omg i just found out u have soundcloud 🙀 luv ur music

this is amazing, genuinely was having a shitty morning & this song came up randomly and your voice is ridiculously angelic, shit soothed me 😭😭 keep making music

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produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

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@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

u can feel da pain in our dihhhs....
@creepiess
i wasn't the first one who started to fade away
maybe if i hadn't followed you then you would have stayed 
back and forth there's no reason to play all these games
now im out of sorts and my body starts to decay 

i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
my emotions get tangled again
wondering what i couldve done instead
i havent taken my meds
cant control what im thinkin in my head 
desperately need a reason to stay
cus ik if i tried i couldnt get u to go away
takin what u wanted from me
all that shit u did was scummy ;c
u see right through me

@creepiess
my bodies decaying 
im falling apart
the root of my problems is u took my heart

@revivle
if gave u a reason would u let me stay
ik i cant keep on begging you to show me u changed

@creepiess
(u can feel the pain...)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
(....in my dih ahhhhh)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again






decay all over my body w/ creepies

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

@revivle @requiem-for-you

take my time i'll listen again
i know i'll be pissed in the end
wasted my time, i know i'll be fine, 
i know that you're trying, i know that you're

playing my songs, rewrite your wrongs
think of the times that you did me wrong
sit and i cry, i look at the sky,
i recount the times that you lied

(@revivle) sooo 
what was i supposed to do? 
i thought you'd have all the answers
but i guess i was wrong in the end
you're only hurting yourself baby
i don't wanna talk
but even though its wrong
i want you all for myself
but i can't
get over the feelings i felt

rewrite your wrongs

@revivle 

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

youre hurting me with every word you say
baby look what we became
and i find it hard to forget your face 
it lingers in my brain

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

get dressed

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time is such a lonely thing

revivle

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