fireworks

[Verse 1]
My dog just ran away
And I am feeling pretty bad
I've been sneaking out at night
And my parents are real mad
I’ve been taking lots of drugs
Cause they teach me not to care
Yeah, I guess that’s how you cheat
Because life doesn’t play fair

[Verse 2]
My brother told me
That he's gonna
Kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac
Or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when he is dead
Ill have his Nintendo 64
And I can play all it night long
Sitting on the basement floor

[Verse 3]
My girlfriend told me that
She doesn't love me anymore
And I wish I didn't care but
I thought she was really cool
So I drank a ton of liquor
Then I threw up in her sink
She said next time use the toilet
Then she offered me a drink

N64 (Skin Cells cover)

(apistat commander collaboration) rough draft demo sketch etc etc etc etc etc etc
instrumentation from Apistat
https://soundcloud.com/thruaglassdarkly

break my ribs
cut me down to size
fold me inside out
i feel safer in nightmares
you look just like him
break my ribs
they won't hear you lie
they can't hear you lying now
when I die I hope I bleed egg yolk
fanning coals trying to stoke anything
-antiguts

moonflower

there's comfort in the nightmares where old blood's still warm
I feel nothing and everything all at once (ミドリ)
Life's so damn weird

shadow puppets

Feed me voltage, I'm a scared rat 
always gnawing
I can't build a home in this skin
lock the doors

never got it down

music/lyrics unreleased by @thruaglassdarkly
just trying to piece them together

you are the torture lord
unkind to everything that you do
thinking in back and forth
unnecessary rambling
demanding time
and attention
i will not stop
until I feel good
champagne, meadow anne says
you will feel good i know
kill this unhappiness
weighing you down
invisible demons dormant
at the bottom of your stomach
barbarian, sparta
van helsing, rocky balboa
i will not stop
until i feel good
champagne, meadow anne says
you will feel good i know

champagne

Eyes the size of my head
it's coming in
fingernails across my chest
my jacket of flesh
this fog hides summer
intestines pulled like fried yakisoba
bare my name
This never stops this rope this wood
it's coming again
consuming away I am prey

beneath the shed i'm shedding all of this weight
I won't be feeling of this again
thought I'd have this down by now
 
Down the cliff there's a village
I'm in it I'm not in it
I'm prey to a hungry mountain god
my friends say they love me
they don't love me
i'm slipping

prey

medley made up of 10 of Sol's songs.
@thruaglassdarkly

When it's dark at night, how they dance, their faces bright
Flashing rows of neon lights, so why can't I

Oh witch, you win my soul
I see it like a lighthouse

daisies in my lungs and it's hard to breathe

Please, oh please get this hurt out of me
I don't want to remember everybody leaves
Everybody leaves
Everybody leaves

sunflower

solo project

one eye is shut and the other one's completely crushed

fireworks

Lazy Eyelids