their voice is smooth like a really expensive vodka

some fall in love with life while drinking from the fountain like it's pouring down an avalanche coming down the mountain!!

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

spotify ^w^

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine is where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to


maybe they got me thinking way too strong
ive been gone too long
causing thunderstorms head to the concrete
how can i save her when i can't save myself
its funny when u start saying no
they start acting different
im a egoist i just act this way
i do this all the same
tell me all these drugs the same
i dont want nobody, nobody
its all the samee

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine its where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to

egoist (prod. augury + sunrisess)

4006 +kuru blxty s4m emorave (bobbyhorror)

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

#scfirst

Produced By @chained2 and @tekea

Will Be Alongside Moonsongs of Hyperborea.

-Commence-

Ahhhhhhx4

Help. Me. Go to Sleep.

Help Me Eat and Breathe.

Help Me Feel Like Me.

Me.

Help. Me. Go to Sleep.

Help Me Eat and Breathe.

Help Me Feel Like Me.

Me.

(Music)

I Don't Feel Like It's Me In My Skin Right Now.

Right Now.

Right Now.

Right Now.

I Feel Like A Danger To Myself Right Now.

Now.

Now.

Now.

I Cannot Eat.

I Cannot See.

I Cannot Sleep.

You're Not With Me.

I'm Hiding, Find Me.

If You,

Want Me,

You Will,

Find Me.

...

Help. Me. Go to Sleep.

Help Me Eat and Breathe.

Help Me Feel Like Me.

Me.

Help. Me. Go to Sleep.

Help Me Eat and Breathe.

Help Me Feel Like Me.

Me.

Go to Sleep /Chained2 Tekea

go
cut
i cant be in love
trust
i cant take enough
stuck
i do not belong
fuck
where did we go wrong

wear the same clothes every single day
stop talking theres nothing left to say
dont wanna stop i just wanna be okay
im sorry ill never really change

go outside, walk for miles, im awake
im in lastplace dont care if im late
fall asleep cuz i really wanna stay
always thinkin bout u i cant stay away

you dont really care what i do
just as long as youre not there to see it
how the fuck else can i prove
that i really miss you i mean it

bleeding from my head to my shoes
makes me think of you so i keep it
dont u have the sense imma lose
this just makes me wanna keep secrets

4006 +kuru blxty s4m emorave (bobbyhorror)

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