fight or flight

The Ache of What Could’ve Been is a quiet reckoning, a reflection on lost time, missed chances, and the versions of ourselves that never had a voice. Stripped down and introspective, this track lives in the in-between: not quite broken, not quite whole.

For anyone who's ever looked back and wondered what might’ve been, this song is for you.


The Ache of What Could’ve Been

A brooding, poetic lament for justice lost and voices forgotten.
“Dark Horizons” conjures the shadowy alleys of Chancery Lane and echoes of the broken legal system through haunting lyrics and minimalist instrumentation. A meditation on guilt, memory, and buried truths, this piece unfolds like a ghost story whispered in candlelight—a voice trembling through marbled halls, seeking justice in the silence.

Step into a world where fog shrouds the truth and sorrow clings like chains. Dark Horizons is a haunting, narrative-driven ballad weaving together themes of grief, injustice, and the relentless erosion of hope. With vivid lyrical imagery—“sightless justice,” “a mother’s guilt,” and “a lover’s ghost”—this track channels the bleak poetry of Dickensian London with emotional weight and stark beauty. At its core lies the figure of Esther, a fragile light in a world of fading dreams and unburied shame. Perfect for listeners drawn to atmospheric storytelling and raw emotional depth.

Dark horizons

thats so true gracie - cover by ally salort

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With raw, unfiltered lyrics and melodies that wrap around you like summer air, Midlife Madness captures what it means to rise from the ashes—sass first. These are songs for the broken-hearted, the late bloomers, the ones who scream in cars and heal in verses.

Featuring originals like "Nobody Asked you, Sir" and "The Revolution Will Not Be Instagrammed" this is music built for those who’ve lived a little - burned a lot, and still live out loud, and sing with fire. 

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💋 Loungy vintage vibes
🔥 Lofi, indie, soul, acoustic, chill vibes, and catchy basslines.

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Lryics | He Got Hustle

he got hustle.
he got brains, he got looks he got muscle..
he got timing.
he can hit it, he don't quit it, got me vibin
he got style
he got grace, as he put it in his face, got dat smile

he got hustle.
he got brains, he got looks he got muscle, he got hustle..

he got cash,
he got credit, got that score, got me coming back for more,
he got cash

he got goals,
he got drive, got me feelin' hella live, when he slide
he got roles,
CEO in them sheets and the streets, yeah he bold

he got hustle.
he got brains, he got looks he got muscle..
he got timing.
he can hit it, he don't quit it, got me vibin
he got style
he got grace, as he put it in his face, got dat smile

he got taste,
knows the wine, knows the vibe, knows the waist
he got pace,
slow it down, then he flip it—
and he takes me by my waist

he got plans,
not just talkin’, no big mouth —he got hands

gets it done,
drops it hard, takes his time, then he lands

yea he charms,
pulls me close with that heat in his arms

he got chill,
knows the time, knows the thrill, knows the feel

he got jokes,
got the timing, got the vibe, 
got me splittin a goddamn side
he got jokes

he got hustle.
he got brains, he got looks he got muscle..
he got timing.
he can hit it, he don't quit it, got me vibin
he got style
he got grace, as he put it in his face, got dat smile


Burn It Down

He Got Hustle

les chiens danse dans les pleine

It’s tender, ethereal, and comforting — like a whispered embrace in the dark.

In the Spotlight

Little Light

Ali Gatie Meant To Be Official

Forest of Stone is a heartfelt folk ballad woven with orchestral warmth and poetic imagery. Through gentle verses and a soaring chorus, it reflects on memory, loss, and hope — walking among monuments of the past while holding onto the dream that love and souls will one day reunite. Both tender and powerful, it’s a meditation on remembrance and the passage of time.

Forest of Stone

Icaros of the Desert Sky is a ceremonial trance journey by Leeuwenstein, inspired by the ancient Shipibo healing tradition, desert mysticism, and feminine voices that guide the soul into dissolution and rebirth.
Each track is a living icaro, woven from hypnotic basslines, tribal percussion, sacred chants, and subtle Arabic influences. The music carries you into a sacred space where geometry becomes sound, where water flows into fire, and where the boundaries of the self dissolve into infinite vibration.
This album is meant for deep journeys, ceremonies with plant medicine, and trance states of inner exploration. Close your eyes, surrender to the rhythm, and let the tapestry of sound carry you beyond time.

Geometries in Motion

Leeuwenstein is the musical identity of Alex van Leeuwen, producer, songwriter, where he transforms inner journeys into immersive, ritualistic, and psychedelic soundscapes, a Dutch artist and ceremony guide who healed from PTSD through plant medicine. His music is crafted as a sacred space: a blend of shamanic tradition and electronic innovation, with tribal percussion, ambient textures, and angelic female vocals.

Leeuwenstein’s live performances and sound journeys are deeply immersive, supporting inner healing, movement, and expanded states of consciousness. Perfect for psychedelic ceremonies, truffle experiences, and conscious festivals, his albums, such as Frozen in Time, Rhythms of the Cosmos, and The Green Path, are widely used as tools for transformation.

Leeuwenstein invites his audience not just to listen, but to feel, remember, and return home to themselves.

Though rooted in healing music, Leeuwenstein occasionally ventures into political territory, crafting powerful protest songs that reflect on war, freedom, and the future of humanity.