lyrics:
sometimes i imagine you dying
as a form of self sabotage
endless days in bed crying
surrounded by bereavement cards
and i don’t deserve nice things
i don’t deserve you 
and all my life I’ve been running
it feels weird to stop for the view

i can’t shake the feeling 
that im in the wrong city
can we sleep at the same time please
so we can meet up in my dreams?

we spent the first weeks of a new decade
dancing around each others feet
and i spent the next two just trying to
convince you im not just all misery
if im uncomfortable ill stay uncomfortable 
cause i know you like laying there
but when i hold you i do it carefully
cause i know how it feels to be scared

i can’t shake the feeling 
that im in the wrong city
can we sleep at the same time please
so we can meet up in my dreams?

bereavement cards

Neon Language

this was mine and my honey's song when we first got together in 2013 and i recorded this at 1am and i miss him a lot

I hate seagulls and I hate being sick
I hate burning my finger on the toaster and I hate nits
I hate falling over, I hate grazing my knee
I hate picking off the scab a little bit too early
I hate getting toothache, I hate when it's a piss take
I hate all the mistakes I make
I hate rude, ignorant bastards, and I hate snobbery
I hate anyone who if I was serving chips wouldn't talk to me
But I have a friend with whom I like to spend
Anytime I can find with
I like sleeping in your bed
I like knowing what is going on inside your head
I like taking time and I like your mind
And I like when your hand is in mine
I like getting drunk on the dunes by the beach
I like picking strawberries
I like cream teas, and I like reading ghost stories
And my heart skips a beat every time that we meet
It's been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory
But then you're back and I am fine cause you're with me
And I'm in love with you
And I can't find the words
To make it sound unique but honestly you make me strong
I can't believe I've found someone this kind
I hope we carry on
Cause you're so nice and I'm in love with you
Love with you
Love with you

i h8 seagulls (kate nash cover)

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5:25 pm (original)

suburbia

lyrics:
and its not what you say its what you never seem to do 
and its not in the way you broke my heart in two
and i wish i wish 
and i wish i wish for a way out of this sadness
and i wish 
and i wish i wish for one last kiss from you 
before too late and i never hear from you

picture from tumblr here:
http://dlscoveries.tumblr.com/post/174768730404

i wish for one last kiss from you

when logic fails

im trying

wrote this today, voice memo. dont be mad if i suddenly delete :p

eat ur heart out

a song not about my sister but about someone who does not deserve it

lyrics:
my sisters graduated its a funny feeling growing up
and i don't know what my purpose is
i guess i just wish i was more like her
and i've still got that ticket from the night we met
i stuck it down and wrote my thoughts in red
fantastic and sadistic you're forever in my pages 
wishing i'd spent ages on myself instead

i don't like to think of you and i hope you don't think about me back
i wonder it was you said about me wonder if i fulfilled your one night stand
what's it matter if i said yes or no, you wasn't listening
maybe you have helped me in the long run cause now im numb to every single thing

i've lost my peace of mind its a funny feeling going quiet
but maybe its all louder than i think i'm just so used to tuning it all out
i can't find the answers in anything i read no book can help 
no twitter post has anything for me
and my room is looking as unclean as me
i've lost my keys for nearly three whole weeks 

i don't like to think of you and i hope you don't think about me back
i wonder what it was you said about me, i wonder if i fulfilled your one night stand
what's it matter if i said yes or no, you wasn't listening
maybe you have helped me in the long run cause now im numb to every fucking thing

even fire doesn't help to burn it down 
even water doesn't work to put it out

sister

my love song (iphone recording on gabs pink bedsheets)

all my songs sound better with headphones

i wish for one last kiss from you

Lauhren

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