Cluster of random songs_part2

every song i have ever liked // april 2018 - current

big mix_part5

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Raining at 2pm

Angst

Winter

February

Vague003 – Drowning

IG : @maybehinshi & @sewerperson

lyrics : 

I itch all night until I get my fix
Plenty people die but not everybody lives

Cuddled up in worried silence
The night above bathes is in violet
Where were u to grant me guidance
With no one here I’m walking blinded
My knuckles bleed and my cheeks burn red
The blood drips down while I Bandage my head
I knew enough but its just so fun to guess
This consequence embeds in my chest
Her heaven just feels like a prison to me
But prisoner then I will be
And I happily comply when she asks it of me
Cause that’s what she loves most
Poison thru the door is replacing my feed
For once just ask me what I would want and ill tell u its love to receive from you
Love to receive from you

And I would die tomorrow if u promised me it could save ur life
Wipe all that sorrow off of ur face im here to hold u tight

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

As time pass, I give up on our love (our love)
And I can't get your face out off (my head)
And I'm wondering if you ever loved me
I'm sinking, you're all that I need

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

love from you (feat. Sewerperson)

MEMORY_FRACTURE

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lyrics:

[verse 1]
Started hating myself
I've been going through hell
I'm a terrible person
Is all of this worth it?
I'm headed back to my cell
Started hating myself
Make sure no one can tell
Forgot when I kissed you
That you're not the issue
I hope that you're doing well
Started hating myself
Missed a call on my cell
Or maybe a hundred
Lose track when confronted
I can't stop hating myself

Um
Fuck it I guess

[interlude]
Hey, hun
Oh hey what's going on
I was just about to call you
Just calling to let you know that I'm um
Uh I'm sorry you're like breaking up
I can't really tell what you're saying
Breaking up with you
Oh you're breaking up with me
Thanks!

[chorus 1]
Well that's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
I thought that it would heal me but I guess that's just
My mind again
This time you win
It's alright
Already over you anyway

[verse 2]
Already over it now
No time for thinking about
The shit that occupies your time 'cause you ain't coming around again
I won't be missing you now or then 'cause
I'm way too fuckin busy I've been
Coming up I know that you hate it
Got me fucked up
Yeah your heart is serrated
I fell in love and you fell in hatred
Stop calling my line
I'm wasting your time
Forget it

[chorus 2]
Well that's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
I thought that it would heal me but I guess that's just
My mind again
This time you win
It's alright
Already over you anyway
Well that's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
I thought that it would heal me but I guess that's just
My mind again
This time you win
It's alright
Already over you anyway

[outro]
That's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
That's fine
'Cause I don't need your love

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running on empty
i waited years in a past life
running out of rope and the waters high
i drowned for you and i didnt regret it
dont text me back in the afterlife
needed the time i didnt realise
i had it along, cant take my own advice
conflated filling the gaps for love

and its obvious
that im caved in and breaking up
but i know its good
i know its good
though its over now
in my dreams you call me back
but i hope you dont
i hope you dont

i hope youre gone and lost in better days
i been watching the time, how it erodes away
thinking bout how the last years feel like yesterdays
how did i lose grip on it?
honest
been falling through nightmares lightyears away
doing my best to keep those thoughts at bay
finding my highlights in the loudest places
and strangers faces 
getting caught up in the race of it

walking through the clearing crowd
if we took our chances
but we exchanged glances
call it in the moment
walking down the roads that i grew up on
falling out of habits
stopped bleeding for empathy’s sake

and its obvious
that im caved in and breaking up
but i know its good
i know its good
though its over now
in my dreams you call me back
but i hope you dont
i hope you dont

cos i dont need you to tell me

that its ok im going
im searching
for what i am now
ill find you if its urgent
or if im hurting
more than i am now
and well come back here some day
and laugh about it
memories that dont know
how it felt like i was burning
while you werent watching
took everything i loved
now nowhere feels like home
nowhere feels like home

been a long life
still got mad time
took a wrong right
on it last time
through the long night
made it out alright
told my brother hold tight
sometimes i can feel it
sometimes i still
sometimes i feel
some times

Call Me Back

Make It Through Fall

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setraline - zack teale

Saturn Complete(all songs and features)

less intro

In Tongues

Demons

Will He

Musical Transmute

History Maker 2021

All The Toppings

Aesthetic? (More Like Ass-Pathetic)

200 KM/H In The Wrong Lane

All The Things She Said

Gustav Ahr's Album

worlds away (prod. horse head)

http://lilpeep.com

ulykea
bebravitaliknikol

the song they played [when i crashed into the wall] w/ lil tracy (prod. smokeasac)

composed & performed by aidan peterson
photograph courtesy of https://tokyo-fashion.tumblr.com

all rights reserved 2016 © instupendo

Comfort Chain

stream/download

comfort chain

Same Kind Of Different

Adore

Marika Hackman - Skin

Burden is a song I wrote to express my own experience with depression. While it's never been major (as the lyrics say, "I still make it in to work"), it does have a way of tainting every experience I have; it sucks away my motivation, pulls me out of relationships, and convinces me that who I am at my lowest is who I really am. This song exists to remind me that the person I'm describing in the lyrics, while being a part of my story, is not representative of who I know I can be.
lyrics
Come back to me 
I've fallen yet again 
And I'm scared and I'll pretend 
To be better than I am 

So I need you here to tell me 
That I'm lying and I'm wrong 
That I don't need to feel strong 
That I know this won't last long 

But in the meantime have I eaten 
Have I showered yet today? 
You don't need to fix the problem 
But just promise me you'll stay 

But I don't want to 
Be a burden to you 
So if you don't want to 
You don't have to 

And I feel guilty when I speak of 
my own modest brand of hurt 
I've seen friends who've gone through worse 
I still make it in to work 

It's just really not my season 
This stuff comes and then it goes 
I just need someone who knows 
I just need somebody close 

But I don't want to 
Be a burden to you 
So if you don't want to 
You don't have to 

And I hear you when you tell me 
That you know this isn't me 
It's just harder to believe 
When I'm hurting and I'm weak 

But if I push the world away 
I hope that you're the one who's left 
It's with you I feel my best 
It's with you I find my rest 

But I don't want to 
Be a burden to you 
So if you don't want to 
You don't have to

Burden

lyrics

I LOOK DOWN DEEP INSIDE NO I DONT LIKE MY MIND
NO I DONT NEED TO CRY WHEN I CAN SEE YOUR EYES
ANYTIME I GO I END UP CRAWLING BACK
EVERYTIME YOU SHOW ME LOVE I FEEL IN TACT 
THERES NOTHING YOU COULD EVER DO TO CHANGE HOW I SEE YOU
THERES NOTHING I HAVE LEFT TO PROVE I BLOWN IT TIME AND TIME AGAIN
THERES NOTHING I COULD EVER DO TO CHANGE THE FACT I NEED YOU
THERES SOMETHING I HAVE YET TO DO IS SOMETHING ILL NEVER NEED TO
ALL I WANT ALL I WANT ALL I WANT IS YOU

breathingexercise

surrenderdorothy - rougharoundtheedges

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

YEAH RIGHT

BALLADS 1

SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK

UnderTheWillowTree

Bones - (BONUS) AsIRovedOut

Nectar

Sanctuary

All For Us

All For Us (from the HBO Original Series Euphoria)

Euphoria (Original Score from the HBO Series)

When I R.I.P.

WTF Are We Talking For

Become The Warm Jets

Become the Warm Jets

Snakes

HOMESICK

FRIENDS

Who Are You?

Everything

Scotland, I Wish You Had Stayed.

I Exist I Exist I Exist

Warm You (with Mandaworld)

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