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Down N Out
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Prod. K-Cook
Top Sound Studios

Down N Out (Prod. K-Cook)

Classical Beats

Flute - Lee Fitzsimmons * Marimba - Lee Fitzsimmons * Live Takamine acoustic guitars - Lee Fitzsimmons * Acoustic bass - Lee Fitzsimmons * Drums, congas, bongos, castanets, sleigh bells, triangle, shaker, finger cymbals, guiro, wind chimes, and vibraslap - Lee Fitzsimmons

This peaceful track begins with the full arrangement playing an introductory progression for the piece. The flute then enters and begins its slightly syncopated melody that ascends on a definitive repeating pattern before resolving back down to the tonic at the end. After this first part of the melody is done, the flute goes into a four note melodic pattern that beckons the invocation of the forest streams by shaping its notes into a pattern that resembles the ripples of water. After returning to the original melody again, the flute plays to the four note melodic pattern a second time in a minor key. When this part is done, the whole groove pauses and the wind chimes are heard. The entire form of the song then repeats.

Electronic Musical Wizard - Azure Forest

This is a song that some people can relate to on a daily basis lol!!!! So Enjoy!!!!

Tasty (Produced by Laykx)

Lyrics:

.28 (Chorus)
Black holes and stardust, I'm all of that as I move
Built up from nothing, so how the hell could I lose?
I'm trapped in this body but do as I choose
Think I'm the universe so hold on to the clues
 
.58 Verse 1
Sand in the grain, I am the same
Trapped in the flesh that is holdin my name
Life isn't bliss, but I would insist
Feelin that hurt is what makes it a gift
 
We are the stars and we are the glow
Born with a conscious so that we'll know
Fact that we breathe, fact that we see
Evidence of a seed that was sewn
 
The beginning of time, maybe divine
Invention, bent it - creating your mind
Maybe the empty just opened the blinds
Maybe we 'are' without a design
 
Maybe the limits only as far as gimmicks from a timid system
Know that I'm more than the sum of my parts, but its hard for me to list them
 
1.25
Strung up by infin-ite wis-dom we can't see
Everyone's hung up on things that just can't be
Some people think that what's real is what's not seen
Maybe the hard knocks in life are just bad dreams
 
1.39
Every move ever made made me to my current state
Energy inside of me is timeless so I'm never late
No need for the debate, we are destined to be great
I am everything before me so I can not go to waste
 
1.54 (Chorus 2)
 
2.22 (Verse 2)
Particles and atoms,
That evolution or Adam?
Would it even matter
If you were related to Saturn?
If your pulse came from the pulsars
Your soul was from the solar
The systems intertwined
Caused your DNA to wind
 
And the clocks just keep on tickin tickin tickin to infinity
And now you look and see you're small
And ask "Will they remember me?"
 
Options get lost in you, thoughts are a monster too
Deceivers make believers out of all of the lost and few
Are ready to accept that real perception
What I’m jotting down are learned lessons
Everybody's searching - searching for perfection
I just wanna get my slice before I'm resting 

 3:05 (Half Chorus)

STARDUST

*lyrics*

Got your bitch biting her lips

While my tongue fighting her clit

One light and I'm lit

But I'll still do a million more, see

I'm a chameleon on the floor

Camouflaged 

My ceiling is a thousand stories 

But I'm self sabotaged

With bad habits, god

So many wrong decisions 

Shit ain't adding up

Like I'm doing long division

I could be mad enough 

To give up on my strong vision 

But nah, I had enough 

Of submitting to the system 

So I'm risking 

The way I'm living 

Cuz when I die

I want them say, "he gave us wisdom"

I know I'm sly like a spy, give it my all like its do or die

I'm not the type to say im super wise

But I feel woke

Like I glued my eyes

Open 

I feel like I'm always just hoping 

For better days

Always just hoping for better days

Need a vacation 

Need to get away

Need to get away 

Need to set a goal 

Need to set a day

Get my priorities organized 

I let her get away

Now her memories immortalized

I need shed this phase

And move on

Get my groove on 

Ive been, spreading this grey poupon

For way too long

Always venting through the page

So I'll always have a new song

Damn I'm too grown

For this bullshit

You like most kids 

With your immature shit

So whether I flew or flown it

I'm still gone, bitch 

Like I'm the most lit

Focused on myself

Getting toasted

Self marketing, im taking my track and post it

I'm back I'm on my g.o.a.t shit 

So confident 

Imma crash a wedding and toast it

Oh shit

Call me cocky 

But it's better than those choppy

Waves

When ya going mute, no lips

Cuz of those rocky days 

But you just go with

The flow

Like you have no control

Like you dont even know

That your soul

Is the goal

Better feel it

Better feel it

Best when it's the realest

Putting together these intricate words 

So I can reel us, in

Trying to heal us from within 

I got a beetle on skin

I'm on this mission of retrieval, I've been

Searching for my old self

With vague ideas of this person, I need help 

But I'm too stubborn

Tryna govern

My own mind

But the kitchen cupboards

Are filled with toxins

So I'll die before I even cross in the goal line 

I'm running now

I'm running out 

Like I have no time

I gotta stop the clock

But if you ask I'll say I'm so fine

But if I'm being honest 

I gotta drop this plot

Of just trying to make a gold mine

I've been acting as a novice

But I have to know its pro time

Wealth is inside of my own mind

So I'll believe in myself

Til I have no rhymes left

Trying to get cosigned, check

Get it off my bucket list

And buckle down

Get over every hurdle

Get out my shell like a turtle 

Show myself off and go universal 

By getting through the verse well

Feel like this been my dream since my first cell

I've been cursed to hell

Cuz I ain't perfect and no person is

But that doesn't mean we cant be loved while trying to pursue it, gotta persuade yall the hate is useless

The truth is

We're all just humans

Self medicating 

Our egos are either self consuming 

Or self deprecating

I'm working through it both

But just want yall to know 

that's real dedication.. if you didnt know...

Dedication

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My Love

Unreleased

3 (Feat. JeVarian)

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FOLLOW ME AND I WILL FOLLOW BACK
i am a composer/producer/multi-instrumentalist with over 35 years of experience. I have worked with such artists as Layla Hathaway, Johnny Rodriguez, and Riders in the Sky. I received a $5,000 scholarship to Berklee College of Music in 1986 for outstanding performance on the baritone saxophone. I tested out of 12 semesters of study when I arrived at this prestigious institution.