Lyrics
starlight
i shine the brightest
with you
how many times
have i said
im sorry i wasnt the best

starlight
i shine the brightest
with you
how many times
have i said
im sorry i wasnt the best


VERSE

why
home alone 
and its cold
when theres nobody
to hold me
feels so lonely

and all night
just close the blinds
shut the door
cuz theres nobody left for me
just you only

CHORUS

starlight
i shine the brightest
with you
how many times
have i said
im sorry i wasnt the best

starlight
i shine the brightest
with you
how many times
have i said
im sorry i wasnt the best

VERSE

I
hope to see you again 
but i need you to be mine
in this life time
“its alright”
every time it was said
i believed it was a lie
a lie

CHORUS

starlight
i shine the brightest
with you
how many times
have i said
im sorry i wasnt the best

starlight
i shine the brightest
with you
how many times
have i said
im sorry i wasnt the best

Starlight

[LYRICS]
INTRO
What have I done
I didn't mean to break you
Id take my time away to
Undo your pain

Verse
And I
Have always forgave you
Through heaven through hell to
Just see your face

And I
Have never resent you
No matter the day you
Had me Always

Chorus
What have I done
I didn't mean to break you
Id take my time away to
Undo your pain
 
All that i've done
Know I did it to protect you
Just need some time to rest to
Keep both us sane.

[EXPLANATION]
These lyrics seem to revolve around themes of regret, forgiveness, and a desire for reconciliation. Let's break down the interpretation:

Chorus:
The chorus reflects a deep sense of remorse and the realization of unintentionally causing harm. The speaker expresses a sincere wish to undo the pain they've inflicted. There's a commitment to taking time away in order to address and rectify the hurt they've caused.

Verse:
The first part of the verse indicates a consistent forgiveness from the speaker's side. The speaker mentions going through both heaven and hell to see the person's face, suggesting a willingness to endure challenges for the sake of the relationship.

The second part continues with the theme of forgiveness, stating that the speaker has never harbored resentment, regardless of the circumstances. The phrase "Had me Always" suggests a sense of loyalty or enduring commitment.

Chorus (Repeated):
The repeated chorus reinforces the speaker's acknowledgment of the impact of their actions, expressing a desire to undo the pain caused. The second part of the chorus introduces a new element – the speaker did what they did to protect the other person. The need for time to rest is mentioned, indicating a recognition of the toll on both parties and a desire for mutual well-being.

In summary, these lyrics convey a heartfelt apology, a consistent willingness to forgive, and a commitment to understanding and protecting the other person. The repeated chorus emphasizes the speaker's remorse and the intention to take the necessary steps to heal and maintain sanity in the relationship. The theme of forgiveness and the desire for mutual well-being are central to the emotional landscape portrayed in these lyrics.

Forgive Me (prod. mmm)

[LYRICS]
Verse
Tried to wrestle them all
But im not athletic like the rest of them are

Go and hit a lick at the mall
But do it right gonna hear from your mom

Oh what the hell I
fell and fell again
no more
bright look on your face

The way I felt
I never felt again
So much Violence everyday

Chorus
Dont have to on yourself
Dont wait for the weeknd
Chase all the pain like water
Dont have to hate on yourself
or lay out the reasons
Drain all the pain like water

Verse
Its way to late to feel this way
"Not alone" on the wishlist
Let it snow Let it snow

It's all the same dont waste your breathe
its too complicated
let it goo let it goo

Now im feeling the best
Like im reincarnated
But its all in my head

Got my heart pumpin outta my chest
Like a rainstorm ready to stir up a mess

Well or Well its you again my friend
Im here to stay
The way I felt I never felt again
So much violence Everyday

[EXPLANATION]
The lyrics seem to depict a personal journey of struggle, introspection, and eventual resilience. Let's break down some possible interpretations:

Verse 1:
The speaker expresses a sense of inadequacy in comparison to others, using athletic ability as a metaphor. The mention of hitting a lick at the mall suggests a desire for rebellion or breaking from the norm. However, the warning about doing it right and hearing from one's mom implies a cautious approach.

The repeated falling and the loss of the "bright look on your face" suggest a series of setbacks. The reference to violence in everyday life adds a layer of harsh reality to the struggles the speaker faces.

Chorus:
The chorus emphasizes self-acceptance and the need to confront and overcome pain. The mention of not waiting for the "weeknd" (possibly a play on "weekend") suggests not delaying the process of healing. The analogy of chasing pain like water and draining it implies a proactive approach to dealing with emotional turmoil.

Verse 2:
The speaker acknowledges a feeling of lateness in experiencing a certain emotion, possibly regret or longing. The mention of "Not alone" on the wishlist hints at a desire for connection or understanding. The repeated phrases "Let it snow" and "let it goo" could symbolize the speaker's wish for a fresh start or a release from burdens.

The declaration of feeling the best and being reincarnated, while acknowledging it's all in the head, indicates a mental and emotional transformation. The imagery of the heart pumping out of the chest like a rainstorm ready to stir up a mess suggests a surge of intense emotions.

The concluding lines express a determination to stay and a recognition of the changed emotional landscape, though the presence of violence in everyday life remains a constant.

In summary, these lyrics explore themes of struggle, self-discovery, resilience, and the ongoing battle with external challenges. The journey involves facing personal demons, embracing change, and seeking a sense of peace or rebirth.

Water (prod. Qazers)

[LYRICS]
Out everyday 
But would never go out with me
Thought we're just moving slow
Guess we don't get along

Said you would stay
By making me beg on my knees
Ill play your favorite song
Ill do anything

Bossa Nova
When you coming over
Ill play your favorite song
Before you gotta go

Bossa Nova 
Rangers and rovers
Don't need me anymore
But I still love you so

Its cold but its 90 degrees
Got my own place but it feels so empty
This light of mine
Is not gonna shine overseas
But would be great with you right here with me

Bossa Nova (prod. Rio Enzo X IOF)

Holding Myself (prod. Qazers)

[Lyrics]
Cuz when the night sky falls I get lonely
But I try 
Because of you

And when the night sky falls 
You would hold me
Then I try because you do

You brought up a new show
I know I wouldn't like it
But then I end up running your way

Thought of a new song
I thought you would've minded it
But when I left you told me to stay

You said "do you think im annoying"
And I lie everyday
Cuz in those times I need you to hold me
And I cry there everyday

Cuz when the night sky falls I get lonely
But I try 
Because of you

And when the night sky falls 
You would hold me
Then I try because you do
x2

Having a good night
While I know im gone regret it
But you by my side
Those things can wait

All those emotions
Always know just how to mend them
Reasons why im with you so late

And when I
I just can't go on
No sign of you in so long

When will you come back to me
And when my vision blurs and things aren't right
I look for you all night
Please come back why did you leave

I Try (prod. Saké by the Water)

[Lyrics]
oooo
time

Why wont you let me know
whos gonna carry me home
this time

I dont want to let you go
whos gonna gonna carry me home

oooo
whos gonna carry me home
too hard to let you go
This time

Bedtime (prod. JustBen Beats)

[LYRICS]
Its been rubbing me wrong
Only tell you this once

I would say that its fine
I would say its your lost
but its not

tell me was I enough
oh the things i would do

If you take me back to you 
lost me when you were near
now i hate that your there
so could you take me back to you
do you miss me at all
tell me was it my fault
then i can take me back to you

does he know when your gone
does he notice at all

does he know the way when your lost
CUT HIM OFF

know that love isnt real
less you standing right here

so would you take me back to you
lost me when you were near
now i hate that your there
so could you take me back to you
do you miss me at all
tell me was it my fault
then i can take me back to you

Back To You (prod. JustBen Beats)

Stay Awake
Know I hate to see you like that
Its starting to rain but when it pours

Getaway from the voice inside of your head
At the end of the day your mind is yours

If I could sleep forever whered my body go
And would I keep my soul
Searching for an exit that nobody knows
How does it end oh

Please stay awake im coming home
Its hard to breathe I know
Please stay awake Im coming home
Id never you alone

Its hard to say mine hurts the same as yours
l know the days are slow
Dont have to be alone tho
Im right here waiting for you

If I could sleep forever whered my body go
And would I keep my soul
Searching for an exit that nobody knows
How does it end oh

Please stay awake im coming home
Its hard to breathe I know
Please stay awake Im coming home
Id never you alone

Stay Awake (prod Dan Darmawan)

Starlight 
I shine the brightest with you
How many times I said
Im sorry I wasnt the best

Starlight 
I shine the brightest with you
How many times I said
Im sorry I wasnt the best

Why
Home alone and its cold when theres nobody to hold me
Feels so lonely
And all night
Just close the blinds shut the door
Cuz theres nobody left for me
Just you only

Starlight 
I shine the brightest with you
How many times I said
Im sorry I wasnt the best
Starlight 
I shine the brightest with you
How many times I said
Im sorry I wasnt the best

I hope to see you again but I need you to be mine
In this life time
"Its alright"
Every time it was said
I believed it was a lie
A lie

Starlight (pitched And Sped)

Away

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Bedtime (prod. JustBen Beats)

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