the memories i totally forgot abt this omg

dispersion

@blxty
@cecenatalie
@wstdyth
@odel007
@prodblossom

blxty · cece natalie · wstdyth - lastplace [odel x blossom]

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Hate U (ft. emorave, orchid)

@taylor @taylor

2harts1soul idk,, <<##33
wht u nd frm me i gta go !
y try ? it nvr works out y/n
cn i bring myslf bacc,, im usd2tha coldd =.=

wht u wnt frm me ?
wht u gt frm me..
its nt hard2c,, tht wev bn busy chasn peacexx
its onme,, tha reasn y we stp a lot n hv2do it all agn
let it b,, dnt kno if were right or wrongg btwn tha lines we hv2read 0.o

ok i gt it,, u nvr meant it
i gt tha reasn y u evr said it,,
n if we let it go we might regret it,,
thes thts r mkn me sicc cn u b my medic 

i wna c u go dwn tha right path,, ukno y its lik tht
its slipn awy it hpnd so fast,, 
js let it go no point2b madd ;//

##rewind it cm bac my wayy
lik fetty said pt tht body onme @~@
ima feedu whn im starvn,, cz u did it4me lik u hd no option ;DD

nw i thnk ab it it dnt mk sens nw ?
iv bn tryn set it up4tha best route
sry bt i cn nvr go bac2tht town
cz whn im by tha river no prblms surround ##serenity

high or low its all tha same2me
no differences,, js wht we c
right in tha middl,, where we meet
we find tha truth wn we gt weakk ._,

cn we pt dis behind us ?
cnt mov4ward if its said n done
aftr all we found tha right1
gt in tha feeln like a beatn drumxx

blo a kiss,, i blo a kiss bacc ;;*
paidoff rmbr days were so bad
nw u holdn lik u so attachd
soothn tha way u holdme wit both hands (＿ ＿*)

2harts1soul prod. taylor morgan !

( ・・)つ-●●●  ｡｡｡  -●●●-ｃ(・・ )  ///////// prod. @3dssucks

❤✿★❤✿★❤✿★❤✿★❤✿★❤

[carp] 
giv me a sec.. i.. dnt.. wna.. stop tho  ( ˘▽˘)っ 
bt on2nd tht hmm buhbae cn u go u go ? 
cz u is gna tell me wht i alrdy kno 
dis n tht,, yh n so so ## ughh (￣﹃￣)	

i think i kno u btr than u kno yslf 
hw cld i care i brly care ab myy health (×﹏×)	
nana i kno u hw u//hw u rly feltxx
bt is lik u js pt my <<##33 up ona shelf ##display

all dis time goin < bacc n > forth les nt mk it worth it
cz u kno latly tht wev both js bn uncertain
whn were stucc in our ways its js hurtnxx
i dnt deserv dis,, i alrdy heard itt

i think tht i js gta go my ownwayy
agn n agn.. i cnt stay 🌱🌱
evrydy u cn c it onmy face
its nt tha time or place bt u let it playy ?

sry ima anti-romantic ##txt <<##33
n i dnt rly wna tlk yh iv had it 
n i dnt nd anymor sht pls dnt ask it („• ֊ •„)	
evrytime i eat a  ! dango ! think of her its tragicc -●●●-

so go ahed do it js say it all t me ;;x
i did 20xx ovr u did it3 ._.
buhbae nw im free (#∪｡∪)｡｡｡ 	
mb u cn c,, c another wrld leav.. bye ＼(⌒▽⌒)	

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all dis time yh i think i playd my part 
hi or low its all tha same,, idk where2start 
evn tho i fl far,, i still wear my charm ❤✿★
intertwined bt im tired ofu holdn my arm !

 ( ・・)つ-●●●  ｡｡｡  -●●●-ｃ(・・ )

dango 🍡🍡 ( #◡﹏◡)つ-●●●- ❤✿★ 3ds

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

spotify

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

prod @kggn @ginsengxx

leave me alone
just like everyone else does
i cant feel my bones
i dont really care if i overdose

i dont feel home
wanna throw up its too much
but i cant go
ill look half dead when i show up

i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna die you keep me alive
i dont wanna fly home
really fucking hate saying goodbye

really dont hate me
i was sure i saw it in your eyes
really cant blame you
sorry im so hard to trust

ill let myself out
dont try to help me
want to erase you
want to erase me
cant se my feelings
nothing has meaning
love to stop breathing
high on the ceiling

push ill stop pulling
im gone im going
im always lower
theres nothing growing
whats wrong with knowing
but when the phone rings
and i see ur name
everythings glowing

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

Produced By @pyu
Me VS Me ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤxx
join the dynasty server ^_^ discord.gg/n2E25Ztx3x

lyrics;
when u hear xo its gna be a hit
they ask where i been;i had to tell em i been out the mix
i put undercover on you, matching bracelets covering our wrists
iv been off the pills, i cant take emm; ya they make me siiick

u keep it real meanwhile im in a dream :P
my dream girl, ur voice been replaying on repeat
a different view, ur the only one that gets to me
take u to the mall, pick out wat u want, its all on me!

everything i couldnt get b4, now u got it
if u want dior then we could get it, its no problem
only 1 i see, if its not u, then i dont want it
benihana or sushi, u pick, whatever optionn

u always tell me to be strong
2024, remember 2021?
to u i dedicate these songs girll
ur the reason that im still breathing i got it all yaaaa

ilove u
ilove u
ilove u
ilove u
ilove u
ilove u
ilove u
ilove u

OutTheMixx (￣^￣)ゞ (Meta)

prod @mental

they like blx u flakin
sorry guys im shakin
they ask what im takin
i don't feel like sayin
fake it till you make it
i don't think i'll make it
if you hate me say it
i still smell your fragrance 

i need hp baby my heart is so low
i love you so much u dont know 
u miss my face go ahead take a photo
spread my wings and fly away like im ho-oh
and its alright
give me one night
to make u mine
girl it's alright
cus ur mine
tell me that ur mine
do i cross ur mind

do i cross your mind?
i dont know
is this goodbye?
im still not sure
i wanna try
but i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know
grow wings and fly
but not too close
open your eyes
you might see a ghost
keep wasting time
cause i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know

fragrance ft. mental

Produced by @diegointhedark

darken my light 
   exhausted cnt fight 
   waking up thn die twice 
   angels watch as i cry 
   nd she wna b like me 
   i tell her rethink 
   evrytime her teeth bite me 
   i cnnot get sleep

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   see her frm a glance 
   i could take u to my heaven 
   if ud give me a chance 
   off a bar it got me frozen 
   i snuff it off my desk
   every night been so depressing
   u make me feel again

   spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry 

   nd i try 
   to make u realize tht u changed me 
   ure all ever think abt lately 
   call me in the morning 
   u kno ill b waiting 

   bitch say u hate me 
   scream it in my face 
   all the pills tht wre taking 
   i hope we dnt get laced 
   on the freeway im racing 
   carving thru the lanes 
   got my knees weak n lazy 
   i think theyr fina break

spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry

Tears (diegointhedark)

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

prod b9 n shotti

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

uree a side kick 
this boy straight filler 
i got vices 
she got lip filler 
these boys shooting trillers
get ur life together 
i trust no beater
she’ll fail a lie detector

do you think of me at all
bcz u live inside my head 
love notes pinned along my walls 
messages i never sent 
wishing we cld get along 
skeletons under my bed 
turn your corpse into my doll 
drown my body in your flesh

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

i dnt go outside
its not surprising 
keep on hitting my type beats 
ull never b like me
staring straight into FL 
this shit making my eyes bleed 
off the molly like excel 
getting checks jst like nike

im stalking my page 
obsessed with this img 
its so unrealistic 
delusional
keep chasing statistics 
you have no real achievements
is it just me who thinks its delusional

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

selfie

life got pace

https://soundcloud.com/sebseb122/do-u-care-if-i-stare
@sebseb122

art by @hoshymosh on twitter


thanks 2 sebii for making the acapella public :)

made in 2 hours

Do U Care If I Stare (Delto remix)

@notlieu
@angelus7k
@funeral
@sebseb122

prod. me

art by: @/ratstep on twitter

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