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no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

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@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

u can feel da pain in our dihhhs....
@creepiess
i wasn't the first one who started to fade away
maybe if i hadn't followed you then you would have stayed 
back and forth there's no reason to play all these games
now im out of sorts and my body starts to decay 

i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
my emotions get tangled again
wondering what i couldve done instead
i havent taken my meds
cant control what im thinkin in my head 
desperately need a reason to stay
cus ik if i tried i couldnt get u to go away
takin what u wanted from me
all that shit u did was scummy ;c
u see right through me

@creepiess
my bodies decaying 
im falling apart
the root of my problems is u took my heart

@revivle
if gave u a reason would u let me stay
ik i cant keep on begging you to show me u changed

@creepiess
(u can feel the pain...)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
(....in my dih ahhhhh)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again






decay all over my body w/ creepies

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

@revivle @requiem-for-you

take my time i'll listen again
i know i'll be pissed in the end
wasted my time, i know i'll be fine, 
i know that you're trying, i know that you're

playing my songs, rewrite your wrongs
think of the times that you did me wrong
sit and i cry, i look at the sky,
i recount the times that you lied

(@revivle) sooo 
what was i supposed to do? 
i thought you'd have all the answers
but i guess i was wrong in the end
you're only hurting yourself baby
i don't wanna talk
but even though its wrong
i want you all for myself
but i can't
get over the feelings i felt