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losing myself

kannibal (feat. creepies)

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

revivle - footprints in the snow

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

@revivle 

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

youre hurting me with every word you say
baby look what we became
and i find it hard to forget your face 
it lingers in my brain

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

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