12.Use Me

take a look upon the stars.
can they take you very far?

unforgiving sunset

A punk concept album about a young man shouting himself into adulthood.
Across twelve raw, confession-heavy tracks, [Album Title] follows a lad lost in self-loathing, cheap nights, and inherited chaos — dragged forward by the rough voice of his father, or his own reflection, or both. Each song rewrites a “rule” not as advice, but as a confrontation:
stand up straight, stop lying, find better friends, sort your own mess, chase meaning, let yourself fall, tell the truth, hold onto small mercies.

Musically it hits like a hybrid of spoken confession and shouted doctrine —
talk-sing verses, ferocious gang-vocal choruses, soft middle-eights where the armour cracks.
The album arcs from self-destruction to reluctant courage, ending not in triumph but in tenderness: a quiet alley, a stray cat, and a small moment of grace.

This is punk as self-repair,
a mirror held too close,
a father’s tough love echoing through the walls,
and a boy learning to grow into a man
one brutal truth at a time.

SHUT UP AND LISTEN

The Letter Black - Up From The Ashes

Lyrics:

Fallen into introversion.
Again, lost in my emotions.
I'm losing any sense of empathy
For this world I built for myself.

Take me, broken and somber, 
and face me, stare into the eyes of a shadow.
This unforgiving world that I've built for myself.

Clarity, do you even listen to the words I say?
Take a single moment to appreciate.
Your lies will never match the will of honesty.

Take me, broken and somber, 
and face me, stare into the eyes of a shadow.
This unforgiving world that I've built for myself.

Myself, broken and somber.
Take away all the lies, all the lies for who to blame, all the shame and all the vain.
Broken and somber.

Take me, broken and somber, 
and face me, stare into the eyes of a shadow.
This unforgiving world that I've built for myself.

Take me, broken and somber, 
and face me, stare into the eyes of a shadow.
This apathetic world that I've built for myself.

Myself, broken and somber. 

Shadow

Verse 1:
(Muff's Evil Maniacal Laugh)

I'm done, I quit, I swear that this is it.
Flip a coin I have a better chance of 
things going my way for once.
Not fair, unjust and sometimes not deserved

But Whooooooohooooohoooo
Cares so what 
Sorry didn’t know would you like to share your tragedy
 I could tell a few stories if you need

Chorus:

Some days it’s too hard to hold it back and
 I’m afraid of what I might do next
Damn, there's something always wrong it seems, 
What the hell happened now.
It never seems to fade 
Look now here we go again 
I’m not surprised if something could go wrong 
it will that's implied.


Verse 2:

I'm done, I quit, I swear that this is it.
Flip a coin I have a better chance of 
things going my way for once.
Not fair, unjust and sometimes not deserved

But Whooooooohooooohoooo
Cares so what 
sorry didn’t know would you like to share your tragedy
 I could tell a few stories if you need

Chorus:

Some days it’s too hard to hold it back and
 I’m afraid of what I might do next
Damn, there's something always wrong it seems, 
What the hell happened now.
It never seems to fade 
Look now here we go again 
I’m not surprised if something could go wrong 
it will that's implied.


It seems like every time it happens 
When things are at their best then their blackened and 
Maybe I'm not paying attention 
But it feels like everyday it happens
 I'm not alone 
It happens to you 
It happens to me.

Chorus:

Some days it’s too hard to hold it back and
 I’m afraid of what I might do next 
Damn, there's something always wrong it seems, 
what the hell happened now.
It never seems to fade 
Look now here we go again 
I’m not surprised if something could go wrong 
it will that's implied


Always Something

Verse 1:
Ever since I was a kid everything that I ever did, ever did never hurt a soul, at least not mine. That’s all I know, it’s not like me to give a damn. What I can’t fix the whiskey will
 

Pre Chorus:
Over and over I hear them say
 

Chorus:
That I never had a prayer, cause I threw them all away. And right now, I really could use one, I need one so bad. 

Verse 2:
Tired of this empty space, no one seems to look my way. What have I become? A worthless stain of the man I hate. But who’s to blame? It’s just not like me to give damn. Now I said my peace I could change some things but for now I drink so come drown with me.

Pre Chorus:
Pour me another Four High, Over and over I hear them say

Chorus:
That I never had a prayer, cause I threw them all away. And right now, I really could use one, I need one so bad. 

Bridge:
Need One So Bad
Need One So Bad

Pre Chorus:
Pour me another Four High
Over and over I hear them say

Chorus:
That I never had a prayer, cause I threw them all away. And right now, I really could use one, I need one so bad.
I really could
I really could 

Four High

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My Disaster Lyrics:
I was lost, but now I’m finally found
Ended up where no one could ever let me down

Giving up, giving up
Stop trying to come and rescue me
Giving up, Giving up
Cut me deep
Where I am weak and I bleed

There’s blood in the water
You’re my disaster
There’s blood in the water
I’m going under
In the undertow
I’m going down in the undertow

Chest pounding and my hands keep shaking
Heart’s beating faster
You’re my disaster
You’re so delusional
What’s it like playing the victim again?

Giving up, giving up
Stop trying to come and rescue me
Giving up, Giving up
Cut me deep
Where I am weak and I bleed

There’s blood in the water
You’re my disaster
There’s blood in the water
I’m going under
In the undertow
I’m going down in the undertow

My lungs are filling with the water
Feels like I’m always going under
Going under
Save my life, save my life

My lungs are filling with the water
Feels like I’m always going under
Going under
Save my life, save my life

There’s blood in the water
I’m going under
Getting caught in the undertow
You’re my disaster

There’s blood in the water
Giving up, Giving up
You’re my disaster
Giving up, Giving up

My Disaster

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This track is from the album Bad Luck Glory and is available for purchase on CD Baby here: http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/leavinghaven

Can't Commit

"Kenopsia" OUT NOW!!
https://projectvela.bandcamp.com/album/kenopsia

Project Vela
Buried
"Kenopsia"
© Copyright 2019

-Lyrics-
I’ve been to hell and I’m not back yet. There’s things I’ve felt I can’t forget.
I feel them grip around my neck (it’s getting tighter, oh it’s getting tighter tighter)
It’s getting tighter, oh it’s getting tight around me. And breathing’s harder. Breathing’s getting harder when the lights go out, the lights go out on me. (just so you know, oh just so you know)

[Chorus]
That the hole I’m digging now is too deep, it’s too deep
And I’m never climbing out. I’m too weak, too weak.
And I’ll be buried, I’ll be buried underneath
I’ll be buried, I’ll be buried underneath the weight of my grief

I have those tears that burn my skin. I’m giving up on getting fixed.
I’m suffocating from within (it’s getting harder, oh it’s getting harder harder)
It’s getting harder, oh it’s getting harder to see. I’m fading farther, oh I’m fading farther when the lights go out, the lights go out on me (just so you know, oh just so you know)

[Chorus]

I’ve torn my heart right off my sleeve (I will not let you find me)
I will be buried underneath (I will not let you find me)
I will not let you find me

[Chorus]

Can't Commit

Leaving Haven