день закончен
моя жизнь почти тоже
я давлю из себя я давлю эти слоги
мне так сложно видеть себя
в этих зеркалах в этих зеркалах 
в этих зеркалах в этих зеркалах 

я хочу уйти и забыть себя
свою слабость и творческий порыв
в моей голове уже давно остыл
в моей голове уже все в пыли
в моей голове нет места для любви 
в моей голове поселились пауки

я хочу уйти и больше не сtрадать
слишком безнадежен и очень глуп 
что такое этот ваш талант
у меня его нет у меня его нет  
я обычная серость среди высоких стен

я отношусь к себе слишком критично, чувствую к себе тонну негатива, неуверенность, настолько слаб что стыдно, пиздец. ненавижу себя. 

выговорился

According to Wikipedia, "Helpless" is a 1970 song written and recorded by Neil Young.  As a boy, he contracted polio and I read where it still affects his walk today.  It was also recorded by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young in a later year.  I did this karaoke track rendition at Champions' Sports Bar and Grill in Richmond KY on 12/3/2025.  Thank you for listening.

Helpless (Champions 12032025)

Jumped at suggestion from $ad for some vocal flow lines through my lost in space guitar. Thanks so much for yr inspired musings, $ad : )

Check out his amazing work here: https://soundcloud.com/avercoffee

music & mix - learningtoplay
lyrics and vocals - $ad

out there . . somewhere (ltp + $ad)

Written by Uwe Lauterbach
Uwe, Voc. Mandolin
Tim, Perc.

BABY

Music by Mike Brosco
Photo by Suzanne Rinehart

Bridge

Of Those That Were There, Few Will Ever Forget

Uploaded with AudioShare app - http://kymatica.com/audioshare

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Collaboration September 2020
spinthedrum - Drums  soundcloud.com/spinthedrum
ANSOUND - Guitar/Electronics

spinthedrum & ANSOUND - PINS AND FRAGMENTS

01Nov20

From my lastest Bandcamp album ' Strexagos'
https://bosonspin.bandcamp.com/album/strexagos

:D

Boson Spin - Gradvaria

Sometimes we can drink.. and sometimes we can watch Lana Del Rey.
But sometimes we can feel the vibrations of psychedelic music..
as we can think..

Non-quality piece of Improvisation

Decendants

Much of my music is FREE TO DOWNLOAD.
Love this space, wherever it is, and the amazing sounds of humanity. Happy to mix my music with yours, if you have an idea or no idea : ) -- if you would like to remix, remake, redeem any part of anything here, let me know.   ~ 

These are the wonderful musicians I've been lucky enough to work with so far on SC:

MOON DUST - https://soundcloud.com/petri-kiviniemi
Oorlab - https://soundcloud.com/oorlab
Kamikami - https://soundcloud.com/kamikami-sc
Spökpappa (The Ghostfather)- @user-805491886
Cycle of Hands - https://soundcloud.com/cycleofhands
Wane of Summer - https://soundcloud.com/wane-of-summer/tracks
Ami Dreamer - https://soundcloud.com/ami_dreamer
Bonetender - https://soundcloud.com/bonetender
Shrowd ($ad)- https://soundcloud.com/avercoffee
Terry Wigmore - https://soundcloud.com/user-536194718
JBeAt {to my own drum} - https://soundcloud.com/jbeattomyowndrumindiepop
joerxworx - https://soundcloud.com/joerxworx
Koma Gaeshi - https://soundcloud.com/koma-gaeshi
letterfounder - https://letterfounder.bandcamp.com
Dean Massicotte - https://soundcloud.com/deanmassicotte
..dusboblaze.. - https://soundcloud.com/user-430072946
Don't kill butterflies - https://soundcloud.com/dontkillbutterflies
Arma Ignifera - https://soundcloud.com/herronsound
Nicholas Ridiculous - https://soundcloud.com/nickrdavies
Rhiannon's Liquid Soul - https://soundcloud.com/bre-cabin
MingMonk - https://soundcloud.com/mingmonk
ŞöļäçėŠțřëęț - @solacestreet
arse-myth - https://soundcloud.com/arse-myth
mannu - https://soundcloud.com/the-mannu