Writer: Layla Bina
Producer(s): Joshua igloo Monroy & Layla Bina
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

Save your prayers
Say them to somebody who actually cares
Unprepared
I can tell by the look on your face that you’re scared
I don’t want to give away the end of this song
But I’m not gonna be another you string along 
It’s a shame, I swear
The hardest part of letting go’s when the love is still there 

I don’t want to be anybody else’s
Girls need a new trend, a new opinion, another
Voices in my head
Brain dead
I can’t remember what they said
Suppress
I shed for free
Damaged, defective me

Seeing red 
Don’t intervene, I deserve a dead end 
What a dread
I can’t pretend to care for the latest trends 
Nuclear threat
Who are my friends? 
My mind’s been a mess 
A lesion for no reason, now I’m really a wreck

I don’t want to be anybody else’s
Girls need a new trend, a new opinion, another
Voices in my head
Brain dead
I can’t remember what they said
Suppress
I shed for free
Damaged, defective me

You don’t want to take me (you don’t wanna take me)
Nobody can break me (yeah, yeah)
You don’t want to make me (you don’t wanna make me)
Nobody can take me

Brain Dead

Writer: Layla Bina
Producer(s): Joshua igloo Monroy & Layla Bina
Piano engineer: Matty J
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

Hey there, boy, don’t tell me your name
Don’t you know they all sound the same? 
I’m your toy, I’ll play all your games
Overload ‘til I go insane

Enemy of the state
You’re not the same
Enemy of the state
I contemplate
Love is a silly mistake
But somehow you make me feel safe, rover
Enemy of the state
Captivate, I will wait for you

I have a face, but don’t have a name
Every day is always the same
I have no choice, this shit’s not a game 
Overlooked cause I look insane

I’ve been down
I’ve been ‘round the whole town
The places you go
The people you know
Half the time
I feel I’m losing my mind
I want you to know
I’ll never let go, you

Enemy of the state
You’re out too late
Enemy of the state
I medicate
Love is a silly mistake
Evade or heartache will take over
Enemy of the state
Overrate, but I still wait for you

Enemy of the State

Writer(s): Layla Bina & Joshua igloo Monroy
Producer(s): Joshua igloo Monroy & Layla Bina
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

Father, will you create me
And disappoint me all my life?
Dear brother, will you educate me?
I need your help if I'm gonna survive

Officer, why did you detain me?
You know I didn't commit the crime
Your Honor, I know you're hesitating
You know their words aren't enough for life

What are you gonna do?
How are you gonna make it through?
There's nothing for people like you
So make do
What are you gonna do?
Not a clue, no?
I'm here for something that I didn't do
Just like you

They found my prints weren't on the knife

Warden, will you evaluate me?
(Yes sir, yes sir!)
Been serving time since '89
Prison was rehabilitating
Cleansed me of the innocence in my mind

What are you gonna do?
How are you gonna make it through?
There's nothing for people like you
So make do
What are you gonna do?
Not a clue, no?
I'm here for something that I didn't do
Just like you

What are you gonna do?
How are you gonna make it through?
There's nothing for people like you
They don't care about you
Save me!

Mother, will you bathe me?
Wash off my blood and dry the tears that I cry

Wrongful Conviction (What Are You Gonna Do)

Writer: Layla Bina
Producer(s): Joshua igloo Monroy & Layla Bina
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

Let me out
Do you hear me shout? 
Yeah, you gotta let me out 
Libertine
I know you hear me scream
Take my hand and make me see

I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake
I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake
You wanted, I needed
A way to get away
You’re my escape, my escape, my escape

Won’t let you let me go
‘Cause there’s nobody else to know
Get a load of my ego
I know it was insane
Showing up at your place
3 a.m. and shit-faced
Yeah!

I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake
I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake
They taunted as I pleaded
And you dared to look away
You were a waste
You’re a waste
You are wasting away

You’re making me mad again
Mad again
You’re making me mad again
Condescend
You’re making me mad again
Now I’m bad again
You’re making me sad again
Dead end

Shame on me for not seeing 
I feel like I’m fucking insane
I feel like I’m fucking insane
Everybody’s tryna get inside of my brain
All they wanna do is bitch and complain
Me too!

I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake
I’m awake, I’m awake, I’m awake
It’s a crisis, I’m indecisive
Second-guess every mistake
Now I’m awake
Yeah!  

It’s my fault

Hypomania (I'm Awake)

Writer: Layla Bina
Producer(s): Joshua igloo Monroy & Layla Bina
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

It’s late, it’s late
I’ll get out of bed eventually
Hesitate, hesitate
For one day I don’t want to pretend I’m okay

Crazy, I only feel alive 
When I tailor my own skin
Maybe I need a new ally 
Will you be my safety pin?

I’m a midnight burnout
I’ll wake you up to take me out
Yeah, I’m a midnight burnout
My love’s a risk, my life’s a doubt
You feel lonely, I feel horny
Let’s get it on ‘til we feel sorry
Cause we’re midnight burnouts
We’ll shoot the shit without a sound

Deadweight, deadweight
I won’t let go, I’ll take it day-by-day
Validate, validate
But I won’t need your love when you go away

Crazy, I, how much I rely 
On that non-addictive shit
Hazy, I didn’t want to try 
Now I can’t get enough of it
 
I’m a midnight burnout
I’ll make you up to feel a crowd
Yeah, I’m a midnight burnout
Love don’t exist, my mind’s a cloud
You feel lonely, I feel horny
Let’s get it on ‘til we feel sorry
I’m a midnight burnout
I take a hit when I feel down

I’m pretty wrecked and that probably didn’t make any sense

Midnight Burnout

Writer(s): Layla Bina & Joshua igloo Monroy
Producer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

Black widow crawlin’ on the window sill
Red widow creepin’ by the window still
Rip the end and put a little of a cigarette
And don’t fret ‘cause I got
White Widow all over my pillow
We ain’t out just yet

I don’t care what you think of me
I mourn the loss of what I used to be: unwary
Why won’t you let me be to live my damn life freely?
Really fiendin’ for more
This sore is borin’ me

Black widow crawlin’ on the window sill
Red widow creepin’ by the window still
Rip the end and put a little of a cigarette
And don’t fret ‘cause I got
White Widow all over my pillow
We ain’t out just yet

You crashed into my life
You wrecked it
So my bloom keeps me alive
But it won’t make me accept it
Why did I idolize a living shame?
I’ll never be the same again
I wish we never met!

Black widow crawlin’ on the window sill
Red widow creepin’ by the window still
Rip the end and put a little of a cigarette
And don’t fret ‘cause I got
White Widow all over my pillow
We ain’t out just yet

White Widow
Will you make me hollow? 
I need to forget
White Widow
Will you help me swallow 
My most recent regret? 

White Widow
You’re the only thing that I know 
And we’ve only just met

White Widow

Writer: Layla Bina
Producer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mixing engineer: Joshua igloo Monroy
Mastering engineer: Gavin Lurssen

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LYRICS

Stoned and all alone
Feeling like a dog without a bone 
Feeling low
Feeling so slow
Feeling like you got a new hoe

I know, I know
It’s none of my business
But I know she kisses you the way that I used to
I know, I know
I’ve held on so long
I don’t think it’s wrong to stare

I’m psycho, I know! 
You always find a way to let me know
You want psycho?
I’ll give it to you slow! 
You flaunt me, taunt me
Haunt me like a ghost
Because you really want me

Stoned, my comfort zone
Sometimes life’s too hard to deal
You’re always too soft to feel
The worst, nothing ever hurts
‘Til my lips start to unseal
That’s when life gets really real

I know, I know
It’s none of my business
But I never listen because I know you love her
I know, I know
I’ve held on so long
I don’t think it’s wrong to care

I’m psycho, I know! 
You always find a way to let me know
You want psycho?
I’ll give it to you slow! 
You flaunt me, taunt me
Haunt me like a ghost
Because you really want me

Home
Don’t let me go
Even though I’m psycho
Don’t let me go
No, don’t let me go
Even though I’m psycho
Don’t let me go
Don’t go

I’m psycho, I know! 
You always find a way to let me know
You want psycho?
I’ll give it to you slow! 
You flaunt me, taunt me
Haunt me like a ghost
Because you really want me

You really want me
Ha!
You really want me
Stoned

Psycho

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