prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

@DIEGOINTHEDARK

i could neva switch up on my brothers
   three tries 
   n u missed such a bummer 
   imma up the 30 make u foxtrot
   wanted lean bru
   the doctor gave u cough drops 

   n i dnt wna sleep 
   cuz sleep is for the weak 
   i want molly n my tea
   i want u right next to me 
   finna buy my bitch a bag 
   if it makes her happy 
   huh yea
   skinny prince but my jeans r baggy


   roses n my magazine 
   shawty r u mad at me 
   drag his body thru the mud 
   i saw U inside my dream5zz
   ima trooper bitch 
   emo shooter make my wrist bleed
   ukno all my bands blue
   n my shawty hair pink

   ok bro show a band 
   we all kno ur pockets hurt 
   bitch i got it out the mud 
   n the snow && the dirt 
   i got shooters n the west n the east 
   n the south 
   i just broke a gel tab 
   she gone put it n her mouth

bAGGY jEANZ @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD DIEGOINTHEDARK

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

spotify

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

go
cut
i cant be in love
trust
i cant take enough
stuck
i do not belong
fuck
where did we go wrong

wear the same clothes every single day
stop talking theres nothing left to say
dont wanna stop i just wanna be okay
im sorry ill never really change

go outside, walk for miles, im awake
im in lastplace dont care if im late
fall asleep cuz i really wanna stay
always thinkin bout u i cant stay away

you dont really care what i do
just as long as youre not there to see it
how the fuck else can i prove
that i really miss you i mean it

bleeding from my head to my shoes
makes me think of you so i keep it
dont u have the sense imma lose
this just makes me wanna keep secrets

where did i go wrong prod. 5v

prod @mental

they like blx u flakin
sorry guys im shakin
they ask what im takin
i don't feel like sayin
fake it till you make it
i don't think i'll make it
if you hate me say it
i still smell your fragrance 

i need hp baby my heart is so low
i love you so much u dont know 
u miss my face go ahead take a photo
spread my wings and fly away like im ho-oh
and its alright
give me one night
to make u mine
girl it's alright
cus ur mine
tell me that ur mine
do i cross ur mind

do i cross your mind?
i dont know
is this goodbye?
im still not sure
i wanna try
but i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know
grow wings and fly
but not too close
open your eyes
you might see a ghost
keep wasting time
cause i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know

fragrance ft. mental

red panda red panda
imma need all the apples like red panda
sit down when i stand up just like red panda
put my hands in the air like a red panda
yeah i swear im sensing something
spend this all on nothing
imma need my apples
or i'm feeling grumpy
wrap him up like a dumpling
feel my heart it's thumping
my beats they be bumping
i'm up like i'm jumping
i'm up like i'm jumping for real
if i did you how you did me
how would you feel like for real
then don't do me wrong
i been with my bros like a red panda
what da hell you on
i got new margiela on
i don't think we'll be here long
red panda red panda
i was in la with delta sipping on some fanta
chillin with sandy and rana trip down to atlanta
they want handouts like im santa
i can't hangout with a random
tell mental lets go lets go
hit up eli hit up keith i hit up all my bros
we're all red pandas throw our hands up
jumping at the show
i'm like a seed if i drink water then i'm gonna grow
like is this thing on
he can't be like me
he can't be what i'm on
he be hating over twitter but he sing my songs
i'm seeing rojo like red panda might do something wrong

red panda (blxty exo rochambeau)

throwin bombs in the chimeny huh
they dont know im an enemy huh
sing like usher on the melody huh
why this shawdy so heavenly huh
still be turnt in my seventies huh
i got the sauce got the recipe huh
when she walk past steal my breath out me huh
they can never get the best of me huh

i was down in the fl makin beats on the fl
i was born in the fl on the beach w the seashells
im on the beach w ur beach
i make her sing like adele
i know my name ring a bell
you only cop resale

its not my fault
baby whats wrong
i like ur moves
ur what i want
ur what i want
bae lets have fun
get with the groove
what have i done

throwin bombs in the chimeny huh
they dont know im an enemy huh
sing like usher on the melody huh
why this shawdy so heavenly huh
still be turnt in my seventies huh
i got the sauce got the recipe huh
when she walk past steal my breath out me huh
they can never get the best of me huh

they can never get the best
no respect im getting blue checks
name got a blue check
i got new patek and it make ur girl erect
bitch im the exec bite my tongue she bite my neck
neck
next
bitch im next up
yeah im next
i fly from texas to lax
just got a lexus i put it in my dex
(like its pokemon)

usher (ivvys eli.yf deyflo)

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Can't get up, you keep me safe
You could take back every word you said but
Feelings can't just be erased
I tried, you can't be replaced
It's too much I can't explain
Took my heart, you replaced it with your name
You're the reason that I wake
You're the reason that I stay
I can't lose you, not again

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

(You were both,
Burning cold, freezing warm
Tell me and I'll never go
Never known anyone like you before
I'll sleep on the floor
I don't want to be alone)

I wish I could see you on the street without feeling sick
But I can't look at you without falling half in love with your eyelashes
I can't look at you without wishing you were stretching your hand back for mine

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

for a kiss

gravity

prod @rubbishrubbish
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live a spider web full of lies
take this pill n have a good time
roll a j when i wanna cry
i relapse when i wanna die
stay away she prone to suicide
she'll get in your mind huh
you'll be wasting time huh
crazy im alive 
u dont wan say goodbye
this shit never crossed my mind
act like im fine 

act like im okay
i dont make u feel safe so ill stay away
tryna kick the pills thats why i been stayin awake
no one here to save
me so i cant stay
friendships fade away
holup bouta roll a j
gelato in my brain
it make me insane
but i gotta numb the pain  
i been on them pills again
at least not the ones for pain

watch out you'll get cut so dont save her
she'll kill herself so do urself a favour
distance urself you'll thank me for it later
crazy girls always hurt so don't date her

im so depressed
im such a victim
of my own self
i want you to save me
i think i need help
cant do it by myself
really tried to kill myself
hate my behavior

oh theres no savior
ill do it later
im such a hater
cant stop, complainer
might see you later
have to be different
they gotta change her
give up permission

add up, addition
i cannot listen
im so resistant
youre all just figments
look up i did it
look up im winning
wanna be different
lucy my sibling

i cant stop sinning
stay in these rhythms 
want perfect image
at least im living
ha ha not kidding
look at my lifestyle
its so appealing
feel safe no feeling

i know whats wrong/now i know whats wrong

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

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