Alone Forever Probably

Closure

"Do You Wanna Be Friends?"

Forward / Slash

Google Translate / poppies

happy For you / Method Acting

TN / i always knew

I think I knew it right when I called my mom after our third date, she said I looked disgustingly smitten, I joked that I would marry you someday
I think I knew it right when my dad discreetly mouthed, “I love him”
from across the room, that I did too

I can’t imagine getting old but I hope I get to be with you, they’re right you really do know when you know and if he wanted to he would
I used to think I knew what it was, how it felt, how it smelled, what it looked like
now I know I’ve never been in love, before you it was never meant to be mine
cuz you’re the right person so it’s the right time

I think I knew it right when you took me to your best friends bands gig
you made public displays of affection even though it was the first time I met your friends
I think I knew it right when we got drunk at my family’s thanksgiving 
I was talking shit, and politics, and you still told me I looked pretty

I can’t imagine getting old but I hope I get to be with you, they’re right you really do know when you know and if he wanted to he would
I used to think I knew what it was, how it felt, how it smelled, what it looked like
now I know I’ve never been in love, before you it was never meant to be mine
cuz you’re the right person so it’s the right time

I spent way too many years thinking that love had passed me by, I spent way too many nights crying and asking myself why
what about me can I change, what about me don’t you like, what about me isn’t enough, what about me isn’t right
just to meet the boy who swallowed the sun in real life, just to be at exactly the right place at exactly the right time

the right time

I can’t imagine getting old but I hope I get to be with you, they’re right you really do know when you know and if he wanted to he would
I used to think I knew what it was, how it felt, how it smelled, what it looked like
now I know I’ve never been in love, before you it was never meant to be mine
cuz you’re the right person so it’s the right time

Public Displays of Affection

Right Person, Right Time

I waited ‘til third date to bring you up, it’s never a good time to discuss 
the ghost of relationships’ past but
I told him your name (and how you just didn’t like me that much)
and with baited breath braced for impact but he stayed right where he was

he’s made friends with the skeletons in my closet, the elephants in my room
he makes it a little bit easier to be haunted by you

now that it’s over I’m glad that it is, now that you’re gone I’m glad that you went
because losing you confirmed sometimes breakups are blessings in disguise
losing you only helped me find, the love of my life

I waited ‘til the third month but he beat me to it, started saying ‘I love you’ at every chance that we could get
and it felt so good that I got down right suspicious, cuz I’ve waited my whole life to be loved like this

oh, he’s made friends with the skeletons in my closet, the elephants in my room
he makes it a little bit easier to be haunted by you

now that it’s over I’m glad that it is, now that you’re gone I’m glad that you went
because losing you confirmed sometimes breakups are blessings in disguise
losing you only helped me find, the love of my…

I used to think that you were it, and that when you left I’d never love again
just for me to meet the right person at the right time, the reincarnated love of my life

he’s made friends with my friends, my parents love him
thought I’d never love anyone like I loved you, until I did

so, now that it’s over I’m glad that it is, now that you’re gone I’m glad that you went
because losing you confirmed sometimes breakups are blessings in disguise
losing you only helped me find, the love of my life

Love of My Life

my heart won’t stop racing,my chest is too tight, can’t feel my fingers, can’t sleep at night
is this what it feels like to lose the love of your life?
I cut my hair and I got a dog, asked my therapist and I asked my mom
when you lose the love of your life, how do you go on?

cuz I won’t fall out until I fall back in, love is karmic, yeah, it works through reincarnation
and I won’t get out what I don’t put in, love is karmic, yeah, it works through reincarnation

been spending a lot more time with my friends, I love them so much how did I forget? 
I’m okay with losing you, if I’ve still got them
been spending a lot more time on my own, going on trips and going back home
realizing I felt the same with you as I do alone

but I won’t fall out until I fall back in, love is karmic, yeah, it works through reincarnation
and I won’t get out what I don’t put in, love is karmic, yeah, it works through reincarnation

I hold on to missing you because it’s all I have left of this
oh, I hold on to missing you because I don’t remember who I am without you
without us
without it

but I won’t fall out until I fall back in, love is karmic, yeah, it works through reincarnation
and I’ve found out that I’ll find it again, love is karmic, yeah, it works through reincarnation

reincarnation
reincarnation

Reincarnation

I’m not one for domesticity, yeah I’m pretty sure I don’t wanna get married
but if you told me you did… if you wanted a life with a wife and a kid

I’d paint the picket fence white, put it up myself 
say “I can do it alone”, you’ll tell me “you know”
but you’ll still help and that’s exactly why you’ll make the perfect husband
and I’ll say I love you, in front of God and the Government

you know that if you asked, I’d take out my lip ring, yeah I’d remove my tats, be your American Dream
and I’d make you a dad, not right now but someday, and when we have that brat I’ll be the head their PTA

I’ll paint the picket fence white, put it up myself 
say “I can do it alone”, you’ll tell me “you know”
but you’ll still help and that’s exactly why you’ll make the perfect husband
and I’ll say I love you, in front of God and the Government

I take you to be my lawfully wedded husband, for tax purposes and/or true love, ‘til death does us part or we break up. Amen. 

happy wife, happy life, I could be happy with you
so if you’re thinkin’ marriage might be something you wanna do
let’s go! right now! I’ll meet you at the courthouse
and if you’re hearing this, then here’s my vows:

I’ll paint the picket fence
I’ll paint the picket fence
I’ll paint the picket fence
I’ll paint the picket fence

I’ll paint the picket fence white, put it up myself 
say “I can do it alone”, you’ll tell me “you know”
but you’ll still help and that’s exactly why you’ll make the perfect husband
and I’ll say I love you,  and I’ll say that I do, and I’ll say I love you
in front of God and the Government

God and the Government

Good Grief

Special

Hey! My name is Leanna Firestone! It's kind of unbelievable that I'm writing a bio for myself right now; I don't really feel important enough to need one. But- in case I am to you, Here's some information about me: I'm freshly 20, I'm a recent college dropout, and I write and sing songs.   In 2020, the worst year of everyone's collective consciousness, I started making TikToks. At first, I was just talking about anime... but eventually I started singing, which is my passion, end game, and dream job. (I know, the lamest origin story ever.) But from these TikToks, I started to release music and things inevitably snowballed and people started to really care about me and my music. Because of this support, I was able to live my dream. My greatest musical achievements to date are: my song Strawberry Mentos reaching 5M streams, Least Favorite Only Child reaching 4M streams, my EP, "Y/N" peaking at #8 on the US singer-songwriter iTunes Charts, having a song of mine play while two people made out during an episode of Love Island UK, and getting 2nd place in my 8th grade talent show with my song "Stars".   Most notably though, I put out my debut EP "Y/N" (pronounced Your Name) and launched my first round of merchandise. And next on the horizon is a debut album, coming in 2022.

Love of My Life

Leanna Firestone

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