original https://soundcloud.com/xona/polar

xona - polar (slowed, reverbed & fuckuped)

The Impending Doom

Lyrics:

[Verse]
In the depths of this darkness, I'm lost and alone
Haunted by demons that I can't disown
世界の重みが私の魂を押しつぶしている
抜け出す道が見つからない、私はすべてのコントロールを失った

[Chorus]
私は落ちている、奈落の底、未知の世界へ
私の悪魔が育った影の中へ落ちていく
救いを求めて叫ぶ、絶望の鎖を断ち切るために
でも逃げ場はなく、私の祈りにも答えがない

[Verse]
私はこの通りを何千回も歩いてきた
でも今は別れを告げる時だ
笑いと涙には飽き飽きした
手放す時が来た、私には恐れはない

[Chorus]
私は落ちている、奈落の底、未知の世界へ
私の悪魔が育った影の中へ落ちていく
救いを求めて叫ぶ、絶望の鎖を断ち切るために
でも逃げ場はなく、私の祈りにも答えがない

(...darkness, I'm lost and alone
Haunted by demons that I can't...)

[Bridge]
心に残るメロディーが私の心をささやく名前
悲しみのシンフォニーが私の魂を苦しみに包み込む
ああ、私はこの荒廃の海に溺れている
希望はつかみどころがなく、人生はシミュレーションのように感じられる

[Chorus]
私は落ちていく、奈落の底、未知の世界へと落ちていく
私の悪魔が成長した影へと落ちていく
救いを求めて叫ぶ、絶望の鎖を断ち切るために
しかし逃げ場はなく、私の祈りに答えはない

Descent into Shadow (Japanese version)

This one’s about being stuck on someone you know isn't good for you, but you still can’t let go. "Drain" dives into that messed-up headspace where you’re craving someone who’s probably going to break your heart, but you’re too deep in it to care.

It’s about those nights when you’re thinking, “maybe this time will be different,” even though you know it won’t. When you’re willing to do anything just to get a taste, even if it means going through hell and back. It’s that toxic, no-win situation, but you keep chasing it because it’s the only thing that feels real in the moment.

This track is raw, a little reckless, and all about those messed-up feelings you try to hide but can’t ignore. It’s not pretty, but it’s honest. So, if you’ve ever been caught up on someone who’s got you feeling every high and low, this one’s for you.

Drain

No Importa Que

darren styles / u r my angel / remix
mount sims / falling up / remix
snow strippers / know my name / remix 
salem / doubelieve / 
waka flocka flame / hard in da paint / remix
white ring / eternia / remix
burial / raver / drag

pretty rave girl

MEMENTO MORI   *   tapehead x noni I ALLANO RMX

Empty spaces in my heart,
Empty echoes in the dark.
Feeling nothing from the start,
Emotionless I'm falling apart.

Walking silent in the night,
Shades of black no stars in sight.
No emotions nothing's right,
Alone forever in the twilight.

Empty spaces fill my mind,
No love or hope I cannot find.
Heart and soul left behind,
Endless void I'm intertwined.

Fading whispers lost in air,
Cold and hollow no one cares.
Searching but there's no one there,
Empty feelings always stare.

Breathless moments holding tight,
Shadowed dreams no light in sight.
Emotionless in the night,
Alone and searching for the light.

Empty spaces fill my mind,
No love or hope I cannot find.
Heart and soul left behind,
Endless void I'm intertwined.

Empty spaces fill my mind,
No love or hope I cannot find.
Heart and soul left behind,
Endless void I'm intertwined.

Empty Spaces

Demo track, for the most part - acoustic guitar is currently where the vocals will be.

Catering to the Illusion

The pop version of the song Beyond The Wreckage.

Beyond The Wreckage Pop

Experimental music, more art than music. AI experiments , all lyrics by me, music by me and Suno or Udio.

Open for art projects in any languages. 

Feel free to contact me in English, German, Russian, French or Korean.

Aus Liebe zur Musik 
-Bass über Hass 

*seit 2024* 

Just a 25yo italian weeb, making music they like...

Few things are more rewarding than composing a new piece of music.  I'm mostly interested in fusing raw and live acoustic/electric sounds with electronic textures.  But most of the time I'm just trying to capture what comes out seemingly out of nowhere. 
Please let me know if my music hit a nerve (or calmed one).

New tracks tagged #hopeless