wow i really like this.. & noizz always kills it with the prod 🔥🖤

not at all (p. dxnnyfxntom x scizzie)

(hook)
sometimes I don't want no mentions
sometimes I just want validation
you can't comprehend my thinking
it's best you leave me here, I'm fading
in the deep end
trouble sleeping
i guess this is the path that's "clear"
i made my bed so I'll just lie here (X2)

(verse 1)
is it worth working for something that isn't guaranteed
if i called it quits will my mind finally be at ease
so many nights where i thought i couldn't do it
no more
this passion is a curse and I don't know how much I can endure

it's like I'm walking on broken glass
i'm bleeding out slowly
if I fuck up a minor task
my brain will just show me,
call me a good for nothing loser
who gets in his own way maybe later, maybe sooner

(hook)
sometimes I don't want no mentions
sometimes I just want validation
you can't comprehend my thinking
it's best you leave me here, I'm fading
in the deep end
trouble sleeping
i guess this is the path that's "clear"
i made my bed so I'll just lie here (X2)


made my bed [validation pt 2]  (saint mike)

lyrics <3



(verse 1)
i runaway and hide
cooped up in my bed all day it might be my demise
these hoes don't rly care bout me we talk cuz im online.
nothing feels real it's like i built myself on lies.

i can't even say all the things i'm thinking.
im wearing a cape but I'm never worth saving
another dead friend, yea i cant fucking stand it
another resolve that I'll end up replacing

i'm just so alone im so sick of it
the only time i feel okay is when im on a substance

(hook)
i don't feel alive (x2)
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive

(verse 2)
talking to you only helps
and honestly ion think that's good for my health
and honestly ion wanna put you thru hell
if i hurt you I'll prolly end up hurting myself


so watch me self destruct today
get rid of all your memories
of all the times you spent with me
and wash away what's left of me

(hook)
i don't feel alive (x4)
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive
i don't feel alive


I DON'T FEEL ALIVE (+NOIZZ)

Over

Phantom

[track 3]

this one was a bit interesting to make. inspired by ramzoid's "off the map" this song was not supposed to be on the EP and started out as a beat i wanted to send to an artist called okayracer. but for some reason i decided to record some vocals and actually liked it a lot. it felt experimental in the beginning but was definitely missing something. that was where i added the beat switch towards the end.

while there was no specific direction into making this song, i wanted it to be dark and a bit crazy. with that being said, a few toxic lines here and there were perfect for the song even though my ex probably won't appreciate it lol. sorry dude :/

prod. erick

I DON'T FEEL ALIVE (+NOIZZ)

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