hurt myself to remind myself 
i dont fuck up again
but im too ignorant
take a couple pills and i hope for the best
as i lay my head, i should fucking pray instead

and i admit it was always my fault
but what do i do when i got nothing to fight for
why do i weep when i got no one to cry for
lifes fucking hell, imma die alone

wtf does ariana grande have to do with this

ion kno what this bitch want man
she js waiting for me to slip up again
knock her out yea i hope she dont get up again
knock her out say she didn't have her epi pen
bitch stupid in my dms tryna play pretend
everytime ufuck up i chop off another limb
stop playin bitch
pop a Percocet
so i can take ur shit n leave u where the others at
reported missin but theyre never gonna find u
u lookin nervous n im lurkin right behind u
n close ur curtains cuz im peakin thru the side view
i see u cryin n i wish that i could cry too

fuck..

need a goth shawtyyyyyyy cuz im so lonelyyyyyy :L

rot - you're long gone now

the sound is a little weird cuz i used a vocal remover for the beat so the quality isnt as good

lyrics :
my little stupid fucking brain like i dont need it
or i dont want it, never did to begin with
10 million cigarettes and im still breathing
every time its always what was i thinking

dont know why i just resent so much
like i cant just love
and i repent so much

dont know why i fill my head with drugs
my minds fucked up
irritated dumb fuck




what was i thinking

exxtape