whos telling my secrets

i feel like im not living my own life

https://youtu.be/fL8eJtIjp6g?si=Vd0pvPX-hDIq5pV5

oslo (feat. лёля)

Lyrics 

Your whispers echo through my veins 
Echolalia restraints 
Wait for a god to take me home 
After your promise and high hopes 

 Your shadow always haunts my past
Still feel you all over me, you make it hard to breath 
Don’t know for how long I will last 
Through acts of men who never loved me 

Your whispers echo through my room 
A lingering sense of fatal doom
Wish that I could ask you why
But know your answer won’t satisfy 

Your shadow always haunts my past
Still feel you all over me, you make it hard to breath 
Don’t know for how long I will last 
Through acts of men who never loved me

 Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way in the dark 
Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way

Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Can’t believe 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way in the dark

What You’ve Done

I Won't Do (All The Things That You Do)

prod by me

- lyrics -
ill carve my head out for you
waiting jsut to feel it though
but i could be fake too
with it all on my shoes
ill be waiting out just to see you again
but i barely make due with all that ive got
just to know what i made couldnt be sought
so ill seach on everything
till the day would bring
so ill take one step away
no i cant wait for you to notice
no i made such a mistake
that i wish we could see it again
would i barely know (x3)
no i barely know (x3)
would i barely know (x3)
no i barely know (x3)
little when i came to home
bowl gone no name to show
no bark where did my dog go
filled with tears couldnt stand alone
shape of my heart took a blow
looked down the street with no luck
years down my soul filled with mold
miss the days laying on the floor
but i barely make due with all that ive got
just to know what i made couldnt be sought
so ill seach on everything
till the day would bring

carve

A Day in Venice - Vintage Variation

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

#altrock #rockartist

Asleep

ix. flying kites (wings from shiori tsuda ep)

your killing me here

In remembrance of last summer, when all was well

What You’ve Done

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