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It’s You

Lyrics :
I lost time staring at the ceiling
my thoughts keep me bound
I don’t get confused, I stay distinct
you stay fake, but I stay alive

I saw friends who then disappeared
they betrayed me but I didn’t follow them
I stay in silence, my voice feels heavy
I write at night, I find no surprises

Too many nights I haven’t slept
I write my thoughts on the painted wall
Inside my head there’s endless chaos
I don’t seek fame, I don’t seek profit

Your words still cling to me
I’d like to run, but I stay the same
When I look at the sky, I find no answer
I hurt inside, but outside it’s different

I run away, I don’t stop
I carry my dreams straight into hell
I speak little, I smoke a lot
I don’t find peace, not even a moment
I gave it all, all for everything
and nothing is left for me
I don’t want applause, not even the crowd
I just need to know that you’ll stay

And if tomorrow I won’t be here anymore
just tell me you’ll think of me.
I’m not afraid if you stay with me,
I’ll share all this pain with you.

I saw your promises fall apart,
you looked at me but without knowing.
I wear no mask, I live by instinct,
I carry my scars, they didn’t defeat me.

I run through the void but remain aware,
inside me there’s a violent sea.
If life smiles at me for a moment,
then it returns and takes me with the wind.

I put my heart into every verse
but I find no peace, only silence.
I write at night, I keep my distance,
I want to stay, it feels so good.

You looked at me but you weren’t there,
you said “I love you” but it wasn’t true.
Now I don’t ask, I don’t want favors,
I stay with hatred, with a thousand grudges.

How many times I failed on my own,
without anyone giving me a role.
I took the darkness, I held it tight,
now it follows me wherever I go.

muro dipinto

Beat maker out of Grand Rapids. Culture cult affiliate.

https://linktr.ee/Lazyayebeats

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