Lyrics : 

I’ve been thinking lately nothing else can save me 
Girl you were my baby so kill if you hate me 
Lay me down safely lull me in a day dream 
Rip my heart out its yours for the taking
Playing with my heart girl I wish you weren’t so flakey 
Right from the start i wish you would embrace me 
When you leave alone it’s so heartbreaking 
Right from the start I knew that would leave me 

I’m all here for it 
Now My souls distorted 
Im all here for it 
Ever night Im deep in mourning 
I’m all here for it 
Now My souls distorted 
Im all here for it 
Ever night Im deep in mourning 

I’m dreaming of you daily I’m missing you gravely 
Without you here girl I am going crazy 
Thinking that you hate me I haven’t seen you lately 
Everytime you leave my body going shakey 
In the end I blame me my worlds gone shady 
Everywhere I look yeah my visions gone hazy 
Lay me in the flowerbed lay my down safely 
Without you here girl now I’m picking daisies 

I’m all here for it 
Now My souls distorted 
Im all here for it 
Ever night Im deep in mourning 
I’m all here for it 
Now My souls distorted 
Im all here for it 
Ever night Im deep in mourning 

I’m alone now but that’s fine though 
I’m tired of spending all my time crying for love 
I trust me to be true to myself atleast once 
Atleast once 

I’m all here for it 
Now my souls distorted 
I’m all here for it 
Every night I’m deep in mourning 
I’m all here for it 
Now my souls distorted 
I’m all here for it 
Every night I’m deep in mourning

Mourning (feat. Cineraria)(prod. deadends)

Schizophoria - Forgiveness Ft Ziggy Duncan

Lyrics :

Far away I still want you 
Everyday we’ll get right through 
I’m right here 
Right here for you 
I’ll always stay 
I’ll stay for you 
This brighter view 
It feels so new 
This feeling within 
It feels so true 
I’m right here 
Right here for you 
I’m right here 
Right here for you 

I’m here 
Right here for you 
We’re here 
And that’s the truth 
We’re here 
To feel a new 
We’re here 
To feel a new 
I’m here 
Right here for you 
We’re here 
And that’s the truth 
We’re here 
To feel a new 
We’re here 
To feel a new

A New (prod. farewell, again)

Lyrics:

I’m drowning I’m choking 
These words left unspoken 
I’m damaged I’m broken 
Watch It all fall down 
X2 

I see you there you left me here 
You’re my gravity you’re my atmosphere 
I need you now I need you here 
You held me down you held me near 

But you’re bad for my health like a cigarette 
I still wake up out of dreams with you in my head 
Spent about ten years just tryna forget 
But I just can’t forget losing you is my biggest regret 

I’m drowning I’m choking 
These words left unspoken 
I’m damaged I’m broken 
Watch It all fall down 
X2 

Falling down falling down down down

Schizophoria - FallingDown (Sogimura)

Have I done right by you 
Cuz I know Ive never tried too hard 
Why do I lie to myself when I’m outta touch 
Cause I know I get lost sometimes 
Like I never felt your love 
Stay out girl ima lay in this bed 
Now the graves been dug 

In my bed with my knees up 
While in my head were on beach fronts
And you never left me 
with this hole in my heart
No woman could be her   

Draw the curtains I’m done with
just running 
from every problem I run into 
I fell in love and the drugs hit too 

I won’t be vague 
And give you chance to misunderstand what I’m saying 
I’ll stand in the flames to give you a chance to live on again in my name 
I’ve been thinking a lot 
About what I’ve said and the things that I didn’t enough 
Now the flowers smell a little sour 
I guess that our hours are up 

I just had to bring my cowardice with me from Outta the mud 
I don’t even see my own reflection 
I get why you fell outta love 
Say something 
Baby say something 
Still can’t explain why I changed up 
I taste the pain when I think back 
to the day that I left you decayed love 

Bleed out bleed out                                  
I know Ive never tried too hard 

See now see 
I cannot bleed no more

I won’t be vague 
And give you chance to misunderstand what I’m saying 
I’ll stand in the flames to give you a chance to live in again in my name 

I’ve been thinking a lot 
About what I’ve said and the things that I didn’t enough 
Now the flowers smell a little sour 
I thought that our hour were up 

I just had to bring my cowardice with me from Outta the mud 
I don’t even see my own reflection 
I get why you fell outta love 
 thinking a lot 
About what I’ve said and the things that I didn’t enough 
Now the flowers smell a little sour 
I guess that our hour are up 


VAGUE (prod. KZ10)

what happens if we keep going? (prod. UV6X7 x s0ftskelet0ns)

silence w/ BloodKitty (prod. by slndr)

dying in the fall </3
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Yeah I hate this feeling
I been feeling like a target
Shawty has the gun
Aim it at my head
But it hit me in the heart
But I just wanna party
I can't feel a thing
Am I doing what you wanted
I don't care who calling me
Pop half the pill
I fall asleep
What's killing me
I thought it was me
But it's your knife after all
Dying in the fall
Lying in your bed
Hear you crying down the hall
Put me down like a dog
No matter what the cost
If I want it
Then it's bought
Your heart kept locked
In that heart shaped box
She love it when I talk
But I don't like to talk
If it's money that she want
Then it's money that we got
Think I saw this girl before
Have you seen my dreams
Yeah I've been this hurt before
Have you seen me bleed
Have you seen me breathe
Can you tell it's hard for me
Have you seen me breathe
Can you tell it's hard for me

Yeah I hate this feeling
I been feeling like a target
Shawty has the gun
Aim it at my head
But it hit me in the heart
But I just wanna party
I can't feel a thing
Am I doing what you wanted
I don't care who calling me
Pop half the pill
I fall asleep
What's killing me
I thought it was me
But it's your knife after all
Dying in the fall
Lying in your bed
Hear you crying down the hall
Put me down like a dog
No matter what the cost
If I want it
Then it's bought
Your heart kept locked
In that heart shaped box
She love it when I talk
But I don't like to talk
If it's money that she want
Then it's money that we got
Think I saw this girl before
Have you seen my dreams
Yeah I've been this hurt before
Have you seen me bleed
Have you seen me breathe
Can you tell it's hard for me
Have you seen me breathe
Can you tell it's hard for me
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<3

-emo fruits aka i really like this one so be super nice to me

DYING IN THE FALL (prod. cxrter x tahtx)

Lyrics : 

All alone in the cold of winter 
She knows damn well that I still miss her 
All alone and I’ve grown so bitter 
She knows damn well that I’m no quitter 
In my head thought we’d be together 
But nothing ever lasts forever 
Leave eachother we’d swore never 
Nothing ever lasts forever 
I still dream of her to this very day 
The good and bad memories never seem to fade 
I remember that day she went astray 
I still feel my heart cave everyday 
I’m still fucked up in every single way 
The only things left are the feelings that stay 
Nothingness inside is all that remains 
Turning into this forever eternal pain 
Still something wrong deep inside of my brain 
Tryna find a way still to numb it all away 
Nothings left to kill away all the pain 
Dreams of her still are all that remains

Nothing ever lasts forever 
Fuck that bitch, wish I never met her 
Smoke my blunt, smokin' on salt and pepper 
You’re the one who grabbed on my sweater 
I’m fucked up, my anxiety is killing me
I got bitches on the run, they gonna be the death of me
I’m smoking on my gun, don’t let em catch fever please 
I got demons, yeah, their on retreat, fuck her she got double D's
Not smoking methamphetamine, those oxys couldn’t lecture me
I got it out the mud, let’s talk our about chemistry 
All that remains, is me and you destiny 
Me and luko, crazy see, fucking bitches, Hennessy

I’m still fucked up in every single way 
The only things left are the feelings that stay 
Nothingness inside is all that remains 
Turning into this forever eternal pain 
Still something wrong deep inside of my brain 
Tryna find a way still to numb it all away 
Nothings left to kill away all the pain 
Dreams of her still are all that remains

Remains (feat. t3dblack) (prod. deadends)

https://soundcloud.com/horsehead1990/horse-head-numb-prod-by-nedarb?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&si=980D55D90F444A32A95DACAA2918CC27&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Mourning (feat. Cineraria)(prod. deadends)

LA LUKO