this fucking kills me and i love it. beautiful track 🖤

https://youtu.be/3Y8Qd_QmZPo
https://youtu.be/3Y8Qd_QmZPo
https://youtu.be/3Y8Qd_QmZPo

lyrics: 
(lava)
fuck myself, i hate you
you left me, in my thoughts
what was i to you, nothing i guess
leave me to myself
ill be lonely forever
i hate me, leaving me nothing
you never cared, stop myself speaking

SADNESS and HATRED ft. KILLMOORE + XSTAZY (VIDEO IN DESC)

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

I could throw it all away, if I really want it.
I really want it. It’s like I told them too many times… I told them how I feel. It was ignored then.
Now that I’m on the floor bleeding.. you can’t. 
Now I want it cause it all feels the same when you want to escape.
Let the blade feel like drugs cause it all feels the same…
When you want to escape
When you want to escape 
Yeah I know I want it 
Come a little closer and watch me bleed
Yeah it’s all in my head.
You said it’s all in my head. 
With a bullet in my fucking skull
It’s all in my head 
You can’t take it back 
I’ll let you stand there and watch me bleed
Yeah I’ll let you stand there, you watch me bleed.

Stand There (p. takizava)

turning a blind eye
what a fucking waste of time
feeling irrepairable
these thoughts are unbearable
squeezing your hand
why can't i fucking let go
you're a joke to me
joke to me

how would u feel if i killed myself

sorry, but im fucking done
im grabbing a blade and cutting it off
not like anyone would give a shit

you see this blood crawling out my skin
tear drops go deep within
if i had a choice, i would cut you off
but i can't cuz im too dumb

seeing right through your lies
controlling fucking bitch look me in the eyes
now my fucking head hurts
exerting only the worst of me

caught in your webs

sadness and hatred 2 (ft. destroyedxvi & killmoore)

Seal the walls on the places that we used to play. Leave the good luck charm floating in the long abandoned pools we used to splash our feet in and forget me too.

WITH: @KIREITAI
ADDITIONAL VOCALS: @LOSTLARINA
PROD: @DEADFAVE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[KIREI]
I hear your voice when I’m sleeping
I don’t know why 
But it feels like I’m dreaming
Can you keep me awake for just one night?

[SAINT SLEEP]
You can love me through the screen
But you will never touch my soul
Black and white 
Compress the image of me in your head to 16 bits
Metasize the tumor in my skull
Call it quits your words of affirmation like a hiss
I found a friend inside the dark abyss

[KIREI]
I hear your voice when I’m sleeping
I don’t know why 
But it feels like I’m dreaming
Can you keep me awake for just one night?

[SAINT SLEEP]
I was never meant for this
A pacifist that's slowly turning metal on the outside
Put my frozen iron fist inside the pity pit it's bottomless
Wipe the database I never wanna see your face it's sickening
Tell me not to sweat the small things
But I'm drowning in the drops
I scream my guts out 
I don't need a caps lock
A slave to SHODAN innocence and purity is my opponent
Old and rusted use my organs as a fresh component

[CHORUS]X2
Worst days of my life made best nights ever had
Worst nights of my life made worst mornings ever had
Sunrise to sunset
Keep the past ironclad
Underneath it all I know my name is on the slab

Walloway ft. kirei

Stream/Buy

Walloway ft. kirei [prod. dead fave]

this will be the final song posted on this page



thank you and goodbye


lyrics:

	
who are you?
when you are alone...

I'm just a moth...
carrying to your light...


moth eaten
that's the space we are...

carry me

who are you?
when you love?
who are you?
maybe i never did

i never did

never

i never did

carry me



who are you?
when you love?
who are you?
maybe I never did

MOTH EATEN

in your eyes

I Feel Great

Only Time Will Tell

Cover art by Kaylee Rae, format by Mary.

Lyrics:
Blink and I see the fucking money left 
And I see red cause I never ever felt it’s fair. 
I got a gun hold it to my fucking head. 
I got to run I don’t want you to see me fucking dead. 
Lost you in the night 
See the graves see this light 
I know that you want to see the internet 
I know you see me fucking dying on the internet 
sick of this pain lights in your eyes
Fuck the fame that’s you you say at night. 
You want the drugs want the high to never end. 
I want my life I want it all to fucking end. 
You see the scars on me 
When I fall asleep how I can’t get up 
How it falls beneath 
Sick of that bullshit 
Sick of writing on walls sick of the bullshit 
Sick of my mind 
Sick of these eyes that stay close an 
I can’t even keep em open when I try 
Fucked up on the internet 
You saying to much what you need for that? 
Saying to much say you say you been for that say you made it up say you fucking feeling it. 
Say you made it up say you feeling that say you really wish it’d fall right in your lap. 
Say you hear me bitch can you hear now? 
Say you ride until you wish and now I’m feeling out and now you feel me now and now you hear my words and now you say you hear me bitch say you know me now 
Sick of pussies talking about I can’t hear you now like Mary what you say? 
Bitch you hear me now.

sadness and hatred 2 (ft. destroyedxvi & killmoore)

lava.christian

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