Jesus titty fucking Christ I cannot get this one out of my head 4 what feels like weeks ts euphoric.

@kiryano @taylor @sshinju

i dont wanna go
leave my home
did this on my own
need u no

i feel so alone
call my phone
prolly just decline
thats just how it goes  

idk
i change what i do
i change what i feel
i change me for you
im bulletproof

i took way too much
wna fuckin puke
throw the ball i run
wanna be with you

i dont wanna do it anymore
im in last place i dont keep score
off too much fallin imma hit the floor
im love with the pills i adore

u broke me to my core
i want it i want more
i watch you leave it hurts
i cant be ignored

thats just how it goes... ft. kiryano (tmo + shinju)

prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

spotify

locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

out on all plats <3

things u did
i never thought of doing
wakeup, dont know where im at
nn its confusing
shes leaving marks on my back
they started bruising
bro i dont wan hear yo track
shit had me snooZzzing

secrets they get locked up
dont wanna spill the truth
fuck yo brother locked up
i hope they get u too
hollow pointers, trigger fingers
they split u into 2
im in <3 with fraud
i just seen 1 of my plays
on the news

this that real shit
its some shit u cannot grasp
no way back home
get high, time pass
she want cute perfumes
shawty scent is lemon grass
if u knew what i've been through
u would've never asked

demotivation,,
when i walk into the spot
im feeling anxious
swerving in this Beamer
on the highway like a spaceship
my bruddas run straight thru yo crib
this an invasion

do u not get it?
with every single dollar i spent on u
i regret it
u did me so wrong
its so hard to just go forget it
wont see me fucked up over hoes again
im glad we're separate

secrets

loser

Time - bEAN

REDBLOKK

https://soundcloud.com/emorave

cover art: @dj.spizdilremix

in the moment
i feel hopeless
break me broken
shattered focus
im still holding
you dont know this
tried to control me
u be on broke shit

spark hit ghost it
want u to notice
i postpone it
front door stay open
mail pack hit oh shit
xmr real ghost shit
dropped a pill its a potion
all my friends got motion

i was born with the sickness
they aint never gave permission
all my substances illicit
oxy pain but i kicked it
all my thoughts getting cryptic
i dont wanna fuckin miss it
catch a moment where im in it
live for it but last a minute

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

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