I relate to this song way too much I'm gonna cry so hard in a minute

Thought the cover art was hawk tua for a second

this WILL sound cringe and corny af but this song really keeps me going with life lately, pawsome 🐾

prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

spotify

locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

@DIEGOINTHEDARK

i could neva switch up on my brothers
   three tries 
   n u missed such a bummer 
   imma up the 30 make u foxtrot
   wanted lean bru
   the doctor gave u cough drops 

   n i dnt wna sleep 
   cuz sleep is for the weak 
   i want molly n my tea
   i want u right next to me 
   finna buy my bitch a bag 
   if it makes her happy 
   huh yea
   skinny prince but my jeans r baggy


   roses n my magazine 
   shawty r u mad at me 
   drag his body thru the mud 
   i saw U inside my dream5zz
   ima trooper bitch 
   emo shooter make my wrist bleed
   ukno all my bands blue
   n my shawty hair pink

   ok bro show a band 
   we all kno ur pockets hurt 
   bitch i got it out the mud 
   n the snow && the dirt 
   i got shooters n the west n the east 
   n the south 
   i just broke a gel tab 
   she gone put it n her mouth

bAGGY jEANZ @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD DIEGOINTHEDARK

@diegointhedark

been fighting ideation
   since the moment ive been hurting 
   shes swallowing prescription 
   but she dnt kno if its worth it 
   i wanted to b someone thts important
   but im worthless
   i wear it like i earned it 
   in margiela as of current

   ur catching me
   the moment i fall through 
   none left for me 
   nobody i talk to
   come back to me 
   uno tht i miss you
   i love then u leave 
   what do u want me to be

   i had to get my bag bruh 
   my parents trna kick me out 
   its september got bad luck 
   my mouths covered n bad blood 
   the trauma is too much to put in songs 
   too hard to capture

   done trying to b happy 
   im done being indecisive 
   i cried myself to sleep 
   while wondering why i m like this 
   my blood tainted with poison 
   touch the throne and get it blighted 
   thres no worthy opponent 
   step to me get hit with lightning

   i know u dnt need me 
   3 pills in my tummy 
   got me sleepy 
   finessed him it was easy
   i woke up on the floor in all black 
   out of some deep sleep

diegointhedark - worthless (prod. diegointhedark)

its still hot in the fall 
   cnt dress up emo 
   i feel so alone
   beside all these people 
   cnt stand toe to toe 
   i step to evil
   we hit and go ghost 
   thre cnt b no sequel 

   nostalgia hits today 
   just like lightning 
   miss my bros 
   disbanded by fighting 
   forfeit goals we had 
   so unlike me 
   shake they hand,
   next day they despise me

   freedom calls 
   and still i cnt answer 
   i need my chips 
   my mommas got cancer
   i feel eclipsed 
   the mist it grows thicker 
   dust falls and sits 
   the problems grow bigger 

   we was 2oo4 
   now it transcends history 
   nights looking back 
   reminisce abt everything 
   stabbed you in the back 
   gotta match tht energy 
   n yea i hate u back 
   but u my brotha more than anything

diegointhedark - 2oo4 Prod Skoolio

prod @bloodcryy @ssj5-junk [#me] @flojy
sfx @bloodcryy
utube https://youtu.be/co5m6pZjp_g?si=gOdnGm0AU1edh7oi @universalchill
⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺
i said i dont want it ,,. u Coulda said dat2 . .,l
so now we both runnin ,, u Dont care wat i do .. : [
ts is soul Crushin }} \ i gotta pop different Hues .. 
and no , i Dont love it   . ;[ but we both gotta Lose . .. 

ima offa Different high i thought of Suicide 2timez /. . 
i nevr got it Right but u decide dat , ,, oh right .. . 
ion wna lie  , but ion think i' ll live 2nite /.. 
cryin in My room : [[ but u dont wna see dat Sight . . 

[NOT LYRIX][insane beat switch dont wry we goated asf ,, ]

i dont wna chase , . If its love den let me Kno . . ,.
if u H8 me wat a shame ..  jus jus Just let me go ,.  : [[ 
Bottle2 the face im talkin pills& not Patron  ..
ion wana wake but if I Do i 'll cry alone ..  .

da Best of me is testin Me ..  i cant change . . L;[
da Worst of me Has alwyz Gone , , , the Wrong way , .,
cant Perceive , wats Harming me ,. its all day. . m
chem repeat X2. . .im ok ..
⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺

harmful perception [bloodcryY + ssj5-junk + flojy]

go
cut
i cant be in love
trust
i cant take enough
stuck
i do not belong
fuck
where did we go wrong

wear the same clothes every single day
stop talking theres nothing left to say
dont wanna stop i just wanna be okay
im sorry ill never really change

go outside, walk for miles, im awake
im in lastplace dont care if im late
fall asleep cuz i really wanna stay
always thinkin bout u i cant stay away

you dont really care what i do
just as long as youre not there to see it
how the fuck else can i prove
that i really miss you i mean it

bleeding from my head to my shoes
makes me think of you so i keep it
dont u have the sense imma lose
this just makes me wanna keep secrets

where did i go wrong prod. 5v

it just don't cut it to hate it u gotta love it
explain it until its nothing u love it when ur the subject
pull us into your stomach and throw up into the bucket
in cover when ur in public u love to feel so above it

pull us into your nothing
sorry we saw it coming
sorry they saw it coming
you'll never get to stop running
u think you're so fucking cunning
flexing your victim budget
wait for ur friends to cut it
destroy yourself oh i love it

watch you keep up the cycle
all u wan be is viral
oh im so suicidal
look at my perfect smile
you act like a fucking child
cant pull me into your spiral
i know ur not in denial

wake up
ur so fucking stuck
im so fucking cut
hate your fucking guts
tell me loosen up
oh ur all i have
shut the fuck up
i gave you all i had
told me that id be dead
"if u don't come with us"
u make no fucking sense
act like ur 21
bitch ur like 28
grow the fuck up
ill say it to your face
dare u to show up

bridge burner / nothing learner

https://soundcloud.com/emorave

cover art: @dj.spizdilremix

in the moment
i feel hopeless
break me broken
shattered focus
im still holding
you dont know this
tried to control me
u be on broke shit

spark hit ghost it
want u to notice
i postpone it
front door stay open
mail pack hit oh shit
xmr real ghost shit
dropped a pill its a potion
all my friends got motion

i was born with the sickness
they aint never gave permission
all my substances illicit
oxy pain but i kicked it
all my thoughts getting cryptic
i dont wanna fuckin miss it
catch a moment where im in it
live for it but last a minute

where did i go wrong prod. 5v

emorave

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