то чего не хватало, пиздец

https://open.spotify.com/track/5P9nNFi9DSFdN4qcUYkE7T?si=fd367a2ffe1545a2

lyrics:

talking to you in my dreams
i don't want to see you go
but i have no choice
if i want to see you well
what else can i do?
i'll be taking care of you
inside your dreams
dont fear nothing
x2

i will protect u from the shadows 
i would never leave u
without giving you one last kiss
i hope your dreams can be real
all happiness be for you

and never fall
if you do
i will hold your hand
feeling tied about the past

looking back at everything x3

talking to you in my dreams
i don't want to see you go
but i have no choice
if i want to see you well
what else can i do?
i'll be taking care of you
inside our dreams
dont fear nothing

dont fear nothingx4
i'll be taking care of you
dont fear x14

talking2u

(mymy)
i luv keeping tabs on u
ur js like my voodoo
talk 2 me on xat bby
we cn make a chatroom
wna see ur every move
im js so obsessed w u
i cnt keep this inside
wna make u all mine

i jst wna make u all mine
baby u belong 2 me
nobody else but you

(@killfuji)
i just wanna make u all mine
I just want to have you by my side
babe i'm in love with you
I feel this feeling only for you

I was thinking about you every night
I've been missing you every fucking day

(mymy x killfuji)
i luv keeping tabs on u
ur js like my voodoo
talk 2 me on xat bby
we cn make a chatroom
wna see ur every move
im js so obsessed w u
i cnt keep this inside
wna make u all mine

i jst wna make u all mine
baby u belong 2 me
nobody else but you

baby u belong 2 me ft. mymy

yuh nobody really knows me
seeing my hands im the one thats closing
its hurting me so bad (dont act like you would care)
its hurting me so bad
tieing up my mind like you did in the past

i dont wanna act like this
i dont wanna see you leave

no matter how much i pray it never gets better
god hates my soul, going to hell its better
why, why must i be like this
every fucking day holding up to my lyrics

every fucking day i wake its just the same shit
drink another bottle of this gin i hope its painless
crying everyday cuz i feel like shit
stomach hurts feel like this
this year has been my worst one yet but my music grows better
hope i cry tonight, at least that makes me human

modest violet

im in my room staring at the ceiling
thinking about what youve done without me
it happens every fucking time
nothing new to me, i guess im used to it

its all my fault,
its all my fault,
all my fault
all my fault

fuck myself up
loneliness drives me away
why do i never change (never fucking change)
crying in bed, yeah, im so dead

(roscoe)
she wanna see me hurt again
its just the life we live
id adjust to what you want
cause me and you are never apart

im sick of drowning my emotions in this bottle
all these thoughts want to see me hurt

i fucked it up im not surprised
everytime yeah fuck this shit
i cant keep crying for help
cause no ones gonna be there

hurt (+ polaven)

realization

broken dreams

BETTERDUCK! (P. WHITECXFFIN) [HOSTED BY DJ JAWN MOXLEY]

bewarb!!!!

i just want you back
did you get my text?
with your rose tinted paragraphs
and you're heartbreaking texts

stop, if im being honest
cant, even think about you
and you cover your scars 
like art in the wind

and i cant stop myself from loving you
i cut myself, from everything and
everything breaks and i dont know why
and you're my saving grace, can't you save me now?

gone, i hate myself (hate)
till my days break
it just seems too fine to not mess it up
i mess up everything, you know

spotify

save me

https://soundcloud.com/malwarevi
https://soundcloud.com/luvlus

prod. lava

living in my head w/ malware + luvlus

as i remember
coldest nights of december
as the nights get cold
feeling helpless, i don't
i stopped caring, would you care

as i fall in two (fall in two)
call out to you (calling out)
winter nights, i dont find any hope now
bear my loneliness
heart destructiveness

blow the smoke away
as i lay in bed in dismay
i dont love anyone
feeling like im half way done
drinking so much my heart is numb
why the fuck do i lie
you wont (will) forget me
thats all i have left

as i fall in two (fall in two)
call out to you (calling out)
winter nights, i dont find any hope now
bear my loneliness
heart destructiveness

self destruct (prod. anticon)

Tracklist:

"God & Goddess" is a transformative album that interweaves profound introspection with the dynamics of spiritual and relational liberation. Opening with the evocative track "ENEMY," this album invites listeners into a deep, contemplative journey exploring themes of freedom, constraint, and personal growth.

"ENEMY" sets a powerful tone for the album, combining haunting melodies with compelling lyrics that reflect a soul in turmoil, yearning for breathing space and authenticity in relationships. The song's structure — from its poignant verses to its echoing choruses — mirrors the ebb and flow of internal conflict and the desire to break free from the invisible shackles imposed by others' expectations and misjudgments.

Through this opening track, Jesus Christ establishes a narrative of searching for a genuine connection — one not tainted by pretense or the burdens of being deemed an adversary. The lyrics resonate with anyone who has felt misunderstood or confined by another's inability to see beyond their own narrative.

"God & Goddess" promises to be an odyssey of emotional and spiritual awakening, with "ENEMY" as the gateway to exploring deeper universal truths about love, freedom, and the divine essence within each of us. This album is not just a collection of songs but a journey to be experienced, a call to introspection and evolution through music.

self destruct (prod. anticon)

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