The Upload

enjoy.
-sora
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lyrics:
im down bad
with all ive lost, i do not really get it
think ill let it go-
said you wanna save me?
but i cant be saved in my soul-
--
fucked up, lost direction
no love in my section
im down bad
with all ive lost, i do not really get it
if i die right now, theyll live in piece, so yeah i think ill let it go-
said you wanna save me?
but i cant be saved in my soul.
--
she said im dangerous, gotta go
i know im a hazard, girl i know
ah-hahhhhh-
tried so hard, but i cannot fight it
air in my face, why havent i died yet-
why havent i died yet?
why do you insist on saving me?
i tried so hard to make them all hate- me
but you pierced right through my shield like a beam
one question-
what the fuck are you to me?
--
fucked up, lost direction
no love in my section
im down bad
with all ive lost, i do not really get it
if i die right now, theyll live in piece, so yeah i think ill let it go-
said you wanna save me?
but i cant be saved in my soul.
fucked up, lost direction
no love in my section
im down bad
with all ive lost, i do not really get it
if i die right now, theyll live in piece, so yeah i think ill let it go-
said you wanna save me?
but i cant be saved in my soul.
--
but i cant be saved in my soul.
but i cant be saved in my soul.
--
(About a year ago, some things happened-
& I had to take apart the memories chained together in Sora's heart.
But now, I'm putting them all back exactly the way they were.)

judgement (shigitori x syntheus x blessque)

(Prod Mxsui)
Hook:
 were so distant were distant
yea and our love is inconsistent 
no we so different we different 
I know she gun leave
even if were persistent 

Verse: 
ya this bitch got me fucked up
gave her everything just to be told im not enough
now i wanna kill myself 
 call my bluff
wake up everyday just  
to know im not enough

Serenade X6

Calling for love but
its over :(

Hook again


:(

Serenade (Mxsui)

@prodpatient
@noklaf11
@glassxhotel
@spazzteamonline

mix me & patient
track arrangement patient
master patient
gfx me

(patient)
you told me one
and you told them two
your heart was numb
i wasnt numb with you
well now im done
i just want the truth
it wasn’t you
who fucking broke the news
to me
i don’t believe
a thing you’re saying now
i wanted you to be
the one for me
but now im doubting
if you’re real

(syringe angel)
solitude is selling my soul l
i plant grave flowers but they’re  choke by a stroke
 this city doesn't know  it just stands like a stone
but i wanna know...

u know i'd like to tell you smth
 i have a gun to my head and u can’t stop me 
you left me like that... :(
 In hotel of glass ... :)

im bright (??) im fine (?!!!)
these lies quite hard
my heart is dust 
tears drugs wtf

(patient)
under moonlight
high tide
this is how i grow
teardrops
hang from my eyes
u tell me that you know
everything inside of my mind
i tell u that u don’t
well it turns out
u dont give a fuck
and now im on my own

leaving doubt

Spotify

leaving doubt + patient (noklaf11 yggd patient)

things change
so why don’t i
im human too im just like you
jus watch the way that
 i
can
breathe 
a little easier without a sense of time.(x2)

just another shitty day
i don’t know what i’m doing
im goin through the motions and i got so much weight at my feet
i need somebody’s help
i got so much pressure it’s building up
fuck my depression it’s eating up
the inside of me
it makes me feel worthless and i can’t be proud of a thing
gotta be a hero if i really wanna save me

i need to adjust
feel my body start to rust
an ive been smoking cosmic dust
i need someone that i can trust
(fuck)
i’ll jus take a backseat
throw it all away again
if u could see behind my eyes i think u’d understand
am i speaking japanese?
what do u comprehend?
私は死んでる that means that i’m dead

Rust「prod grayskies」

@mental

see me, i might go see u out the door
bby tell me whats wrong n then tell me what this for
ahhh girl teach me how u do it
i swear u make me lose it
lights out watch your whole movement

yeah i know ur toxic i can deal with it
tell me are u feeling it
no no im not feeling it
yeah that boy a dog chase his tail in a circle
we not friends get out my circle
choppa turn that boy purple

no i'm not done
number nine jeans on me
wait,, hold on
i can sense something bads gonna happen
i got eyes on the back of my head
you aint ever gonna catch me lacking
and yo team be switchin n switchin its side
turn it to a fraction

what do u wanna do
it's never working out
last night i called you stupid
sorry i think out loud

i'm sorry girl i havent been the person i used to be
and honestly please just tell me what you see in me
i'll see what's in you too
just believe in me

feel your aura, girl i like it way TOO much
and i feel so warm when i feel ur touch
*and i feel so warm when i feel your t-*

and i will honestly do anything to make you smile
and i will honestly do anything just give me a while i-

out loud (mental)

cover of one of my favorite songs <3
https://soundcloud.com/osno1/gone-with-a-knife-given-all-wrong

cover art by @godsintrees on twt
~

holding me tight, rolled around my bones
you were holding me tight, feeling like a lie
you were gone with a knife; given all wrong
you said baby don't you know that i need u

gone with a knife; given all wrong (cover)

off + saturn [tonycomputerlove]

sad song for valentines and cuz my cat died today :(
Lyrics:
kiss me or dont kiss me idc
(idc)
love me or dont love me im right here
(im right here)
wanna be your dream im your nightmare
(your nightmare)
baby youre so lovely i like your hair
(like your hair)

will you hold me til the end?
i dont wanna start again
wanna be with you tonight
close my eyes shut watch me die
would you hold me and take my life?
just be by my side
i dont want you to lie
but i wanna survive
and you fuck with my life
why you fuck with my life?
all the pain that i hide inside
girl dont be surprised
just be by my side
i dont want you to lie
but i wanna survive
and you fuck with my life
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?

kiss me or dont kiss me idc
(idc)
love me or dont love me im right here
(im right here)
wanna be your dream im your nightmare
(your nightmare)
baby youre so lovely i like your hair
(like your hair)

idc (prod. metlast x 5head)

Better Than I Do (prod. Avail)

facetime

p. me
mel by @tgwog + me

look ryt @urself
hope u realise we r diff
dey dnt c no vision
so im livin4 my own sake
its a lie
y wld i listn2 som1 els
dnt nd opinionz
ths my lyf
im hpy bn by muself

so many ppl pray2 c my d0wnfall
perceiv me by my past    mg dnt talk
cnt kill no vibe
no1 cnt ruin my day
ill stand up4 myself
i had no1

bn on my fuckshi 4 2 long i cnt stop
I cn smell tha Red#Winee on my clothes 
uniqlo tha top remebr wht i told u
ill kp it blossm till tha season aint rite

i cnot rest untill i fce my flaws
i cNot b frends wit my past full stop ....
we kp a promis that is tht#Ok?
ik ur jealuz calm down

The Upload

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