The Cursed Hill

you are the worst boyfriend i've ever had


i don't feel the same anymore
i, i, i, i, i, i
i don't feel the same anymore



sorry

yxu are the wxrst bxyfriend ive ever had

produced by girlfrompluto
mastered by @doin-fine

FRAIL

Un audio de Luis Daniel Arias Parra, UniverMilenium

Audio Comercial 2 "Chevrolet"

this deadass the fastest song ive made, the beat was that fire

lyrics:
Yeah i’ll be alright
We’re running out of time
I’ll let my soul rest up, for my head though
It’s all i know
You know i’m feelin down at what you do, oh

Yeah your smiles were dreamlike
I was watching you in the fuckin starlight
Yeah you know what we’re waiting for

I’m starin at my phone now 
You hit my snapchat
One day i will tell you all about the times i've lived
They’re in my heart, yeah
But all these scars will never tell me why i don’t get along with life
Someday i will find out why
I promise that i’ll try

And what i’m looking for
Is something you will not know
Cuz i’m so used to being alone by myself
I cannot live with the truth
Of being so far from you, cuz i can’t leave this mood 

I’m always salty
You waste all my time
To love i’ll make it
You try to break it 
But you will never break me down this time

I’m starin at my phone now 
You hit my snapchat
One day i will tell you all about the times i've lived
They’re in my heart, yeah
But all these scars will never tell me why i don’t get along with life
Someday i will find out why
I promise that i’ll try

tell me why (ruan x chrismarek)

Lyrics -
Hit the bassline
I've been tryna cope, tryna waste time
Don't know what to think and I can't even catch no sleep at night
Everybody lying to me I don't know whats real, no
I can't even care no more, I'm on the line like tightrope
x2
Same shit like every day
I'm just getting tired of it
Tryna waste away
I just want to get out of this
state of mind
always feeling trapped inside
Grass is burning on my side
Think I'm barely alive, uh
I'm just waiting for the flatline
Feels like I've waiting to get out, waiting for my time
Some days, wake up, I don't wanna be alive
all my music steady getting worse (just fucking quit then)

Wastetime (happytears)

Wi-Fi (nightcore)

i took way too long to record this song but it's finally out guys ily <3

lyroics:
that bitch toxic, viper
honestly i wish that she could be a little nicer
my friends ask me if i like her
yea she bad, but she ain't a 4lifer
i'ma shoot my shot with this sniper
i've been drinking monster, i'm so fucking hyper
if she piss me off i'ma knife her
i'ma burn this whole fuckin world with a lighter >:)

bitch try me, you gon die b
tired of these hoes i just want a fucking wifey
i kinda hope she fucking likes me <3
i don't wanna waste my fucking time b
rollie on my wrist, time piece
watch cold and my heart's fucking icy
she lowkey a dime piece, silencer, mime me
and i kinda like that she's poison, ivy

i'm sorry you don't see what i see
take a jab cuz u always tryna fight me
she's fine, i could make her my high key
she's fine, i hope she doesn't mind me
that bitch toxic, venom
pull up with a ghost, pull up with a phantom
i've been taking shots, i really hope i land them
she been showing signs but i do not understand them ???

that bitch toxic, viper
honestly i wish that she could be a little nicer
my friends ask me if i like her
yea she bad, but she ain't a 4lifer
i'ma shoot my shot with this sniper
i've been drinking monster, i'm so fucking hyper
if she piss me off i'ma knife her
i'ma burn this whole fuckin world with a lighter >:)

[a bunch of stuttering]

fuck, i got a crush
i think i'm falling in love
and i hope i'm not fucking it up
i don't think that i'm enough
and she looks me in my eyes
and i swear i'm bout to blush :)
but i shouldn't give a fuck
but i shouldn't give a f-

p.s. i have over 400 hours on viper

viper (prod me :D)

140 BPM, bflat major
dm me on ig to work

coverart found on google lolol

'forty miles deep' @cavingada

i'm back i guess, only took me 5 months
thanks to @https://soundcloud.com/101delta for helping me mix the vocals

lyrics:
you and i on a bench tonight
just enough light to see your eyes
with you i forget the time
reminice when everything was fine

wanna run away, sorry if i wake u
left you so much love even tho i hate u
you know this all, i think it's fate

i hold it in and never cry
everyday at night i want to die
try and try for you and i
never really felt like mine
why is it so hard to be alive
i'm getting myself way too high
people around me and i just hide
so fucking boring i can't deny

my heart burning in my chest
i may die with my life a mess
waking up feeling dead
thinking about things i had

count to three and i'm on the floor
never enough always wanna have more
you act like youre perfect
never wanna go back
i'm sorry what's that
two seconds again you're mad
i been lookin for the right love
never seem to be enough
nothing in my mind look out the window
dropping tears on my pillow

i hold it in and never cry
everyday at night i want to die
try and try for you and i
never really felt like mine
why is it so hard to be alive
i'm getting myself way too high
people around me and i just hide
so fucking boring i can't deny
why is it so hard to be alive
i'm getting myself way too high
people around me and i just hide
so fucking boring i can't deny

you and i (p. lousy flowers x altery)

Paradise was me and you,
Every dream we lived was true.

Wi-Fi (nightcore)

lasse laurentius 🛸