i wanna... end the stupidity on christmas

if you told me that i would be
alone again on christmas eve
i'd probably say "well that's okay"
cuz every year's the fucking same

what the hell did i do last winter?
it's always the same ass tradition

have you seen how my ribs show?
my diet's been a shitshow
and my family's on my ass
but i'll give them all a pass
cuz they're right, i know


what the hell did i do last winter?
it's always the same ass tradition
(too much drink to just stop and think)
"what the hell did i do last winter?"
(i avoid cause there's just no point)
it's always the same ass tradition

Not A Christmas Song

u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently 

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

not a rock song about hating you

Jaydes *+:｡.｡ Gomi ₊˚ପ⊹ Searching ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡  私はより良くなるように努めます

the struggles of school and group chats
the fun parts and bad parts
-fallingleaves

i died in the group chat

my ex has a new boyfriend and he already hates me.
made this song to get it off my chest — messy feelings, lo-fi beats, and a little bit of heartbreak.
-fallingleaves

ur new boyfriend hates me

i really miss her man
too bad she's dead
-fallingleaves

old texts i can't delete

just went out with sum friends and made this
love yall
-fallingleaves

i want u back

i dont want to live anymore
-fallingleaves

nothing couldnt be worse than life

omg our lives are fucked bro
- fallingleaves

we are fucking dead lol

ive tried to kill myself 50 times, i feel like thats an achievement
-fallingleaves