i want to be a kid again

HOW YOU ALWAYS LOOK SO GOOD? [Prod. henrythealchemist]

Crumbled

Sleez

Vile

Swap Places

music video: https://youtu.be/D682dSewGfA
thank you for the millions of streams on this song on spotify,
as well as the thousands of videos on tiktok using the audio.
seeing you all living your life to this song i just randomly made one day in my room after a good bike ride, i had no idea it would reach so many people. thank you all for listening and showing me your world on tiktok, and you all have in turn changed my world streaming this song so many times on Spotify. thank you all so much. i know soundcloud is a bit dead these days, but if you would like i can share music here too, and not just to spotify. let me know! big love
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy

as an update, i am writing this on 7/4/23 - i am currently writing more ambient music as well as nothing is real, part XIX (19). i am excited to share with you all this new music :) and again, thank you all so much for streaming the heck out of these songs on spotify. it truely means the world to me. thank you so much. it has made the situation with my health a million times easier. <3

ambient vol 3

numb

in the bleak midwinter

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/6QbIZ0xnb5ESwZrV2ZF9Ih?si=_PWt_BdcRYizkezJ8b2xRg
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i'm working on nothing is real, part 19. 
its very far along and im excited to share.
its been relaxing releasing simple ambient, but i want it to be clear that my  "nothing is real" albums is always where my heart will truly lie, and the only thing that truly makes me feel accomplished. i hope all of those who are here just for ambient will also give this other sound a chance. it would mean a lot to me, thank you. to be honest, making ambient is really depressing to me. i know its more digestible and easy to listen to vs. something very complicated and technically dense, but it makes me feel like i am putting a hard limit on the things i am capable of. i feel myself becoming a bit crazy limiting myself so much with this genre and i will be taking a break to make the things i love to make. im sure it will hurt me in the long run, and i will lose all the new listeners from ambient, but in the end, i will probably die very pre-maturely from my brain disease, so id like to make what i want to make the most with the time i have instead of chasing numbers that mean nothing anyways. music is so important to me, and always has been. i really, really hope that after im gone, you guys will please listen to the nothing is real albums. if all my music was deleted except for those albums i would be fine with that, its what represents what i want to say in this life above all.

spotify link

she became my atlas

download/support: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xix
1. come home as someone new 
2. i'm not crying 
3. what's left of me 
4. i've no answer why 
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friends, i have disabled monetization on this so you do not get ads while listening. if you wish to support me, consider doing so on my bandcamp. this album will be on spotify in a few weeks, i was just very excited to share with you all here. i hope you will enjoy. i have started to write nothing is real, part 20. i will do my best to make it the best one yet. thank you for listening <3

nothing is real, part XIX

free download

stream / download: https://vultu.fanlink.tv/leftbehind

follow me:

spotify: https://spoti.fi/3UqgwMt
instagram: https://bit.ly/3UmAZBR

left behind

Instrumentals, cover art, lyrics, vocals, produced, mixed & mastered by Lea Cammarata. All rights reserved. 

Lyrics:

When I saw your picture on the wall
fallen-in face
I wished for time to slow its pace
and sight to cease

but it falls upon deaf ears
I fear and I

I'm just afraid that this is the way
it's going to be

Hold on for me
hold onto me

I need an antidote for grief.

Hey there, I'm Lea, 23, she/they. 🇩🇪
I do everything I post myself unless stated otherwise. More tunes otw

I need an antidote for grief.

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