lifeline

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lifeline (feat. crowlyyy, citrate & fangs)

Vocals, Mix & Master by @breckenford
Produced by @prodcxrter & @sorrow_bringer
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7VJQt0OEMk

lyrics:
it's more than the look in your eyes
it's all of the places we've been to
i really wish you wouldn't cry
but really that's all that i'm used to
everyone leaving my side
after everything that we been through
maybe it's time to realize
everything gotta end too

heard you've been hoeing around
blocked so there's nothing to talk about
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause I got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you want a part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough
honestly, you've been so toxic
take me by the hand, watch as i go
oh my god how could I stop this?
i'll stick to the plan and hope i don't implode

25 minutes to go
i've been alone on the bus with my notepad
writing out thoughts on my phone
when i get home, ima scream and record it
thank God for the music
speaking my thoughts never gets old
it's so therapeutic
how my words can make you feel like you could fold

understand what i mean now
there's a lot left, can't repeat out loud
lookin' lifeless in the lost and found
do you like this? do you like when i drown?
looking around, see all the faces with frowns
leaving this town
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause i got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you wanna part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough

what is my luck
life has been rough
for way too long
tell me it's over
tell me it's done

brecken - not in my heart, not in my soul. (cxrter x sorrow bringer)

prod, me & @leftquiet

- lyrics -
things have gone off
you saw it breaking in two 
theres something more you knew
you kept it secret
now im glad that i never told
what it wrote

my vision's 20/20 i can see through the line
darling 2020 was the worst of my life
bleeding through my iris what a wonderful time
breaking through the window tried to keep a disguise

so what you're hiding
i can't let go
i know a sighting
when you done
just wanna hold your hand
but i know you find me bland

so im holding by a threat
thats thiner than a web
countin days seekin for help on meds
drowning in the liquor by my bed
blowing up inside my head with led

so look to left and right 
you see the toxins linger all around your room
is he your perfect type
cause all you want are things you crave when your confused
don't trust you feel corrupt
cause what he said or did jsut never was enough
so bleed straight from your core
its something you wish that you never adored

so let it take away my breath
evning come and i turn into a mess
i wanna wait but i to be the bad guy
simulate my time and then im gone
whats the point of living when nobody's home
you wanna cry but you stuck inside your dome
jsut like you i wanna cry when im alone
fuck i hate when im stuck inside alone
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flower petals ✾

vision

prod. me (dawsin)
written by dawsin & lycora

lyrics :
I got a letter, the name on the envelope said Mary.
my wife's name
It's ridiculous
couldn't possibly be true
Mary died of that damned disease three years ago
so then why am i looking for her?

@dawsin
say i hate myself but i know that I'm always bluffin'
why am i always talking big when i know that I'm nothin'?
when i go to war i swear it'll be me that I'm shootin'
maybe this is the end for me but I'm just so clueless.

she's so persistent she gon' end up figuring out why
why i drank a gallon of bleach and sum peroxide
this is not suicide, I'm doing it for her sacrifice
cause i know I'm better off dead then being half alive

listen to me speak, can't see or breathe
"I'll be here for you"
.. but i don't see her anywhere
why the hell you gone?
need a minute to spare
im running from her and she acts
like she knows my despair

t-tired of l-living a lie
d-don't you dare c-cry
i-i-i n-need you in my a-arms
t-tonight
turn o-off t-the l-lights

@lycoraaa
Middle of the crowd i feel things i felt for her
i know that its wrong
think about her till shes gone
I've been tainted and ruined by one girl
cant get the taste out my mouth (mouth)

You continue to haunt me
and ruin my days
i said i would i wait for you
LOOK AT YOUR MISTAKE
i know now youll realize
you lost me, but wait
its permanent yeah ive locked you away

@dawsin
too many times i needa let go
of this grudge can't carry this weight home
it's a real shame, tryna waste my name
risk your life tryna fight all the false pain

NOT WORTH THE TIME
NOT WORTH THE EFFORT
BEEN LOOKIN MORE DEFINED
AFTER YOU GOT "PLEASURED"
BARELY GIVE A SHIT
LET THE 'RETTA BURST BITCH
THREE ROUNDS TO YOUR EYELIDS
WATCH THE BLOOD MEND

PLAY MY HEART STRINGS LIKE A VIOLIN
NEED TO BE DIALED IN
CAUSE IF I'M NOT
SHE GON' THINK SHE'S THE HEROINE
AND BABE I'VE BEEN DOIN THIS FOR THE HELL OF IT
BEEN COLD EVER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN NEGLIGENT

peroxide w/ lycora

Prod @cupkicking
Mix/Master @tylathafatman

End Scene (cupkicking)

crowlyyy - now we cry remix


and i dont even feel like myself
f ing up my health
been too long since i cried out for help
theres something wrong with all my energy
and i just long what you said to me
i cant see myself in the mirror no more
all these scars that i told yout hat f i tore

something wrong w my energy (crowlyyy remix)

when you find the cross
i wont be there
i went backwards
and upside down

when you find the cross
please pray for a gust
of wind to wash your sins away

a magician 
stole my kiss

i have one last wish
im the god of the skies 
but no one's looking up
If I scream, will the silence reply
Spinning sideways like I lost my place

Stars move predictably, but what if one drifted too far

dreamt of fire
but im lost in ice

[HKFiftyOne]

now im terrified
im here without my vice
how am i still alive
and if i could id let go 
but now i dont have a soul
out in this cold




i
found my place
but im upside down
and im spinnin sideways
can she hear the rotating
my voice fades out / in the echoes of the blue 

im so cold
shes so cold

prod saint mike
atmosphere/engineering saturns construct

magician miranda Ft. HKFiftyOne

something a lil sleep token/ brakencey/ sinxi/ deadfishy inspired
obviously


i hear a little whisper between silence on the phone
you say you really miss me, god i hope you really dont
the feelings shattered across somewhere, between the ash and gold
i feel a bit uncomfortable, pretend i really dont

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction


im sure youve heard this song before in every genre
always ranting about something and nobodys bothered
i could try be clever write a double entendre
just for you to listen and not read the lyrics
or maybe i’ll produce something spend ages working on it

-------------just to be compared to every artist that you know ----------------             
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or maybe it’s your fault for listening to everyone and nobody at all
i guess i could be wrong
i guess ill never know
everything’s generic so im reaping what they sow

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence

aren’t you terrified?

Nowhere now to run so what we finna do,
I came through with rockets ; and these pills for you,
we share them by the river throwin cans of booze,
where were you at night when I was sitting on that Freeway?

Gone from me? 'Coz I was far from you.
You could get the Devil, I still won't fall for you.

You love to Lie You love to Hide from it

Stress out,
Living life forever, when you feel it all..
I knew you was danger when I seen you girl,
didn't wanna have to go n see you go

something wrong w my energy (crowlyyy remix)

lava.christian

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