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No more of me ( Ya no mas )

I don’t dream, I render, frame by frame.
You bring the fire; I keep the flame.

Ghost in the Glass (Pattern & Pulse)

What Do You Want From Me

I Tried So Much

(Verse 1)
You always look at me so tenderly,
As if I were the rarest gem beneath the sea.
You hold me so tight, like I could break anytime,
It makes me wonder, am I worthy of your love, babe?
But in your eyes I catch a trace,
A shadow of doubt I can’t erase.

(Pre-Chorus)
She has a name that rhymes with yours,
Her beauty opens every door.
She’s never caught with a broken face,
And I can tell you still crave her embrace.

(Chorus)
Once in a blue moon, you make me think our love is unstoppable,
But when you hear her name, the moon turns red.
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you find your way to me, or run back to her and act fool

(Verse 2)
Your gaze grows darker, colder than the snow,
Like winter nights where no flame dares to glow.
Is it the falling leaves that drag you down,
Or the ghost of her still hanging around?
’Cause in your stare I see it plain—
You’re here from need, not love, just pain.

(Pre-Chorus)
She has a name that rhymes with yours,
Her beauty opens every door.
She’s never caught with a broken face,
And I can tell you still crave her embrace.

(Chorus)
Once in a blue moon, you make me think our love is unstoppable,
But when you hear her name, the moon turns red.
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you find your way to me, or run back to her and act fool
Once in a blue moon, our love feels unstoppable (was it ever true?).
But when her name is spoken, the whole sky turns red (so red).
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you ever choose me, or let her take control?

(Bridge)
I know I’ll never be enough for you (never, never).
I can’t fill the void she carved into you (into you, into you).
But tell me straight, don’t hide, don’t blur (tell me, babe, tell me).
You can’t love me the way you love her (you caaan’t).
Oh, baby no, baby no!
What if I changed, became your type—
Would I still lose you to her every night?
Your mom says I’m better, your hands say I’m true,
So why does your heart still belong to her too?

(Chorus – outro)
Once in a blue moon, our love feels unstoppable (was it ever true?).
But when her name is spoken, the whole sky turns red (so red).
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you ever choose me, or let her take control?

Once in a blue moon

Walk Away with the Rain is a soulful and cinematic journey through love, loss, and renewal.
Blending Soul, Blues, and Ambient Trip-Hop, the album feels like standing beneath a storm — letting the rain wash away pain, guilt, and memories once too heavy to carry.

Each song unfolds like a confession whispered in the dark:
💔 “Walk Away with the Rain” — A cathartic goodbye; love turned to quiet release beneath the sound of falling rain.
⏳ “The Turning Clock” — A meditation on time, aging, and the quiet acceptance of change.
🌊 “Eternal Current” — A dreamlike love song about devotion that flows endlessly like the sea.
✨ “Don’t Forget” — A promise between souls beneath the northern lights — where love and memory never fade.
🌌 “Cosmic Promise” — A haunting reflection on parental love, control, and learning to let go.

With lush organs, cinematic guitars, and deep emotional storytelling, Walk Away with the Rain is both intimate and universal — an elegy for the past and a hymn for healing.

🎧 For those who love atmospheric blues, trip-hop soul, and the poetry of letting go.

✨ Genres: Soul, Blues, Trip-Hop, Cinematic Ambient
#WalkAwayWithTheRain #SoulBlues #TripHopSoul #CinematicMusic #HealingThroughSound #EmotionalJourney

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Wallk away in the rain

The turning clock

Aadi reposting for ya. How do ya all notice 😅Why did I delete it? Hm.. definitely the most vulnerable song I wrote ever 

Echoes of You

Day 2 drops the needle and the truth: Vinyl Dust. This is smooth, nostalgic Lo-Fi Hip-Hop / Chill R&B. The soft, reflective female vocal drifts over a slow, muted beat and warm Rhodes chords, thick with that signature vinyl crackle. Deadass, this is the sound of comfortable, quiet love when the city lights bleed orange on the wall.

Tag 2 legt die Nadel auf und liefert die Wahrheit: Vinyl Dust. Das ist geschmeidiger, nostalgischer Lo-Fi Hip-Hop / Chill R&B. Der sanfte, reflektierende weibliche Gesang gleitet über einen langsamen, gedämpften Beat und warme Rhodes-Akkorde, angereichert mit dem charakteristischen Vinyl-Knistern. Ernsthaft, das ist der Klang von komfortabler, ruhiger Liebe, wenn die Lichter der Stadt orange an der Wand bluten.

#studiowhitebird #VinylDust #LoFiHipHop #ChillRnb #AmbientIntimacy #NostalgicVibes

Vinyl Dust

Tears Behind Closed Doors is Lyra Noel revealing the emotions she hides from the world — the silent breakdowns, late-night fears, and masked pain that never gets seen. With haunting trap-R&B production and deeply personal lyrics, this album captures the raw honesty of suffering in silence.
It’s vulnerable, cathartic, and heartbreakingly real — a voice for everyone who cries when the lights are off and the world isn’t looking.

my tears tell the truth (1)

Spiritual Trust — “Divine Timing”

“Divine Timing” is a sacred reminder that everything unfolds exactly as it should. This song helps you surrender to faith, release resistance, and rest in the knowing that your soul’s plan is perfect and right on time.

 Breathe and trust — you are never behind.

Affirmations for you to say:
Everything is unfolding in perfect divine timing.
I trust the unseen forces guiding my path.
My patience creates space for miracles to bloom.
#DivineTiming #TrustTheProcess #FaithFrequency


Divine Timing (v1)

Leeuwenstein is the musical identity of Alex van Leeuwen, producer, songwriter, where he transforms inner journeys into immersive, ritualistic, and psychedelic soundscapes, a Dutch artist and ceremony guide who healed from PTSD through plant medicine. His music is crafted as a sacred space: a blend of shamanic tradition and electronic innovation, with tribal percussion, ambient textures, and angelic female vocals.

Leeuwenstein’s live performances and sound journeys are deeply immersive, supporting inner healing, movement, and expanded states of consciousness. Perfect for psychedelic ceremonies, truffle experiences, and conscious festivals, his albums, such as Frozen in Time, Rhythms of the Cosmos, and The Green Path, are widely used as tools for transformation.

Leeuwenstein invites his audience not just to listen, but to feel, remember, and return home to themselves.

Though rooted in healing music, Leeuwenstein occasionally ventures into political territory, crafting powerful protest songs that reflect on war, freedom, and the future of humanity.

Ghost in the Glass (Pattern & Pulse)

Leeuwenstein

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