yours to keep

heres a song i wrote im posting two days in a row stop me@!!!
also tagged it alternative idk what to call it

friends

a song about change,,


 now on spotify & itunes x

so small and so quiet

lyrics:
so sad you sad girl 
summers gone and so has he 
bite my tongue i just wanna scream
shut my eyes I'm only eighteen 
pick my fingers until they bleed
cut my fringe too short again 
if anyone asks ill just pretend 
i did it on purpose its the trend 
to look like you don't try 

you look so nice, you seem to be happy
you look so warm, just like you should be 
sad girl make it look like you don't cry 
and you'll be alright 

so sad you sad girl
you lost him all over again 
with a heavy heart and tired eyes
i never learnt how to say goodbye 
self destruct until i breakdown and cry 

well you look so nice, you seem to be happy
and you like you're doing well without me
sad girl make it look like you don't cry 
and you'll be alright

sad girl

my need for closure will not b the death of me
im letting myself forget about u

a song about a boy who doesn't deserve it

this was mine and my honey's song when we first got together in 2013 and i recorded this at 1am and i miss him a lot

I hate seagulls and I hate being sick
I hate burning my finger on the toaster and I hate nits
I hate falling over, I hate grazing my knee
I hate picking off the scab a little bit too early
I hate getting toothache, I hate when it's a piss take
I hate all the mistakes I make
I hate rude, ignorant bastards, and I hate snobbery
I hate anyone who if I was serving chips wouldn't talk to me
But I have a friend with whom I like to spend
Anytime I can find with
I like sleeping in your bed
I like knowing what is going on inside your head
I like taking time and I like your mind
And I like when your hand is in mine
I like getting drunk on the dunes by the beach
I like picking strawberries
I like cream teas, and I like reading ghost stories
And my heart skips a beat every time that we meet
It's been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory
But then you're back and I am fine cause you're with me
And I'm in love with you
And I can't find the words
To make it sound unique but honestly you make me strong
I can't believe I've found someone this kind
I hope we carry on
Cause you're so nice and I'm in love with you
Love with you
Love with you

i h8 seagulls (kate nash cover)

i wrote this a month ago i think lol


the birds got a lot to say

i’ve always tried my best
to fit in with all the rest 
but not when it came to the feelings in my chest
always thought no one could ever love me
just too damaged at the seams
of what it meant to be a functional human being
i always told myself
that i would never let, never let my guard down
not gonna lie
i was doing pretty fine
but things are starting to change now
and ever since 
first saw what i 
thought was that innocent smile
and how you looked at me like
you had just seen
someone important but you couldn’t point it out
how would I know
how could I know
how far you’d turn my life around
loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint
you made me feel some way
and i’m the one to blame
no one else but me
the sweetest things often give cavities
to kids just too naive, full of innocence
my room’s dark now
tv’s on with no sound
i fell right through my bed
when sleep kissed me instead
why did you have to
look right through
me when i didn’t mean a thing to you
the thoughts in your head
could have unsaid
answers to the questions you left
unaddressed
but loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint

fool's gold

starcrossed lovers
xox.




2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC
p.s. do u wanna run away let me know

for mr. sandman!

wit my bby nep https://soundcloud.com/n-ep
♡♡♡♡this is nep and i love this SOOOOO MUCH, jj is the best and this is a fun little cover we did last night love u j!!!! heh xo

ivy ~ frank ocean with nep

cold november evening

all my songs sound better with headphones

sad girl

Lauhren

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