@kiryano @taylor @sshinju

i dont wanna go
leave my home
did this on my own
need u no

i feel so alone
call my phone
prolly just decline
thats just how it goes  

idk
i change what i do
i change what i feel
i change me for you
im bulletproof

i took way too much
wna fuckin puke
throw the ball i run
wanna be with you

i dont wanna do it anymore
im in last place i dont keep score
off too much fallin imma hit the floor
im love with the pills i adore

u broke me to my core
i want it i want more
i watch you leave it hurts
i cant be ignored

thats just how it goes... ft. kiryano (tmo + shinju)

@violetxx9

wanted everyday just 2 see u 
   lying but i kno i need u 
   bitch u dnt kno wht ive been thru 
   tried to overdose 
   n it aint work 
   lil bby treat me like a stranger 
   in the shipyard 
   n the hangar 
   fendi gift card 
   prada blazer 

   i got problems u dnt kno abt 
   bitch get back 
   this my get back 
   i got new lean we ain ina drought 
   cant go back 
   vision jet black
   tell me tht u love me 
   angel wings fly 
   bby dnt cry 
   never felt so lonely 
   bleed my wrists dry 
   just for tonight

   (by myself)
   nothing in my head 
   (eyes impaled) 
   the words i never said 
   (lay in hell) 
   miss all the time we spent together 
   its never looking up 
   n i know im not getting better

   miss the old me 
   bitch me 2 
   number nine belt 
   n its see thru 
   bby tell me why u lied 
   i dnt wna see u cry 
   now i gotta watch our world burn 
   lil dung eater bitch my souls cursed

Tonight (Prod. Violet)

prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

spotify

locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

im on too much oh my god
roll like truck ya only molly rock
im in pain ya so i nod off
sellin pills off fuck the law

so addicted i cant stop
u dont listen got it wrong
i roll pressure so im gone
i mix downers till i fall

im like so up off dis adderall
i dont move shit i just make the call
ur bitch love me treat me like a dog
stay euphoric, cant take a day off

im so stuck like i cant move at all
i got tolly so im off a lot
i take more cuz its always not enough
it went wrong cuz im finally outta luck

adderall prod. kuru & ivvys

loser

Thankful

produced by @pw4prez

Baby girl u kill me
Baby girl its filthy
I been speaking clearly
I hope u can feel me
How im moving bounce right through the ceiling
Im jus tryna show u dis the real me
Baby how'd u kill me?
Baby can u heal me
Baby i been feeling
I just lost all feeling
I been going crazy i cant chill man
Why they always treat me like the villain??!?!?
UR THE WORST N U CANT FUCKING FACE IT
I been going dumb getting dangerous
Love it when they treat me like im nameless
Walk up from my grave im still stainless
U can trust me baby swear im harmless
Roll one up lets get it started
I fucked up again i know i caused it
I jus hope u kno im all in

U can treat me like im crazy i kno its true
Walk around the fog eyes hazy feet glued
That shit aint even phase me i swear i need u
I swear i need u
They all feels so fake everyone is see through
Said u wana escape i feel dat like me too
Feel like "why me?"
I keep trying
I keep fighting
I keep dying
Feel like "why me"
Its exhausting
Im so tired i cannot keep fighting
Go get higher i think that u might need it
Might need it
I start bleeding
Im still bleeding
I cant feel it
I cant feel it
I been dreaming
I need it
I need u
I need it
I need u

Why me

GONSANE - JFROMTHEMUD

https://soundcloud.com/emorave

cover art: @dj.spizdilremix

in the moment
i feel hopeless
break me broken
shattered focus
im still holding
you dont know this
tried to control me
u be on broke shit

spark hit ghost it
want u to notice
i postpone it
front door stay open
mail pack hit oh shit
xmr real ghost shit
dropped a pill its a potion
all my friends got motion

i was born with the sickness
they aint never gave permission
all my substances illicit
oxy pain but i kicked it
all my thoughts getting cryptic
i dont wanna fuckin miss it
catch a moment where im in it
live for it but last a minute

emorave - hoe shit (kojo)

tatted my name

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