Ambivalent

This song is about social anxiety and the feeling on everyone watching you 

Intro:

It’s like knowing the unknown
I just want to feel at home 
I feel hatred on this pavement 
Are you my secret 

Verse:

I cant go a day I feel harassed
In reality I’d be the last 
I just wish today would be the past 
I just wish today would be the past  
Sometimes I feel like the only one 
That really knows the feeling it sounds dumb
Thinking about the things that I have done
I hope you know this pressure ways a ton 

Pre chorus:

I feel so blind 
I feel defied 
I cant decide 
Am I alive 

Chorus: 

It’s like knowing the unknown
I just want to feel at home 
I feel hatred on this pavement 
Are you my secret agent 
It’s like one too many cameras
And you feel nothing like glamorous 
I feel hatred on this pavement 
My secret agent 

Verse 2:

It’s like knowing your in danger 
And there’s no one that can save you
I feel hatred from a stranger 
Are you my 
Tell me why I feel not real today 
Tell me why my head feels dread today 
Tell me why I’m so paranoid 
I’ll just try my best to avoid 
You 
Tell me I’m not you  
I’m not sorry I don’t see your point of view 
That’s the problem
I’m the problem
Cause too often 
Your the problem 

Chorus:

It’s like knowing the unknown
I just want to feel at home 
I feel hatred on this pavement 
Are you my secret agent 
It’s like one too many cameras
And you feel nothing like glamorous 
I feel hatred on this pavement 
My secret agent 
My 
Secret agent 
My 
Secret agent

Secret Agent

You'll come out worse
Know you think the reverse
Gave in to greed
Now everyone will bleed
Don't make us plead
To stop this awful deed
We will not plead
No we will not plead

Mass destruction
Caused by instruction

We're at war
And I can't find the cure
I ensure you
That the worlds not yours
We're at war
And I can't find the cure
I ensure you
That the worlds not yours

The enemy
Has zero sympathy
One day you'll see
How wrong this is you'll see
This felony
Will have no penalty
The penalty
Isn't for deputy's

Mass destruction
Caused by instruction

We're at war
And I can't find the cure
I ensure you
That the worlds not yours
We're at war
And I can't find the cure
I ensure you
That the worlds not yours

Yeah
Blegh
C'mon
Yeah

We're at war
And I can't find the cure
I ensure you
That the worlds not yours
We're at war
And I can't find the cure
I ensure you
That the worlds not yours

War (F**k Capitalism)

Go

Hear me now
Please allow 
Me to introduce
Look around
Feel the ground
And wait for abuse
Dragged from hell
Say farewell
We all come in twos
All is well?
Please do tell 
‘Cause we all need a noose

The way to heaven 
Is through fictions eyes
And not to mention 
But the priests do lie 

Please just let me be
Or you’ll say goodbye to me
I’m so sick of redundancy 
Don’t have to agree
But take one look and you’ll see
I do not want your company
Don’t know what you feel
But that doesn’t make it real
Just a scheme to make more money
Indirectly steal
Your delusion is ideal  
These tricks are so fucking ugly 

The way to heaven 
Is through fictions eyes
And not to mention 
But the priests do lie 
Yeah

The way to heaven 
Is through fictions eyes
And not to mention 
But the priests do lie

Heaven Is A Fairytale Written By Satan Himself

Watch you suffer
Makes you tougher
I don’t make the rules
Way down under 
There’s a nutter 
Waiting with his ghouls
You’re a number & i can’t help you see
‘Cause you are but a victim 
Just like me

Yeah

Don’t I know
The truth comes out 
Though change is slow 
You’ll see no doubt
‘Cause I’m hanging my own hearse
No you can’t kill me
But in all due time 
You’ll all see the foreseen

Oh I wish
You would tell me otherwise you bitch
Think that you can justify the glitch
Wont listen to lullabies of
Lies
See through souls 
You’re full of holes 
For everyone to view
This is war 
Please lock the doors
We may be getting through
You’re a number & i can’t help you see
‘Cause you are but a victim 
Just like me 

So fucking save yourself
Yeah

Don’t I know
The truth comes out 
Though change is slow 
You’ll see no doubt
‘Cause I’m hanging my own hearse
No you can’t kill me
But in all due time 
You’ll all see the foreseen

What a 
Death

Don’t I know
The truth comes out 
Though change is slow 
You’ll see no doubt
‘Cause I’m hanging my own hearse
No you can’t kill me
But in all due time 
You’ll all see the foreseen

A Fish Rots From The Head Down

Scream hell from the rooftops
Make them believe
Give them hope give them jobs
It’s not our problem
I wont be your saviour
Don’t owe you shit
I’m only the man you seek for help
Just get over it 
Just get over it 

Don’t panic
Don’t panic 

Spreading lies to all the kids
Feeding fibs and horseshit myths 
Fuck
Fucks sake remain calm
Fuck sake remain calm

Fuck sake remain calm

What a day to be 
Lied to you are no longer 
Human 
Blegh

You’re no longer human
Don’t panic 
Don’t panic

Heaven Is A Fairytale Written By Satan Himself

LeadXeno