Yoshimitsu Swaggin!

hi heres a song about hiding emotions it has vocals



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i've been sitting in my room making music
i've been sitting in my room making you sick
of my shit
i can't deal
anymore
i can't feel
anymore
is this real
anymore?

it's okay, i'm fine with my ways
i'm fine everyday
i'm super okay
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared

i love you
as a friend
and everything you do for me
has come together beautifully 

in my mind
in my thoughts
in my eyes

but i know that
i lost you
in your eyes

but it's good. i feel okay.
and i would never lie to you
and baby i would die for you
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared

i've been sitting in my room making music
i've been sitting in my room making you sick
of my shit
i can't deal
anymore
i can't feel
anymore
is this real
anymore?

it's okay, i'm fine with my ways
i'm fine everyday
i'm super okay
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared
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scared

~spotify~

~scared~

new collaborative beattape coming out really soon, this is just thanks for 900 and for your continued support, love you all so much.

mostly throwaways tbh

download link: https://aixion.bandcamp.com/album/bumps-by-the-lake

tracklist:
1. race.
2. rep tho.
3. day nap.
4. okay.

Buy/Free Download

bumps by the lake (minitape)

sort of a part 2 to scared, i hope u enjoy i worked very hard on this

thanks ethan for the cover art

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started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater

when i'm cold, i hope you're still okay
i want you to be warm, i want you to be safe
because that makes me happy inside
i wish that you could see through my eyes

i was sitting in my room making music
i was sitting in my room making you sick
and now i'm dreaming
yeah i'm just dreaming
so be quiet cause i really need it

started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater
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~sweater~

thanks @potsupotsu for the jazz stuff <3

this song took waaay too long to make so i hope everybody enjoys!

(also hi miraie <3)
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please stop picking all these flowers from your garden
i whisper all these words to you but you just disregard them
maybe if you listen we would grow a little stronger
maybe if i left you then i'd last a little longer

i'm a flower that you picked at the wrong time
and yeah i haven't seen you in a long time
but i just thought i'd let you know 
i honestly don't see how far this thing could really go
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~garden~ (w/ potsu)

i've been trying to reach my other half for a long time now, is he even real? ~lando


[lyrics]

i miss you
although we didn't meet
and i cannot sleep
i made you to be so unique

i miss you
i saw you in a dream
and it was so extreme
why can't you hear me scream?

i tried to call you on the phone
i'd say about a year ago but you said
'be quiet cause i'm sleeping'

oh...

what do i do? 
how can i talk to you?
am i really just stuck in space?
can't i just leave this place?

i can't see
i can't feel
i can't tell if i'm real

(you're real in my mind)

i can't see
i can't feel
i don't know if i'm real

(you're real for me)

try, try to understand
why, why won't you take my hand?

(you're real for me)

be quiet cause i'm dreaming
about you

~imaginary friend~

spooky

thank you @mess for the vocals

[lyrics]

i don't know what to say
i miss you every day
and every time that you call me
it comes back to haunt me

i sit at home and cry
as you watch the world go by
i'm slightly overwhelmed
cause everything you tell me
seems to not go over well

and i can't help but think
i'm losing my mind
i'm tired of watching things
from the outside

and i don't know what to do
at night i think of you
but every time that you call me
it comes back to haunt me

i'm sorry when you call me i won't pick up
the thoughts up in my head're getting mixed up
i'm sorry i don't take the opportunity
i know your voice produces such a euphony

i feel just like im sinking
so be quiet cause i'm thinking, yeah
be quiet cause i'm thinking
about you, about you

[...hello? is anybody here? me and my crewmates have been up in space for a while now, i hope we can come back down soon.] ~lando

~nightmare~

thanks so much @lofi-samurai for doing some vocals and helping me mix <3

i hope but also don't hope that you guys can relate to this song! <3

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[lyrics]

[lando]
hey, what's up, you wanna talk?
how come we don't call no more?
maybe we could play a game
you don't seem to act the same

or we could make a song
but you'd just say "that's wrong"
or "we don't get along"
i'll make one on my own-

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart drops dead

[lando]
you always told me we were friends
you told that we'd be together till the very end
you told me that we'd meet in real life
but now if i say anything girl you just wanna fight, so...

maybe i'll just stop
my eyes are getting red again from staring at my laptop
this is making me bored
my fingers are in pain again from typing on my keyboard

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart-

[lando]
why am i so devoted (so devoted)
when every time i just get ghosted (just get ghosted)

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thank you so much for sticking around listening, this has one of the best years ever for me in terms of music and people i've met. i hope that 2019 is even better <3

~ghosted~

~ghosted~ (w/ lofi.samurai)

thank you so much @potsupotsu for the solo <3

~daydream~ (w/ potsu)

back with a new jam, enjoy <3

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[lyrics]
i've been thinking that we'll never fall apart
but you never ever open up your heart
and i don't know the easy way to start
yeah i don't know the easy way to start

i'll tell you what i like about your smile
and you just don't say nothing for a while
and you don't think that what i say is true
and that is why i wrote this song for you

you tell me you don't love yourself that much, well that sucks
let's go over all the little things that make me fall in love with you
and maybe then you might start feeling something new

but you won't listen
and it's like im in a constant intermission,
and i don't think that there's anything i'm missing,
and i'm kinda sick of all this repetition

stop
and tell me all your feelings,
and tell me i'm not dreaming
'cause there must be a reason
that's stopping you from leaving

~intermission~

maybe bottling them up wasn't the best idea..
music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlMhg-Rrsrw
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i know i should talk a little more
about my feelings but i'm so unsure
cause there's two options, i could keep it inside
or i could let everything out and then you'd maybe realise but i could

scream into my pillow and then bottle it up
and i can fill it to the top and then i'll seal it shut
and there's a chance that it could crack and then i'll all let it out
but i will always have a bottle where i store all my doubts

or i could pour it in a cup and let you try my concoction
to me it doesn't really seem like that's the greatest option
(so tell me what to do) 

uh oh, i'm out of luck
i let my feelings out and now i am f*@?!
i'm super scared i think i'm gonna erupt
and you can say it's fine but i know i suck

everything's alright hey let me help you out
it will be okay you shouldn't have any negative doubts
tell me what the problem is i'm telling you i do not mind
but if it's just emotions then i can repeat, just hit rewind

you tell me everything is okay
but be more specific
yeah, is it me? or is it you?
is there anything that you can tell me

tell me something i've never heard
tell me some crazy string of words
that'll help me understand myself
so that i can help me out

bottled up!

spotify / apple music

uk based musican making silly music :)

contact me personally & directly at - landosmusicmgmt@gmail.com

my network will auto-strike your videos if you use my music in them (video won’t be taken down, you just won’t be able to earn ad revenue) but i have a bunch of music you can use on my alt account as long as you credit me

alt account: @ijustnut b.r

💜
...

~scared~

lando!

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