mastered by @zixdown 
@myriexoxo @nthnlastsforever @ddayso @fley1666 @kyxuuko

 lyrics

@zixdown
yea & everytime i get a call 
i hope it’s you but then it’s not
you’re not helping at all
ik u wanna see me fall
& if i ignore ur txt it’s cus 
u make me feel like nothing
i been tryna give it all
but our problems can’t be solved
yea u told me what u want
but ur not gonna get nun
everytime that we argue 
i tell you make me feel like something
tell me i’m not enough
i can feel ur touch 
idk whats going onnnn
i think i’ve given uppp

@myriexoxo
they want me to give up
but i jus wanna win
and she dont give a fuck 
she throw my feelings in a bin 
count my money in 
count my money in 
yea im hanging with decayed 
yea im hanging wit my twins 
yuhh dont kno why we fighting
and i work for my bros got me striving 
and he wna be lik us got me dying 
and he said that he decayed but he lyin

@nthnlastsforever
i cntgt away
chilln w myhomies,, were sogone we just #decayed
cnt kpup w wht uhave2 say,, gt out myway
juscnt continuu lk this,, cnt tl ifim alive 2day
2bad i cntjust restart :///
theres smth icn c far
we wldve lastd lngrif u ended playn urprt
iknew it frmthe start 
ullhv 2 play urprt
knew it frmthe start 
ure nogood 4my<3 :(

@ddayso
i dont even speak now cause u shut me down 
and i don’t even look now when u come around 
and i can drown them cause what I smoke too loud 
300mg of crystal that shit laid me out 
floating on that cloud
i feel better now 
with some zeros in my bank account
shoe fit right between ur neck 
i jus had to stomp em out

@fley1666
j'ai fais le bag et je sais que j'ai aimé like an
j'ai fais le bag et je sais que j'ai aimé like aa
bag et je sais que j'ai aimé 
j'ai fais le bag et je sais que j'ai aimé 
mais je ne compte pas give it up
et tu sais que je ne peux pas run it up
j'ai les handcuff il ne me reste qu'une chance 
donc tu sais que je ne peux pas give it up 
et je run mmhm-
17 ans que j'attend la fin 
donc je m'occupe en faisant les bands 
je vais crever jme tp Omen 
j'exploite les failles failles avec les friends 
je fais le bag je le fais avec les friends 
je fais le sac je le fais dans les deep end 
je suis decayed mais je suis build different 
je suis downbad, je ressens trop la pain

zixdown + myrie + yuna + iinno + fley1666 - restart [prod. yuna]

@hartfxlt2k
@domerrz
@1akura

@prod_death
@newgarasu

when im without you hartfxlt x dom x akura (death, garasu)

feelin lovely, im not alive tho
if u really want me why dont u say so?
stacking up some money im counting pesos
my life's a movie u only get one take bro
when i stomped on him blood got on my denim
i dont really want friends i dont understand them
when she talks to me she be spittin venom
i dont really fuck w trends but im the one who set them

if you wanna step to me im getting surgical
im off some lysergics just know it isnt personal
why u wanna shit when all ur boys disposable
ur a fuckin joke bruh im finna get emotional

tell u i hate u 
why would i be lying? 
i dont really fuck w u
living in hell when im off the shrooms
all this shit im taking
it will never be good for me

spotify

one take (maiden + yashio)

+ @1polkadot @ecodll
prod, mix, master by me

--lyrics:
>>stardust
i spent too long tryin to hold on
tell me i am nothing i dont understand
lookin in the mirror i dont want a hand
u cant even save me im too damned

[hook] -->
i been lookin for it all
drown myself in alcohol
staring down the edge now, i dont wna fall
dealing w/ some shit i cant even fuckn solve
i aint even worth it wtf u want
voices in my head, echoes in the hall
sick off the meds, i can barely walk
drowning in regret, i dont wna cut
needle in my vein, im goin numb <--

>>polkadot
im ngl i do not know what bro saying

[hook]

>>eco
told her i can make her see stars, she don't know what we are
she living the fast life, money and foreign cars
different planet, i'm on mars, sell the pack like a bazaar
fork's name in your mouth, we gon' leave u with a scar
we gon' leave u with a scar, different planet we on mars
i let the 40 blow and u get smoked like a cigar
rock out with my guitar, u can hate i'm going far
i'm living the fast life, money and foreign cars

Numb ft. polkadot, eco

prod me

notes: this loosely based on smth tht happened in real life

@contenttttt
@authrrr

lyrics:
she just wants to know
how it fell apart
and her friends cant see her cry
wondering if she wants to die

and she parties for the whole night
force herself to be nice
never show her true side

she'll be smiling on the outside
and we'll never see her true smile

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

fake a smile
never cry
itll all be fine

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

and we'll never see her true smile

told her friends before
she don't have a goal
but they dont know what to say
so they leave her in that state

then she runs away, says she'll be ok, tells her friends to stay, hope she's in a better place
never see her face, took her life away, never be the same, parents hope she's found a way

"bro she's gone insane"
thats what they all say
they all think the same
they always point and blame

never know, stuck in snow,
never know, stuck in snow,

and she parties for the whole night
force herself to be nice
never show her true side

she'll be smiling on the outside
and we'll never see her true smile

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

fake a smile
never cry
itll all be fine

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

and we'll never see her true smile

and she parties for the whole night
force herself to be nice
never show her true side

she'll be smiling on the outside
and we'll never see her true smile

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

fake a smile
never cry
itll all be fine

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

and we'll never see her true smile

the story of claire

i think im gonna lose my shit tonight 
smoking on this green ima get so hiiii
down a monster ima kill u on sight 
have a feelin that tonight is gna b the night i dieeee
got me throwin up all ovr my truey jeans
seeing colours , seein lights on my tv screeeeeeen
in my future see a single queeeeeeennnn 
bridge:
ima lose it (iiaiaihahahaiiiahahiye)

zarki :

this isnt what i had envisioned
i always scream 4 help
but yall never fuckin listen
i just popped a pill
i aint been sober in a minute
no i cant take this shit no more
i reached my fucking limit
im off the drugs
im outta luck
i know u hate me
i dont give a fuck
i got dis glockie
u better duck
im always faded
im always drunk

i dont wanna do this but im runnin outta options
finna blow my brains out with a mf shotgun
(i cant do this again, yeah im sick of pretending
 when is it gonna end? i just wanna overdose i dont 
  know what im living 4)

tysm 4 listening

lose my shit w/ zarki [kyoa]

i dont wanna try anymore i dont
bloody nose when i wake up
reach for the pills on the shelf i know
i cant do it alone
wish for a castle on the hills
where i am unknown
visions of death when i sleep
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
again again
im on my own
again again 
cant do it alone
no one there for me when i wake
is this all a waste
when will i be saved
im out of time
im out of life
when will i be saved
in the end i hate
what ive become

spotify ^-^

i cant do it alone.. (syringeangel unnholy)

prod.
@shatter3d
@jichuuu

notes:
heavencore7 type beat <3
@shatter3d @jichuuu goat ily
hope u all feel the rage 
grrr rr r 

//

[shiro]
look back, ik that ur toss n turning,
think back, to the times that i need u,
u thought that im coming back 4u,
all i need was this henny and blues,
all this time u were tryna bring me down,
didnt know that ur the cause that things go wrong,
and im falling down, running from u,
 ill get my revenge when i see u,

my heart beats so quickly when i see u around,
when i look at  u, i get butterflys,
and i know that u want me to lose,
and i can see right thru u,
i cant go back, to those times when u were there,
or ill remember all those times that u hurt me bad,
fuck the money i js wanna get my time back,
get u out of my head, i want time to relapse,
all those things that u have done,
why cant we see things eye to eye,

im done running from u,
and i know that u are too,

[hook]

//

moving on『shatter3d/jichu』

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
sum regalia w/ @i6neiru
luvUall

//

[shiro]
u dnt wna say too much
held it back, but now im done,
u js wna be the 1, that ends it all
and let me fall,

u dnt wna say too much,
that we are breakin up,
i had ur trust and now its gone,

u wnt me back, no u dnt
i dont wna do this anymore,
we be talkin back n forth,
gaslightin until be bored,
as we end up on the floor,
u js find some ways to ask for more,

[i6neiru]
u cn feik it all,
doesnt matter tho i alrdy mde up my mind,
nobdy tell u tht,
nobody wnt u sad,
ya me hice a #laidea de esto,
it dsnt matter alrdy madup my mind,
anywys cz u cn still b here,

//

im done + i6neiru『k1ro』

Alone! 2 (P. Yunme)

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wish upon the stars
@harmonydivision
@paranormalparty

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