassu i estetyki lat '00, aż po deszczowe Dead Inside i witch-house'owo-rapowy remix Teenagers 25 w wykonaniu Baby Meelo. Płyta chronologicznie opowiada o chaotycznym procesie uczenia się kompozycji i jest przygodowym notatnikiem z 2025 roku. Za doszlifowanie materiału, produkcję, aranżacje i mix odpowiada Baby Meelo (Julia Matyja)." – 4EVAH

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"The Dead Inside album is a collection of psychedelic songs I wrote and recorded entirely in GarageBand on my iPhone between April and May 2025. These fast, experimental, post-club compositions incorporate my Polish and English poems and references to various musical styles. From Emo Macarena (based on a poem I wrote during a panic attack in a car on the highway about the fear of driving), through electro tracks: Overthinker (about insecurities), Two Worlds (about being bisexual), and the calmest Tak Jest; through the dark and fast Teenagers 25 (composed while I was hooked on UK hard house) and Overdose inspired by drum & bass and the '00s aesthetics, all the way to the titular rain of Dead Inside and the witch house/rap remix of Teenagers '25. The album chronologically tells my chaotic story of learning composition and is an adventure notebook from the year 2025. Baby Meelo (Julia Matyja) is responsible for polishing the compositions, arrangements, production and mix." – 4EVAH

4EVAH & Baby Meelo - Dead Inside

4EVAH & Baby Meelo - Teenagers 25 (Remix)

A tiny remix of the original acoustic ballad with an emotionally intimate female vocal.  Explores loss, resilience, and the light that stays even when everything else shifts. Simple, raw, and deeply human, it carries the same spirit across English, French, Spanish, and Italian versions.

LA LUZ QUEDA ("The Light Stays")  QUIΞT͏GΔMΞ mix - Spanish

WELCOME TO THE GLEAMING BOG!!! 

A haven of safety floating in the iridescent-black sludge of OVERDREAMING's mind, designed for those with too many aspirations or for anyone who has been hit by too many blows from the outside world.

Everyone is welcome to immerse themselves in the bog's bizarre scenery. Here, you can pursue your dreams, let them fester in the muck for a bit, or just relax and live a consequence-free life. 

Visit the Chili's that has sunk to the bottom of the bog, sing with the chrome cicadas, or hang with the the creature made of old receipts and clothing tags that floats along the waters edge. 

Additionally, you can pour a cup from the faucet that protrudes from the side of their head if you need a little extra sludge to keep yourself going. It replenishes itself. Nobody is aware of the reason.

WELCOME TO THE GLEAMING BOG

The extended Spanish language QUIETGAME remix of the original acoustic ballad with an emotionally intimate female vocal.  Explores loss, resilience, and the light that stays even when everything else shifts. Simple, raw, and deeply human, it carries the same spirit across English, French, Spanish, and Italian versions.

LA LUZ QUEDA ("The Light Stays") QUIΞT͏GΔMΞ extended mix - Spanish

A reimagining of my previous single - WELCOME TO THE GLEAMING BOG

WELCOME TO THE GLEAMING DUB

A reimagining of my previous single - FUKHEAD

DUBHEAD

I’m your guinea pig
Shoot me up
Fill my mind with the stupid stuff
Can you hold my hand
I’m a little scared
I might become a supernova
And get too hot

When I die
Will you burn me
Save me from worms
Baby

Don’t call the police
If you see me floating in the streets
Baby
Experiment on me
Please
Do what you need
And if you see me lying on the beach
Baby
Experiment on me
Please

You’re my best friend
You’re my only friend
I wanna be you
I wanna wear your skin
Yeah
I know that’s wrong
It’s a stupid song
But the kids are singing along
‘Cause they feel it too

When we die
Will you burn us
Save us from worms
Baby

Don’t call the police
If you see us floating in the streets
Baby
Experiment on me
Please
Do what you need
And if you see me lying on the beach
Baby
Experiment on me
Please

Call my mom
I think I’m lost
I took a turn for the worst and I forgot
The way home
The way home
Call my dad
Tell him I’m sad
Tell him I’m sorry
But it’s the way I am
It’s the way I am

So don’t call the police
If you see me floating in the streets
Baby
Experiment on me
Please
Do what you need
And if you see me lying on the beach
Baby
Experiment on me
Please

Experiment on Me

You found me in the dark
When I was down
And all the days were hard
You turned 'em 'round
And then you found me in the light
When I was high
And all the stars aligned
And you asked why
Why does it feel so good?
Like you knew it would
Like I knew it could
And I said

All you need is love
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in magic?
Do you believe in heaven?
I do

All you need is love
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in magic?
Do you believe in heaven?
I do


And when the angels fall
We'll go to hell
'Cause you don't need 'em at all
We'll wish 'em well
And then we'll all rise up to heaven
If you want it
Baby
It's yours
And we'll be better than before
We'll let 'em know what heaven's for
And they'll say

All you need is love
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in magic?
Do you believe in heaven?
I do

All you need is love
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in magic?
Do you believe in heaven?
I do

All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love

All you need is love
Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in magic?
Do you believe in heaven?
I do

All you need is love

Joy Modulation

I swear
I don't care
No
I don't care
Screamin' at your mom
Kickin' over lawn chairs
In a band playin' back of a hatchback
Drivin' like we're on the run
We're only seventeen
But we've just begun

Say
"My life is chaotic fantastic"
Livin' on that teenage dream
It's so good to be young and free
It's a life that's so fantastic
You can call it chaos
Or
You can call it magic

Every day's a Friday
Drunk on a highway
Screamin' out the window
Dancin' in a strobe light
Best friends on a video
It feels like home

Say
"My life is chaotic fantastic"
Livin' on that teenage dream
It's so good to be young and free
It's a life that's so fantastic
You can call it chaos
Or
You can call it magic

Take a Polaroid
Takin' my photo
Spinnin' round in circles
Jumpin' up and down
When the party's over
When the sun is down
Are we still havin' fun?

Say
"My life is chaotic fantastic"
Livin' on that teenage dream
It's so good to be young and free
It's a life that's so fantastic
You can call it chaos
Or
You can call it magic

Chaotic Fantastic

The entire sound is in my hands. I write cyber poetry, produce, and compose every track ready for Immersive 3D. Every beat is crafted for spatial and next-gen headphones.
Intimate lyrics, total immersion, every track.

For 30 years I kept unfinished demos to myself, never letting them out. Now I finish what I start and release it the moment it’s alive.

I use every tool available, human or machine, as an instrument.
Technology doesn’t replace creativity. It expands it.

Accidental banger creator 👩🏼‍🔬
Making weird hits on iphone since anno domini 2025

Turning silence into sound since 2011. Melodic/Euphoric EDM, Cinematic House. Hypnotic Trance.  Built for desert nights, and the mornings after ☼ #TribeOfKindness #thebravenew

New tracks tagged #experimental pop