Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
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song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

i hate it here

school days

i_follow 10-19-2020

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Produced by: @majo
Cover Art by: @prevailense on IG

ihategirlscuzihatefeelingz (prod. MAJO)

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woke up idc abt nothin but i do
i do
nd she said she like my shoes they brand new
thank u
its funnyy cus u remind me of my ex girl
thassa compliment i think u should see her
nd i try to live my life
but the keep on comin and i just dk whyy

a-a-a-a lol

6am cant go to sleep whats that sound at tha window
paranoid cant be the wind blowin i should b fine but its so annoyin
everything makes me jump now on top of the world but i cant get down
i told u not to come around >:( u got me feelin so down!
wake up make up feel urself until ur loved
thas not the way that life should go 
i know i know but take it slow
try hardr go farther sounds so simpl but its not!
got my stomach in a knot!
get tf out of my spotttt!

felt cute might delete

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

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art by @pincode8485

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/52gMA3JmDlwBcJgteiCCf2?si=DtBlUuxqTUSgqGJPPLI3GQ

SWORDHERO +lilac

with @carpet_garden @postcardnowhere @rocco-bunko @sc0ttryan
prod/mixd/mastrd by @111nightshift

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