https://idaidaida.bandcamp.com/album/idaidaida

THE LATEST ADVANCEMENT
IN DEER MUSIC TECHNOLOGY

borkycore (w/ kaj strife)

deniAl [daniels gone]

"don't talk to me" from my 2023 EP "i don't think you understand what i mean"
f**k r*n d*s4nt*s all my homies hate r*n d*s4nt*s

i don't think you understand what i mean

don't talk to me

shout out @vemaol
lyrics:
[Learke]
You really wanna tell me how to feel
I can't take any more
Lost my mind once before
And I'm trapped in silence

You- you really wanna
You- you really wanna
You- you really wanna
You- you really wanna

Tell me how to feel
I can't take any more
Lost my mind once before
And I'm trapped in silence
And I'm trapped in silence
Break my brain for science
Tooth my neck, increase sin
Fuck me up, you got to

You really wanna tell me how to feel
I can't take any more
Lost my mind once before
And I'm trapped in silence

[vemaol]
Can't trust no fake ass friends thats on the gang 
Yo music so basic, we ain’t playing yo tape 
H-He keep playing with my top, we gon have to catch a fade 
I got yo furry bitch on my bed, she tryna get laid 
(Huh)
Me and my ****** with a extended clip
She only fuck with me cus I’m a champ 
My bitch too damn weird she on fours 
I got big ass shooters, they built like Larry

[Learke]
"You really wanna tell me"
Nothing real
What do you want bitch what do you feel?
How much you gotta pretend it was real
You were fake from the start yeah it's not a reveal
Yeah you're lost on me
Nothing that you ever did was nice to me
Everything you ever did exhausted me and I'm done pretending you wanted me
Telling lies on my name
I'm keeping your secrets you want to the grave
Get out of line you keep misbehaving
Nothing I ever did was worth saving
Cause you got in my head
So paranoid that I'll end up dead
So don't talk to me, don't text or call keep blocking me

I'm doing so much better now
I got everything sorted out
You wanna get to me I don't know how
I got a wife and a loving house

Break my brain (ft. vemaol)

```i live to see the look in ur eyes
when u made the mistake, stagnant waters align
i feel my heart crush and tar into brine
so one could conclude this concoction is mine

I'M ONE WITH MY OWN INTENTIONS
WHEN I SAY I CANT MOVE MY BODY
I WON'T LOOK AT MY OWN REFLECTION
BUT I CAN LOOK INTO THE MIRROR JUST PERFECTLY

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

i live to see your deep loving smile.
i live to see us around the table.
i live to see us travel the world.
i live to hold our souls together.
i live to cherish every moment
i live to figure out each sentence
i live to love each passing day
ii wish id never ran away

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[%

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

stitch the memories together
to match my unsteady heartbeat
well loved plushie made of
pieces of reality

i control my breathing
im sedated situationally
rhythmic power flowing
thru my expressive embroidery

now crush my heart
with the tightness of your love now
get the river flowing
so the water makes a crashing sound
open up the windows
there's an ocean circulating around
broke the water cycle
but the memories come flooding out

crush. my. heart.
[insane instrumental breakdown]!!!!!11!!!1

2. stagnant waters

```I NEED THAT
panting like a dog
drooling like a maniac
I NEED THAT
clawing on my walls
mewing for it back

i need you more than words can quantify
fossilized my human life
drugs fucked up my state of mind
now is my personality a lie???

killed my brain, it's void of all purpose
self reflection ain't no subscattered surface
when do you gotta realize it's worthless
kill my ego so i cannot get nervous

i literally killed my brain
i literally killed my brain so bad
i hated myself too much
but that hate is love
now im breaking all the walls of that

forgive me ive had enough to think abt
resent me til every bit of me comes out
forget me im trying not to make a sound
but youll find me the moment i speak it out loud

kill me slowly
what do i do?
i wanna leave my body
exit me soon
so can ya

[so kill me, so kill me slowly]]]

killing me slowly youre like a demon
eating my soul for stimulation
breathing me in then choking bleeding
breath me out in the wrong direction

i need that badly, the pure sensation
praying that you don't steal my consience
reset reality can't forget it
desperation for no dependance!!!!!!
```

3. I NEED THAT

```i wanna go crazy for ya
wanna be amazed
losing all my brain cells for ya

bumpin tails with her at the furry rave
every direction feelin all the waves
making its all love a reality
makes me want to live out another day

i dont wanna die yet
cuz i havent felt ur fur on my skin enough
shake the room hypnotic
til the floor caves in

furries down under the stars and the moon
yea its a party when im feelin u
dont want this moment to end
i'm furry furever u know that its true!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont wanna die yet,
i just wanna feel ur fur on my paws again
i wanna stay right there
til the day im dead

im loving my girl and im loving my friends
im loving the world and its feeling intense
i feel like im finally loving again <333

i feel like im goin crazy for ya
melting all my brain cells for ya
feeling so amazing for ya!!
bumping tails with me silly everyday
wanna be surrounded every way
making this new love a reality
makes me so estatic and so amazed!!


[dont want this moment to end,
love comes from every direction
estatic feelings and waves
radiate through my existence
im eternally love
i dont need much assistence
i just feel everything
throughout all of my senses
it's all love!

:333333333 :3```

8. bumpin tails

```It's dire, a fire, residing
No choice but to choose on deciding
What's right for me what i can achieve
Who i can be

Designed to fight and recede
Can this dogcat dare to dream
don't you see the light in the
wishes falling from the trees

Cause i'm not forward when i'm speaking to you
Too many variables
So i'll be backing it up on W
You'll know exactly all the words i mean
in your dreams
When we're awake now we'll be alright
in the brightest days in the darkest nights
spacetime oh it's looking fantastic
We can invent a new direction!!!!!
Direction
Direction ,
direction .:3```

9. w

SWITZERR AND KITT [ VOCAL CHOPED ]
I LOVE THE NEW ME
IM SO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE
THE WAY I STIM
THE WAY I TALK 
ITS ALL MY OWN
AND EVEN IF I GOT ALOT OF MY STIMS
FROM OTHER PEOPLE
ITS A SIGN OF LOVE
ITS A SIGN OF LOVE

SWITZERR
I LOVE THE NEW ME
IM SO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE
THE WAY I STIM
THE WAY I TALK 
ITS ALL MY OWN
AND EVEN IF I GOT ALOT OF MY STIMS
FROM OTHER PEOPLE
ITS A SIGN OF LOVE
ITS A SIGN OF LOVE

SWITZERR
I LOVE MYSELF

KITT 
MORE THAN ANYONE 

NO NEED TO TELL ME HOW TO FIT IN 
I AM THE UNIVERSE

I LOVE MYSELF

SWITZERR
MORE THAN ANYONE

NO NEED TO TELL ME HOW I FIT IN 
I AM THE UNIVERSE

I CAME SO FAR
ILL BE SPREADING MY WINGS
YOUR MY RIDE OR DIE

KITT AND SWITZERR
FOREVER

MY SOUL LIVES ON FORVER!

KITT
I CAME SO FAR
ILL BE SPREADING MY WINGS
YOUR MY RIDE OR DIE

KITT AND SWITZERR
FOREVER

MY SOUL LIVES ON FORVER!

11. I LOVE THE NEW ME [ RR ]

CW: suggestive lyrics
this will be on streaming services too later lol ju s wait if u wanr...

i'm sick of the pressure
Put me on the spot like a chess clock
Rational decisions got my heart in a headlock
Loving you is easy but my heart is a wristwatch
ticking so unsteadily til part of it's overclocked

i need an adventure, wanna explore ur mind and ur body
your physical space, and to be physically wanted
i spent all my life paintin g m y heart on a bright screen
take me off the canvas, cause i'm sick of perceiving

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

i think im converging
when you think of me it's burning
watch out when u think ur playing
loving me is just a board game

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

CONVERGING
MANUFACTURED EVOLUTION
ILL FEEL YOU THROUGH EVERY
FRACTION
LIVING SOLELY THRU COMPERSION

I THINK IM CONVERGING
WHEN U THINK OF ME ITS BURNING
WATCH OUT WHEN U THINK UR PLAYING
CUZ LOVING ME IS JUST A BOARD GAME

BOARD GAME

i dont really like your energy
your vibe forms error screens for me
ill drag you thru the dust 
YOULL FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT US
i wont be here
cause im not your auxiliary
or a perfect source of energy
youve lost all your humanity
[ your a monster ]

i wanna know 
i wanna know
why you chose to follow me
you didnt even know me 
im just the furry on your screen
you think you can be me
just a stupid perfect copy
you wont find out what im made of
youll never know my recipe

i dont really like your energy
your vibe forms error screens for me
ill drag you thru the dust 
YOULL FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT US
i wont be here
cause im not your auxiliary
or a perfect source of energy
youve lost all your humanity
[ your a monster ]

1, research

every thing youve made
i wanna know how your so great

2, Yearn
i want to be you, so ill do whatever it takes

3, frame by wound

OH IT FEELS SO GREAT
TO HEAR YOU FINALLY KNOW MY NAME

4, parasociality

WE’LL BE MARRIED SOME DAY
WE’LL BE MARRIED SOME DAY

5, impersonate 

PLUG YOU UP FOR RESEARCH
I KNOW YOU WANNA BE HER
ILL BE YOUR COPY BABE
WE’LL BE BEST FRIENDS
TOGETHER TILL THE END
KILLING EVERYONE WHO GETS IN OUR WAY

X2

HOW TO BE ME

NEW ALBUM "tired brain analysis" OUT NOW
21 year old producer, singer and songwriter from Queensland, Australia. Often described as "an experimental pop artist who is not afraid to embrace abrasive synths and filthy drums".

don't talk to me

learke