"Where You Fell" by Lazy Radiographer – A Haunting Ballad of Grief, Suicide, and Unspoken Love

“Where You Fell” is a soul-shattering emotional ballad by Lazy Radiographer, exploring the quiet devastation of losing someone to suicide. With poetic lyrics and minimalist instrumentation, this raw, heartfelt song delves into the aftermath of grief, guilt, and the longing to have done more.

Told from the perspective of someone left behind, "Where You Fell" mourns the subtle signs missed and the invisible battles fought behind a smile. Set against a backdrop of gentle piano and mournful cello, it’s a tribute to those we couldn’t save and a whisper to the ones still holding on.

This track is for anyone grappling with loss, navigating mental health, or searching for a way to say what was left unsaid.

Themes:
Suicide Loss
Mental Health Awareness
Grief and Remembrance
Emotional Healing
Unspoken Love
Haunting Acoustic Ballads

Featuring:
Expressive male vocals
Piano and cello arrangement
Slow tempo (65 BPM)
Heartbreaking lyricism in A minor

Where you Fell

“The End?” is a deeply personal folk journey through memory, longing, love, and loss. With stripped-back honesty and quiet emotional power, each song is a letter — to home, to family, to the past, to the self. It’s a collection born of distance and closeness, of questions without answers, of gratitude and grief walking hand in hand.

Though it travels through shadows, it always searches for light. And when the final note fades, it leaves you not with a goodbye… but with a beginning.

For All of It

[Verse 1]  
I saw your face through a screenlight glow  
Typing late nights, that's all I know  
Virtual hugs, electric fire  
You're my code and I'm your wire  

[Pre-Chorus]  
We pixel-kiss, it's zero-one  
This kind of love don’t weigh a ton  
You're my signal, I'm your spark  
A binary flame in the dark  

[Chorus]  
Digital soulmates, synced and free  
Hearts online, no latency  
You're the one I want to find  
In every chat, you're in my mind  

[Verse 2]  
Glitches fade when you appear  
No more buffering when you're near  
My screen lights up with your name  
In this world, we’re not a game  

[Bridge – Korean]  
너의 미소, 내 세상에 빛나  
(Your smile lights up my world)  
우린 거리 넘어 만난 기적  
(A miracle we met beyond the distance)

[Final Chorus]  
Digital soulmates, no goodbye  
We love through code and satellites  
Even if you're far from me  
I’m logged into our destiny  

Digital Soulmates

“Your Grace Alone” is a reflective faith-based folk-pop song about moving from fear and doubt to peace and assurance in God’s grace. It emphasizes that salvation and identity are not earned but freely given through Christ. Anchored in the message of the cross, the song expresses trust, belonging, and lasting security in God’s unfailing love.

Your Grace Alone

My Biggest Not-Meant-To-Be

You Loved Me, But You Married Someone Else.wav

The silence

I only love you when you leave.mp3

Singles - Parlino — the horse who trains hard and embodies that future‑star energy on the road to Vegas. Expect deep 808s, bold slide guitars, and a powerful trap‑country groove that turns the story of grit and partnership into an epic, modern anthem.

Road to Vegas

“Let Us Speak” is a gritty, heartfelt country‑rock anthem that blends acoustic storytelling with a rising spirit of defiance. Driven by warm acoustic guitars, soulful harmonica lines, and fiddle accents that cut straight to the bone, the song channels the timeless American tradition of standing up when voices are pushed down.

The reverb‑soaked male vocals carry a raw, emotional edge — part prayer, part protest — as the lyrics trace the tension between silence and truth. With imagery of rivers, flags, muzzles, and sky-wide freedom, the song builds into a powerful chorus that refuses to whisper anymore.

Musically, it sits at the crossroads of country, folk, and rock, with a steady acoustic backbone and a touch of grit that gives it a modern outlaw feel. The harmonica adds a plaintive, human cry, while the fiddles weave through the mix like a call to gather, rise, and speak.

“Let Us Speak” is both a tribute and a stand — a reminder that voices matter, stories matter, and freedom isn’t meant to be quiet.

Let Us Speak

The Last Time I Fall

Comedy songs and dark-humour originals from a working radiographer. Satire, protest, and indie experiments. 

I write comedy, satire, and straight-up originals about life in radiography, healthcare, and the wider mess. Expect protest anthems, awkward truth, and hooks that stick. If you like Bo Burnham, Weird Al, and indie left-turns, you’re in the right place.

Genres: Alternative, Indie, Singer-Songwriter, Comedy
satire, protest, indie, acoustic, alt-pop

Spotlight tracks:
	1.	“Where You Fell”
	2.	“Gone but Not Forgotten (Lost Souls)”
	3.	“Lazy Like a Monday”
	4.	“Pass the Light Around”
	5.	“All Are One (Defending Every Soul)”